feels so much longer than that! grr. I swear... perhaps it feels longer because of victor and canberra we were apart or that we'd been talking more seriously previously to the 17th. whatever it is, a combination of the two? or the new year perhaps. it just feels like SO much longer. but it's okay because I am positively sure we'll last so much longer :)

no I'm not even kidding, it was UHmazing I loved staying in bed for hours and keeping her there for as long as I could... it was brilliant and she is so beautiful. yep until she "had to pee" liar :) I wish we could have stayed in bed all day it was fucking brilliant now I am just craving Ls touch. I want her soso bad -__- but hopefully I will see her friday at the bay and just quietly: really hopes friday night becomes available and my bed is occupied by herself and I. well, maybe a little more than quietly.

won't let me reply to "what" grrrrrr SO, my reply: I agree. on all counts... only that, it works opposite ways likee how god damn obsessed I am with yours. yumyumyum. that skirt is incredible btw, I still haven't taken it off.

so close yet so far... literally a fifteen minute drive. WHY DONT I HAVE MY Ls. hmmm alright, L.T you are a dead sack o shit. ummm what else? I love skins, my cousin for sorting out that ballsack and luluu. love is present too often in this blog, ehh whatevs.

you're incredible... I have never in my life known someone to be as shit at life. trying to bring your ex down because you're jealous she's found someone other than your sack o shit ass? you actually have no life. I'd pity you but i have no emotions left to raise with you. I'm done. you're a cunt. and I don't care what this will take, I will get you out of our lives for good. I mean for good.

please calm down. he's just one little problem we're fine.

it was brilliant, truly brilliant until that god damn name popped up. I never want to hear that name again... I swear if I do I might explode and break my new years resolution, the fact I almost did tonight was ridiculous. not jealous. angry. not angry. furious. feeling gone. music playing. now fine. let the drummer kick, let the drummer kick

I thought you were out of my life two years ago but apparently not. you still fucking linger there you woman fucking abusing sack of shit. just go die

I lay here bound to my bed in adelaide while thinking of her magnificent breasts, she's all the way in canberra sitting at a computer talking to me on fbc would be brilliant if I could call her but it would wake our relatives. I need her. that's no understatement, I NEED her soo badly just touching her skin would be enough... now we have plans of a shower on wednesday it makes the next day impossible to wait. if I didn't have my best friend to keep me company and busy up at the farm I may have died from stress I was just a frightful mess, but you loved it didn't you? now I'm just hungry...

is fucking beautiful, she made my heart skip four beats and I still can't pull myself together... ahh shes so amazingggggggggg