I miss you so muck baby, I hate being at school without you. Im trying to be happy but thats very difficult to do without you here. Gosh this sucks, but on the bright side this makes me relize how much I really miss and love you. You are basically my everything I love you (BCP)

I am very sad right now because i wont see my boyfriend for 5 days

The past few weeks or so a lot has happened. I currently have a boyfriend ( a very amazing one i might add), I lost my best friend/sister(this being Drea), I gained my best friend/sister back, this amogst many other thimgs. So yea I guess you can say I have had a nice life. Anyway g2g love you all.

Drea im bored so anyway things have been pretty weirdeen neccassarly good nor bad they have just neen eh never mind this stupid dumb keyboard is screwing up sorry for hte bad typing i think this stupid keyboard needs to be replaced!

it sucks so much. I hate it, why did this happen. No, never mind I wont complain. At least she is still alive even though that stupid dumb redneck bitch shouldnt be. In other news, Drea im very confused. I have no idea what i should do because i really like Fred but at the same time i think i may love Ryan. Well, im glad Ryan is coming over today after school. Righ now, hes the only thing that is keeping me from crying. Well i guess im about to go look uo some more lyrics because my typing sucks toady.

Hasnt today just started off fucking glorious. Fucking Kellye pissed me off again! That dumb bitch had the nerve to thearten my frien! Thats ok, because i got that damn bitch. Shes gonna learn one way or another! Dumb ass hoe

Feel like crap i hate the world and everyone in it i cant stand people, call me bipolar but that show i feel

Its Friday, so i guess i shoukd be excited but im not. I has a really bad realization last night, and thats the fact that im not happy. Even though the wish i made

He has a amazing voice. I know thats a weird way to start off, but i noticed that his voice comforts me. At any rate, my weekend was uh interesting, i guess. anyway g2g

happy but mad at the same time. I know that sounds confusing but so far thats the way my day has been. When i woke up, i was in the best mood ever, but then i came to school and things changed. Pinecone is acting weird, he seems like hes sad yet he claims that hes doing good. Then, One of my friends had a little talk with me about kissing his girlfriend. OK, i can understand if he got ,about it of i was straight or bi but um how jealous can you get? Eh, I want to talk to Shelby, i wish we had classes together or at least lunch. I miss yesmine, although ive only mentioned it once to my friends, i might move to New York with her around the end of this year, i understand that itll break my moms heart but i need to go and try to find myself out. I know that sounds weird and emotional, but my final decision hasnt been made yet.