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  • i'll keep everything i shared with you.

    by cellardoor08 on July 16, 2008
    ) Your number one tells you they're pregnant, you say? holy fuck. 2) Do you want someone you can't have? no. 3) Your parents tell you they're moving to Mexico? well, have fun drinking their water. 4) If you could change your eye color would you? yes, yes, yes. i despise my eye color. 5) Ever kissed your number 5 on Myspace? i have a top four. 6) What is the biggest secret you know about your 2nd top friend? HAH. 7) Do you have an ipod? yesh. 8) What's your favorite color? blue. 9) Last person you told a secret to? ugh. i don't know. probably renee. 10) Are you mad at anyone? yes. 11) What are you listening to at the moment? there's us. alexz johnson. 12) Ever made someone cry? it happens, yeah. 13) Last bed you slept in that wasn't yours? um. bed? renees. 14) What's on your mind right now? how this zomig is going to wipe me out for the rest of the day. i hate migraines. 15) When was the last time you cried & why? i kinda cried last night. he frustrates me most of the time. 16) Do you hate anyone? yes. i could say i don't because hate is a strong word, but i'd be lying. 17) Do you enjoy Taco Bell or Del Taco? i enjoy taco bell mucho. 18) Last phone call received? britt. he woke me up. damnnn. i had to get out of bed. 19) What are you wearing on your feet? nothing. 20) What was the last movie you watched in the Theater? hancock. 21) What did you do today? got up. realized i still have my headache. finally showered. let my cat out, ugh, my stomach hurts. i feel like shit. 22) Did you hurt yourself today? eh, probably. 23) What songs always make you sad? i don't know if i should stay-alexz johnson. i don't know what it is about that song, but it just hurts. 24) What are you doing this weekend? partyyyyinggg. haha. 25) What do you think about smoking weed? i'm not a fan, everyone else, go for it. 26) Do you lead people on a lot? sometimes i do. i think i do a lot though. i don't try though. 27) Do you believe everything you hear? hellz, no. 28) Do you live near your best friend? pfttt, i wish. it'd make life so much easier. 29) Is there anyone you would die for? mother. 30) Where were you at 11:45 pm yesterday? i was with britt. 31) How many letters are in your last name? five. 32) What did you do last night? got home from camp, then hung out with britt. 33) What's your favorite movie? i love pride&prejudice. or any johnny depp movie. 34) Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now? target. 35) What was the last beverage you drank? water. 36) Do you listen to your parents? most of the time, yeah. 37) Would rain actually stop you from going somewhere or ruin your plans? it wouldn't stop me. rain stops eventually. 38) Do you own any TV shows on DVD? yepp. 39) What's currently on your mind right now? my head hurts horribly. 40) Where are you going on your next vacation? i don't know. my next vacation will probably be in about twenty years when i can actually afford one. 41) What's the best eye color for the opposite sex? i love blueeee. anything but brown, honestly though. 42) How many and what kind of animals do you have? one. cat. 43) Do you prefer an ocean or pool? ocean by far. 44) You're being extremely quiet what’s it mean? i have a headache. i'm thinking. or i'm pisseddd. 45) Do you currently like someone? yes.
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  • when the truth is, i miss you.

