ah, high school. What can I say? I can't wait for college :) I will get away from this town, away from all the people I long desire never to see again.
I think it's funny.
How you think I am a hypocrite.
This is a journal to express emotions, mental notes, ideas etc.
I am going to express my feelings like I have been for the past 9 months on here.
You don't understand what was even said, you don't know.
Once you know everything, let me know, then we can talk.
Find me hypocritical?Don't read the page :)
Sooooooo, I found my prom dress. I FOUND IT. It is perfect. Absolutely perfect. It’s indescribable. It’s gorgeous. My mom told me, if I lose the wieght, she will buy me the dress. I almost died when I heard that. It’s the most perfect dress I could ever imagine. Starting January 1st, I will be losing the weight. Every month, 10 pounds minimum. Totally attainable. I am going to wear it to Alex’s senior prom. I am going to Senior Prom. I am pumped. I am wearing that dress. Dear God, I need the will to lose the weight, to get that dress. I will wear it to Senior Prom and Cotillion! Ahhhhhh, I showed Alex the dress, and he said its beautiful. It’s raspberry colored. Its gorgeous. I cannot wait. OMFG. So excited. It’s hanging on my fridge :)
I wonder how many late nights you spent between bed sheets, while I obsessed over love we made.
Who: Me, Kellie, Jess, Haley, Taylor D.
What: Shopping, Tanning, Parties, etc.
When:Tuesday- Thursday: July 13-15
Where: Vermont/ Hanover NH, Dartmouth College.
Why: Time of our lives.
How: I'm driving bitches.
*Bring your little polka dot bikini!
Sleep over on Monday.
Leave early Tuesday at 9. Dunkin' Donuts? Drive up to Vermont. Unpack shit in cottage. Go to Treasure Island or lake side and TAN. Evening- shopppinnngggg bitchhesss! Go back home, get changed, come back to Hanover and party! Fall asleep.
Next day- Do it again.
Thursday- Girls day. Tan, swim, chill. Decide if we are gunna stay another night.
Drama free, sluts.
Mike has to pay me back ! I have 4 dollars left, and no more money. I have nothing, and he refuses to give it back to me. It's only 10 dollars but it is everything I have. I didn't even give it to him, he stole it.
I am pissed about that but I am excited for tomorrow. I have my DECA competition tomorrow at the Radisson Hotel in Chelmsford. I am picking out my clothes now lol. It is business attire. isughsuoghjh. Kellie is my partner, I hope we do well, I would like to move on from districts if at all possible. That would be awesome. But it's only my first year so I understand if I don't. But I am keeping my hopes up.
Well I have to go.
OKAYBYE.
best weekend ever :)
I spent the weekend with my hunny. It was amazing. I went to Holly Ball, and it was so much fun. I danced like I never thought I would, haha. I had so much fun. I really wish I didn't have to come home. I can't find the words to explain it so I guess you will never know.
I'm here. I have always been here. I have been waiting for you just as long as you have been waiting for me. I am still here, and I will always be. I have changed, as have you. I am trying to get over certain things and while doing that I have put aside some things. I apologize that you think I am lost, I am still here and I always will be. We have so much going on that we have run out of time to walk through Nab and go to Willows. We shall do it soon. That is, if we are still friends. That is, if we can stand to accept some changes.
Thank God, he is finally gone. Nothing can't cause pain now. Nothing. Not for me. Not for Kellie. Not for our friends. Finally we can go back to the way we all were before.
Summers on the way, at least that's what they say.