so maybe not 12.... um. LEMME WRITE it down... I think it's 12. I don't have pen on me, it's the other end of the house and I DONT particularly feel like going down there. well I'm in bed failing at life; wishing my girlfriend had credit, hoping I can finish this essay and FUCK I CAN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE OF THAT SENTENCE effffff. alright well happy three months babe, I love you.

dumdoDAH dmchhh dumdahhh okay I can't impersonate a sitar, but I can impersonate a dinosaur! pretty damn fucking well if I do say so myself. baby, I don't ever care what youre rents say or what my mum says, I love you soso much and even though it is like eight months away... I can't wait for being in your proper house up at victor :D completely alone. just the way it NEEDS to be. I think I got the audition right (: maybe, I hope. I like tumblr but I don't know how to really properly make it look awesome so just be patient with me I'm sure I'll get it soon. FUCKING ESSAAAYYYY! *goes and writes a sentence* ehh, done.

Never thought you'd make me perspire. Never thought I'd do you the same. Never thought I'd fill with desire. Never thought I'd feel so ashamed. Me and the dragon can chase all the pain away. So before I end my day, remember.. My sweet prince, you are the one My sweet prince you are the one Never thought I'd have to retire Never thought I'd have to abstain Never thought all this could back fire Close up the hole in my vain Me and my valuable friend can fix all the pain away So before I end my day remember My sweet prince you are the one My sweet prince you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one Never thought I'd get any higher Never thought you'd fuck with my brain Never thought all this could expire Never thought you'd go break the chain Me and you baby, still flush all the pain away So before I end my day remember My sweet prince you are the one My sweet prince you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one My sweet prince My sweet prince

after school is finished and we don't fuck up, yeah. you'll stay with me at home, I'll clean out shit in my wardrobe and you can have a part to yourself. it'll be fun and you can help me focus when I have work to do at the end of the year (as you'll be finished and I will have exams left) yeah calm now....ish. I know i'll get to bed and be like fuck. I. miss. you. thanks by the way O.K. you made my night better (: I'll give you petrol money monday. bais I guess...

was not enough. not at all. THATS why skyshow tonight, from mt lofty. FUCK YES, filming it and photographing it (I guess) but I really just want friend photos :D sososososo excited. nooo effy john is nooooottt making you better. fuck I HATE counsellors/psychiatrists they are SO fucking stupid/annoying/RIDICULOUS WHOREFACES. grrrrrrrrrr

fuck yes, I am so incredibly excitedd! not entirely sure how much time we've got tomorrow alone buttt I'm not fazed, all that matters is I can spend the day *without* rents. hmmm so yeah. that's all really, other than getting new subscribers on youtube makes me really happy and that's all? yeah. jenny is so amazing, I love her so much... mia kershner does such an amazing job of playing her character. seriously people she IS AMAZING. get it. ash season 3 is so emotional haha my cat is hiding in my clothes basket she is so adorable

I love helping people, when they don't even know it. (second)best feeling alive, but anyway happy we won the cup. happy plans are going through with formal and stuff. think I've finally got out of this gross habit of nightly anger thank god derrrrrrp. i unno, I think all I wanted to say was that I'm always here for you and if you really want me to I'll go and rip his snake bites out. L - you know what. i love you and I'm txting you. what I miss and, well (you gets itt...) E - I fucking love the smiley you drew with the i

"Haha, you might not wanna kiss me though, you dont wanna get sick :-P but i know, it hurts more not seeing you n needing you than any sickness" receiving that was like... I don't know how to explain it. it was the cutest thing ever (: it made me smile so fucking much. I'll see you on sunday, I HAVE to see you on sunday. and no, not if I still went to st johns... If I still did things would be very different. athletics carnival time, yeah I got my M-S pride on, redredredred.

is soooo good. having the time to watch it over again is super fantastic (: same goes for the l word, all of it by next week ;D screww school work, till term 2 anyway.

she was so young when she filmed it and yet she did such an incredible job. I can't begin to describe, I'd see it now if I were you, whoever you are. it's superb