    by cellardoor08 on July 11, 2008
    What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? if i see someone smoking while they are pregnant. ugh, bothers me so much. What do you do when you need to relax? i read. or sleep. for a very long time. Do you think it's OK to sometimes tell lies? yeah, i do. Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? i like change. gives me something to do. i need something to distract me every now and then. If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? to tell me. otherwise, i have no idea. i am not good at reading people's minds. just fucking tell me. What are you listening to right now? warning sign. as always. aww, i love coldplay. If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first? probably food. Would it change your life? winning the lottery? obviously. What was the last thing you purchased? book from vinnies. What do you do when you're stressed out? i clean, usually. Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else? probably, yeah. Could you forgive a boyfriend or girlfriend who physically hurt you? no. i couldn't. Do you have a best friend? yes. Do you think parents should stay together for the kids? no, i don't. Can money buy happiness? no. it temporarily does. Are you looking forward to anything? yeaaah. camping:D fucking yeah. Do you open up to people easily? no i don't. What do your friends call you? steph, stephanie, dumbass. whichever they prefer, hah. Has anyone upset you in the last week? YES. What usually causes your relationships to end? when a guy holds back from me. Are you close to your parents? yes, i am. What's the best thing about you? i'm compassionate. Are you a forgiving person? no. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with? britt. Where is the last place you went out to eat? um. sherries. What were you doing at 3 AM this morning? SLEEPING. Who do you hate? him. What are you going to do tomorrow? lounge at renees. until we go camping. What is in store for your future? college. fun. cats. Do you take care of your friends while they're sick? i try. Any piercings? none for me. Favorite color? blue is gorgeous. Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with? mom. renee. Who was driving the last time you were in a car? britt. What kind of digital camera brand do you have? sony. How many tickets do you have? tickets? none... Do you like coffee? yepp. Who was the last person that texted you? i do not text. What does your twelfth message in your inbox say? ---EH. What are you craving? uh. idk. What’s the closest red thing to you? roses on my shirt. How did you sleep last night? eh. What was the first thing you thought this morning? fucking birds. What did you do last night? hung out. saw hancock. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? eh, maybe. i kinda hope so. What were you doing at 7am? sleeping. Are there any previous relationships you wish could have lasted longer? nah. i'm over it. If you could have three wishes, what would they be? have my mom be healthy and happy. have my dad be healthy and happy. for my friends to be healthy and happy. basic. Do you exercise as much as you should? HAH. no. Do you believe in a higher power? eh. In life, what was the reasons for most of your tears? myself. Hypothetically, if you were to see your father cheating with another woman, would you tell your mother? yes. Do you smile a lot? try to. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? no. Do you believe in karma? YES. You're on the phone having a really boring convo.. how do you end it without hurting anyones feelings? i say i have a phone call on the other line from my dad, mom, or grandma. Are you scared of people hearing you pee? sometimes. If your best friends would be 100% honest, would you really like that? do it. whatever. i get mad at the time, but it's worth it in the end.
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  • bury your head.

    by cellardoor08 on July 11, 2008
    Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight? maybe. What were you doing at 12 am last night? SLEEPING. Where was your default picture taken? breakwall. Would you ever kiss the last person you kissed again? over and over again. Do you believe ex's can be friends? possibly. What woke you up this morning? cat. What does your last sent text say? i don't text. What color is your shirt that you are wearing? yellowish. Are you wearing any jewelry? i do not like jewelry. What was the last thing you drank? gatorade. Who was the last person you hugged? boyfriend. What did you do today? woke up. and that's about it. haha. How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over? a few. ouch. Do you like to smile? love to. What time do you usually wake up on the weekends? whatever. like oneish. Are you friends with the last person you kissed? best friends. When was the last time you cried? yesterday. Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you? yes. Does anyone call you baby? ick, no. Who was the last person to give you advice? probably boyfriend or mom. Are you a morning person or a night person? nighttime. What is something you currently want? food. shower. What was the last thing you bought? food, probably. Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you talked to? boyfriend. Are you going to have a good night? yes, yes, yes. Do you want to start over with anyone? eh, no. i don't care. if i could, i'd tell boy who leads me on to fuck off at the fourth of july. and be done. Have you ever had fake nails? no. Do you plan on going to college? yes. When is the next time you will kiss someone? todaaayyy. How do you feel towards the person who texted you last? i don't text. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now? kinda, yeah. Do you have a best friend? yepp. Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind? yes. boyfrienddddd. What do you think of your number 4 on your top friends? she's is awesome. she is amazing to talk to. Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot? how about now? haha. Why are you doing this survey? 'cause i suck at life. j Who are you texting? no one. i do not TEXT. What's the last movie you watched? ummmmmmm. road trip all the way. Are you tan? kinda yeah it's nice. Who was your last text from? UGH. fuck it.
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  • it's not your fault that i can't trust.

    by cellardoor08 on July 11, 2008
    Are you having a good day today? it's going pretty good. What did you do yesterday? i had a nice lounge day. beautiful. with my boyfriend. Are you in a good mood right now? kinda, yeah. The phone rings; what do you say? hello. What is wrong with you right now? i need to shower. i can smell myself. fuck. How is your hair? messy. i hardly brush my hair anymore, ick. i just put it up. Who did you hang out with this past week? lots of awesome ppl. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yesss, i do. it's nice. What are you wearing? sweats and shirt. Where were you at 2:02 this morning? my bed. Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles? yeah. Who was the last person you rode with? boyfriend. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? of course. Ever kissed someone who smokes? yesss. Do you have unlimited texting? no. Are you excited about anything? i am now:] hancock! What's on your mind rite now? that right is spelled wrong in this sentence. Did you like anyone last summer? eh, no. When was the last time you hung out with your number one? i'm going to todayyyyy:DDDDD i love, love, love her. Are you looking forward to this weekend? yes, i actually am! campinggggg! :DDD with my bestest friends. Do you like someone more than just friends right now? duh. Are you different from how you where 6 months ago? i am verryyy different than i was. and i'm happy. Where is your cell phone? idk. What cd is currently in your cd player? zero. Who did you last have a deep conversation with? with boyfriend yesterday. i tried. Do you get along better with boys or girls? boys. i know that, for sure. Do you sleep on your stomach? eh, mostly on my side. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? sometimes, yeah. whatever. Do you know anyone that's married? duh. What is your favorite number? five. 13. Who was the last person that made you cry and why? myself. i make everything horribly complicated. Do you have a best friend? yes, i do. How good is your eyesight? i feel pretty confident about my kickass eyesight. How old are you? eighteen. splendid. What should you be doing right now? eating. or showering. i haven't done either all day. it's two.
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  • everything i'm not.

