Was absolutely terrible. I hate this day so much and I hate this fucking month. I try to do something nice and look at what happens, it ends up in turmoil. I set up one of my best friends with a really nice and sweet girl and look at what happened. I did this for him, because I love him. When you love someone, you'd do anything to make them happy right? So then, where does that leave me? In the dirt I suppose, I'm just a loser....On the bright side, I made a notebook for my niece and future child today. I'm going to keep it updated everyday, so that they can see how my life was. It's actually more of an journal than a notebook but same thing different name :) Anyway, I'll write later I guess...And btw: Me and Drea aren't friends anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! That's the only good thing about my life, lol.

Yay, exam week is finally over!!! I can't tell you how happy that makes me. My grades on my exams were all over the place. For the most part, they were grades that I wasn't satisfied with. But oh well, I'll live. I just hate the fact that I'm going to be in nightschool for Algebra 2. For some reason, that bothers the hell out of me. I guess it's because I'll be in nightschool in 8 more days (shudder). Moving on, my friend (Nadeline/Karen) has a birthday party today. I'm excited abpout going, I just hope this party is everything she's been hoping for. The one thing that would kill me is to see her disappointed by this party...she's been really fragile lately (much like me) so I'm going to do my best to keep her spirits up!!!! So I've totally been hooked on this one game known as the impossible quiz...the name says it all. As a matter of fact, I think I'm gonna go play it now or the block game...I'm not sure yet. Anyway, I'll journal later.

So apparently the other entry was actaully my last entry. But yea, this is my first one of the year so happy new year and all that other good stuff. Hmm..updates! Ok, I no longer have a boyfriend due to unexplainable reasons. I have my exam week coming up (boy, that should just be all fine and dandy) and I'm becoming a lot more happier with my life...but I still feel sad about other stuff. See, my problem right now is that I'm a very reminiscent person. I think about the past a lot (quite honestly, it's hard not too) more than I should. I don't try to just look at the bad things but it's hard to just specifically look at the good things. My home life right now id damn near perfect, but my school life and my love life can defintely use some improvement. That, along with the fact that I need a job and I need to bring up my grade in Alg.2. I haven't really lost any friends lately but I feel like I'm starting to drift away from some of them. This could be a good or a bad thing. Their are other friends though that I'm geeting a lot closer too,which is usually a good thing. However, me and Drea are about to have a really new experince and I'm not sure how prepared I am for it. She's changing schools and I don't know how to deal with that. She's my Grace (Will&Grace reference) and I'm not sure how long it'll take me to adjust to the changes. But at the same time, I'm ready for this. Me and her need a new experince in our friendship and I think this is the perfect one. If we truely are True Friends, then I have nothing to worry about. Anyway, I'll update again either tomorrow, one of the exam days or Friday. :)

Well, the year's ending and I'm totally not ready for it to. The end of the year always makes me kinda sad. I just have had one of those so-so years. It hasn't neccessary been good nor bad. It's just been more of one of those flip-flop years. At any rate, I'll write again at 11:00 P.M. Central Time Zone(Florida). So...ttyl

Myspace really pisses me off because it constanly fucks up everyones computer! Ok... I feel better, I just had to let that out

I am like so happy right now because I finally got mu internet up. I don't really have anything else to say right now so I guess I'll update later.

This is the last day of school before the break. I just wannna say that I love all of my best friends now; Rachel Nelson, Drea, Victoria P, David W, Nelson N-S, Brianna S and Brianna E, Kiefer G, Maggie F, Alex P, Jesse W, Vicky & Angie N, Yesmine R-R, Nikki S, Shelby R, Lucas twins, and others ill finish the list later

A lot has changed since the last time i did a new entry. Well one of them being that im single. Ive also told my best friend of 3 years that im in love with him. A lot of other things too such as new friends new enemies and... NO DRAMA. I cant tell how happy that makes me. To sum it all up my life is better and worse at the same time. Rather than wosre id say more stressful. But I think i can live with it. Im also thinking about not finishing early because i dont want to leave my best friends One in particular. But I guess we'll just have to see what happens.

I think its kinda funny how people look at me and my bf like freaks when we kiss. Just thought i should share that because it made me lmao this morning. TO all straighty homophobes: FUCK YOU

Yea as alwats im ini first period just got done doing a stupid career thing. Im sort of happy right now but i wish i had first period with Mr. Potatoe Monkey. I love him to death if only he knew how much i love him. I can even describe it in words. Ugh anyway 6 minutes until the bell rings so g2g. ( Ubu and Potatoe Monkey Always and Forever)