Made it through the day, smiles intact! Patrick texted me a couple hour ago. He is adorable. Just said that he had a break and he wanted to say hi (: I am going to get this man. He is all mine. Can't wait til Thursday when I get to see him and make him cuddle with me (: We aren't going to have sex, we are just going to hang out. But we will cuddle. We are going to watch a movie. Math class is going to be so long knowing that I have to wait to see him til after it. One more day to make it through with my smiles still intact. One more day. He told me he was going to Haiti over winter break, because he is doing a study abroad. I'm so sad. I won't get to see him at all. But he is going to drive up and see me at home, or I can drive back down here to see him before he leaves. I can't wait. I knew he was going to fall for me. I always know it, but it doesn't happen until they take the chance to be around me enough. I just hope that it lasts. He's an amazing man.

I am all smiles tonight! Patrick came over and we get really close. He asked me to come over after math class on Thursday to watch a movie and get dinner. Things are different with us. In a good way. We had sex, twice. It was amazing, as always. He held me for a good twenty minutes after, and just rubbed my back. He is adorable. Can't wait for Thursday!

Patrick didn't come last night, but that's okay. He will be with me tonight. I am making sure of that (: Woke up this morning to a text around midnight "OMG! I just got in, I had left my phone behind.... Blah! I want you so much." then another "I was so bored all weekend too :( so I'm assuming your asleep, how about tomorrow?" ^Got this young man wrapped around my finger. Guaranteed he got a boner from my picture hahaha. That cool. Had an amazing work out this morning, with some of the most amazing people. So glad I am going Army. Making these friends some of the best I will ever have. Well I am going to shower and get ready for my day. A few classes then with that boy :D Til then (:

I won't even be able to make it up the elevator without getting on top of him. He better be over. ASAP.

Yesterday: 8-up 9- baking 12-10 -working at Dunks. 11- right now- at Gabes, getting hammered and having a sleep over with Tyler, Joe and Gabe. Today: Right now- crashing for a half hour. 8- leave and hour early to find parking 9-6- working at Dunks. After that- hopefully hanging out with Becca and getting my money Tomorrow: 5- up 6-12- work at Dunks 1-4- work at Bath and Body works. after that- sleeping. enough said. Sunday: 9- up 10-1:30- Work at BBW after that- long ass train back to URI. That was a damn good break.

Happy Turkey Day! Make some amazing cheese cakes for BBW tomorrow. Getting ready for work, 12 to 10 tonight! Going to enjoy my thanksgiving dinner, a nice turkey cheddar bacon sandwich from Dunks. How exciting.

Never give up on this. Said that I'd fight for the one that I found, I'm gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around.

Worked yesterday, 7:45 to 4:15. That is a long ass time at Dunkin Donuts. Today is my only day off this week. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and I am working 12 to 10 and Dunks. At least I get to see Darcy, haven't worked with her in forever! Black Friday I am working at Bath and Body Works 9 to 6. And Saturday I work both jobs. Dunkin Donuts from 6 to 12, then Bath and Body Works 1 to 4. But I need the money for the car, so I need to do it. At least when I get it, I won't need my mom to drive me.

Hung out with Christine today. She's a pretty chill girl, even when she and her friend Kim were hitting on me the whole time. It was cool though. Pretty pumped to get my new car so I can hang with her more often.

Was a success! People were trying to tell me what to do, but they pulled their heads out of their butts. Thank God. Worked 6 hours, made 11 dollars in tips. Now heading to day two, 7 to 3:30. It's all good, tomorrow I have off from both jobs, and then Thanksgiving, which kinda sucks, I am working 12 to 10. Sucks but somebody has to do it. Then Friday I have to go to BBW and work 9 to 6. Busy busy busy.