    by cellardoor08 on July 11, 2008
    Where is the person you like right now? work. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? SLEEPING. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? my bed. relaxing. Have you ever made out with someone that was high? haha. well, with him, who knows. Last thing you purchased? food. of course. Have you ever drank with your number one? yepp. Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? home. i feel good about that. i've basically been here for the third day in a row. gotta make it up. Explain why you last threw up? strawberry pie. Where did your last hug take place and with who? ummm. with britt last night in his car:]] Who was the last person to hold your hand? britt. Last text message from? idk. i don't text. Three months from now will you be in a relationship? ugh. i don't know. Do you have curly hair? no. Who was at your house last night? mom. britt. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it? yesssss. Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do? eh, probably. Do you have a best friend(s)? yes, i do. Have you gotten close to any one new lately? yes. Are you conceited? haha no. Have you kissed anyone on the lips lately? of course. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yes. sucks. Is your sister a tramp? i have no sister, but i'm sure she would be. Do you like to cuddle? yes, yes, yes. Last person you cried over? myself. and britt. ugh. i like him waaayy too much for my comfort. Do you cry easily? sometimes. What should you be doing right now? not a thing. Are you a heavy sleeper? no. very light. When was the last time you did the dishes? yesterday. Name someone that made you smile today: my cat coming to me, she misses me:] Did you have a good day? so far, yeah. When was the last time you saw the person you kissed last? around midnightish last night. Do you lecture people about drugs? nooo. What are you doing right now? survey. Is there someone who you hope will read this? no. Where did you get the shorts you're wearing? i'm wearing pants, silly.
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  • do you think you can make it on your own?

    by cellardoor08 on July 09, 2008
    **LAST** Last song listened to: some sense of security. Last thing to make you laugh: uh. idk. Last person you kissed: britt, obviously. Last song stuck in your head: warning sign-coldplay. Last thing you denied: probably about something i did. Last thing to make you upset: ugh. that i cannot live without my boyfriend. i CAN live without him for a long time. **ARE YOU** Are you comfortable: kinda. my back is kinda hurting though. time for couchtime. Are you avoiding anything: yes. Are you mad at anyone: no. Are you happy with yourself: well, i'm secure. Are you old enough to get into the bar: well, i'm eighteen. so only those kinda bars. some only allow 21 and older. but i've been in those bars too:X haha. Are you impressed with anything: yes. **IS** Is anything bothering you: yes. Is honesty important: obviously. who wants someone to lie to them? Is there somewhere you want to be right now: no. Is anyone with you right now: no. Is there anything you regret: no. Is your social life thriving: kindaaa. **DO YOU** Do you ever wish upon stars: yes. Do you ever use sarcasm: of course. Do you hold any grudges: i am horrible at doing that. Do miracles really happen: sometimes, i think so. Do you hang out with more guys or more chicks: lately, more guys. they are just way easier to deal with. Do you ever speak your mind: i tend to. **HAVE YOU EVER** Have you ever loved so much it hurt: yes. Have you ever seen a dream come true: yes. Have you ever laughed so hard you puked: haha, no. Have you ever cried to get your way: when i was little, yeaaah. Have you ever been bribed: who hasn't? Have you ever been someone's psychologist: no. **WHEN WAS YOUR LAST** When was your last kiss: around midnightish. When was your last hug: same. When was your last smile: earlier today. When was your last goal achieved: ugh. When was your last fever: long time ago. When was the last time you were worried: kinda now. **LIKES/DISLIKES** Candy corn: dislike. Pizza: LOVE. Traveling: LOVE LOVE LOVE. Meeting new people: fine. Liverworst: dislike, now. Spicy stuff: it's allright.
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  • if i admit.

    by cellardoor08 on July 09, 2008
    How are you today? relaxed, finally. What's the last thing you said? uh. i have no clue. Are you on anything? yeah. paxil. woot. Have you ever kissed someone with a tongue ring? nooo. Who was the last person to see you naked? haha. oh, yeaaahhh. Is anything on your hands? skin. Are you looking foward to anything? camping. harry potter scene-it for sure, haha. Any plans for 4th of July? it already happened. and yes, i had plans. fourth of july was finally what i wanted it to be. Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with L? um. no. Last thing you made? cereal, if that counts. What are you wearing? shorts and shirt. Do you have a favorite word? kinda. i love the word infatuation for whatever reason. Are there any words you can't say? substitute and toilet, yeah.. Do you wear make up every day? no. waste of time. Do you have a tan? kinda, yeah. Would you ever go skinny dipping? i do. Do you like when people use pet names for you? no, i don't. Can you use a cash register? i use to be able to. Are you comfortable? right now? sure. Are you waiting for anything? yeah. Last insult? idk. Do you miss anything? of course. What's the name of the last hospital you were in? marquette general. Who do you text the most? i don't text. Who texts you the most? i don't text. Are you a social person? kinda, yeah. Favorite holiday? christmas, of course. Have you ever thought about your wedding? no. i really don't want to get married. not a fan. Do you miss anyone? yeah. When's that last time you worked out? hahahha. Is your hair curly or straight naturally? wavy naturally. Last movie you watched? road trip. How does this make you feel? it's a good movie, so awesome. Who was the last person to message you on myspace? vanessa. Last person you called? uhhh. idk. Favorite song at the moment? i love 2am by alexz johnson. beautiful. Who was the last person to comment you on myspace? lindsey howeeee. What's the most creative thing you've done today? haha, nothing. Last person to call you? mother. Something you're looking forward to this month? ummm. camping. oh, yes!
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  • i gotta keep leaving.

    by cellardoor08 on July 09, 2008
    Who was the last person you were under the covers with? britt
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  • you are an island all your own.

    by cellardoor08 on July 08, 2008
    And your name would be? stephanie. When was the last time you were told you were beautiful? yesterday. Is your phone close to you? no. Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from? britt. Was New Years eve enjoyable? no. i couldn't stand it. Bet your missing someone now? kinda. What does the last text message in your inbox say? idk. What do you want to be when you're older? nursing field. Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon? idk. i wanna see hancock though. If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it? spend it. If there was a spider in your room, would you leave? well, i would leave to get a piece of toliet paper to kill it. i'm not that afraid of spiders. Last place you went out to eat? taco bell. Are you in love? yes. gosh. Where are you right now? my old room. Are you listening to music right now? of course. Who's your tenth text from? idk. When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life? i don't think i ever was. When was the last time you intentionally made someone cry? mm. awhile ago. Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else? yeah. What are you doing tomorrow? hmm. idk. Next time you will kiss someone? hopefully later today:] Where was your default picture taken? breakwall. What sport do you enjoy watching? i like watching boxing. Ever had a near death experience? yeah. Have you ever been given an engagement ring? when i was little, haha. When is your birthday? 9/5. What do you miss most about the past? being carefree. and not having to worry. Are you afraid of falling in love? petrified and excited at the same time. Do you like country music? yeah. have you ever had someone sing to you? yeah. Do you believe in love? i try to. What would you do if someone smacked your butt? laugh and/or HIT THEM. Is there something that happened in your past that you really hate talking about? yesh. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? yesh. Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong? yes. How do you think your latest ex feels about you? he doesn't hate me, i hope. How is your hair? shoulder length. Do you like your name? it's too long, but it's ok. Do you like to cuddle? yes, yes, yes. Name something great that happened today? i ate taco bell. Who was the last person of the opposite sex to make you cry? ugh. Who was the last person's voice you heard? mothers. Do you like your life as of now? it's ok. Regret doing anything in the past week? no. How many kids do you want? FOUR. When did you last cry? awhile ago. Do you crack your knuckles? no. What were you doing 20 minutes ago? computer. Does anyone call you baby? no.
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  • so many times i've lied.

    by cellardoor08 on July 08, 2008
    1)Two names you go by? stephanie. steph. 2) Four things you are wearing right now? tank-top, skirt, undies, bra. and that's about it. 3) Are you currently in a relationship? yes. 4) Have you ever been given a rose? no. but a peony:] 5) What is your all-time favorite romance movie? pride&prejudice! 6) Have you ever been in love? i am
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