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  • i don't know if i should stay. hm. away.

    by cellardoor08 on June 27, 2008
    1: What is the worst thing about hugs? the odor from some people:X hah. 2: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes, of course. 3: What candy can you eat a whole bag of without getting sick? ummmm. mike and ikes, maybe. 4: Did you talk to anybody random today? no. 5: Did any particular thing brighten up your day? nah. that damn sun just won't come out! wth? 6: What is the stupidest thing you have ever done? haha. there are plenty of stupid things i have done. 7: Did your last outing involve the police? thankfully, no. 8: If you could hug anyone right now, who would it be? i would hug my mother=) 9: Do you make every decision as if your parents are watching you? hah. what eighteen year old does? 10: When was the last time you were grounded? hmmm. i don't really know. 11: Do you love anybody more than words can say? yes. 12: Have you ever gotten the butterflies? yes. 13: What were you doing at 12 AM four days ago? it's summer. i cannot remember what i did two days ago. 14: Do you sleep with shoes on? who can do that? that's a talent. 15: If you could change anything about your past would you? nah. everything happens for a reason. 16: Do you bail on people often? i try not to. 17: Does anyone think you are a bitch? probably. 18: Why did your last relationship end? he didn't try or care. 19: Do you consider your best friends attractive? of course. 20: When was the last time you went skating? hell of a long time ago:[ i suck at skating, but i love to do it. 21: Is lying ever ok? i would love to say no. but i'd be lying, haha. lying is ok SOMETIMES. 22: Is your best friend a girl or a guy? both. 23: Are you registered to vote? nope. i neeeed to do that! 24: A best friend should always: have your trust, no matter what. 25: Who was the last person that called you? britt, of course:] 26: What was the last thing that made you smile? me showering. helllll. i smelled. 27: Have you ever been fired from a job? nope. 28: Someone trips in front of you- what do you do? did what i did yessterday, laugh hyseterically, then ask if they are ok. i'm meannn. 29: Is SocialSplash.com better than MySpace? i have never been to socialsplash. weird. 30: Have you ever attended a school dance? yupp. they suck. 31: A random person you dont know says they like you-you: ignore them. they are random for a reason. 32: What is your favorite thing to do while watching a movie? um. watch it? haha. 33.Do you enjoy cuddling? of course. 34: Have you ever woke up next to someone and smiled? yupp. 35: Are you a good speller? i think so. 36: What is or was your best subject in school? it was probably . . . algbera. or health block. 37: Your friend is pregnant- you say? hah. that sucks. haha.
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  • sometimes i cannot take this place.

    by cellardoor08 on June 27, 2008
    Is it ok if you kiss people when you're single? of course. why not? isn't that kinda the point of being single? you can kiss whoever you want. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? SLEEPING. Do you like your life as of now? yes, i doooo. very much so. balancing is becoming pretty hard now though. How's your heart lately? great. Have you ever been called a tease? hah. yeah. Last inbox message from? britt. Who was at your house last? britt. Do you like to cuddle? very much. Do you cry easily? sometimes. lately, no. What should you be doing right now? probably showering. i smell. Are you a heavy sleeper? no. When was the last time something bothered you? um. RIGHT NOW. Where was you default picture taken? breakwall. Where is your phone? next to me. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? maybe. i don't really know. Do you like country music? some of it, yes. Are looks important? sometimes. Are you mad at someone right now? naaah. Do you believe in love? i try. What/who makes you laugh no matter what? my cat, haha. Who was the last person you talked to? um. something at gillette college. Will you get married? probably not. Are you happy with yourself? sometimes. Do you still care about your most recent ex? eh, no. When did you last cry? hmm a while ago:] Have you ever dated your friend’s ex? hellz. NO. What were you doing 2 hours ago? waking up. Do you wear the seatbelt in the car? always. Who did you last talk to on the phone? some gillette college lady. Are you hanging out with anyone tonight? sure am. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? yepp. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up? helllll. no. Kissed someone with a gf/bf? nope. forget that. How has this past week been for you? exhausting. Ever been in love? i am=] Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? yes. Any fun plans for today? i suppose, yeah. Do you get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily? it depends on the person. Who are you disappointed in right now? ugh. myself, probably. What was your biggest accomplishment today? putting my sheets in the wash. Are you the type that would rather stay at other peoples houses or have them over? i would rather stay at their house. Did you date anyone this past spring? spring? kinda. Do you know anyone whose name starts with a R ? RENEE. Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home? yupp. I'll bet you're missing someone right now? kinda. Who would you like to be friends with again? let's go with, no one. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing? haha. of course. When is the last time you touched drum sticks? um. idk. Can you play any instruments? no. Have you ever done something that was really bad for yourself? yes. Have you ever kissed someone in the rain? yesssss. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you can't? kinda. How many TRUE best friends do you have? probably, about one.
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  • all you need is love.

    by cellardoor08 on June 21, 2008
    Who did you last shoot a dirty look at? mitch last night. What kind of car do you drive? no car. What color is your iPod? silver. What's for dinner tonight? it would've been steak, but who knows now. What is the last drink you drank? water. What did you say last? 'please, pick it up'. Who came over last? renee. What is in your pocket? nothing. Who introduced you to your boyfriend or girlfriend? he came up to me. and annoyed the hell out of me. he still does:] haha. What's something fun you did today? i showered. i suppose that's fun. What are you listening to right now? i never wanted to-saosin. What brands are you wearing? none. i don't usually wear brands. i have, about one billabong shirt. What are you going to do after this? maybe leave the house and go somewhere. What is something you need to go shopping for? a hairbrush. some lotion. some face wash. Do you have any tan lines? yupp. Who was the last person to call you baby? idk. Has anyone ever sang to you? yeah. Has anyone ever given you roses? nope. Are you looking forward to tomorrow? kinda. not really. i want to watch gattica though:]]] but, i'll probably be hungover:X What is a compliment you receive way too often? my hair is so shiny, so healthy, so beautiful. ugh. it's not. Who was the last person to say they loved you and when? my mom. today:] she tells me she loves me everyday. it's great. Why did your last relationship end? he didn't try. he didn't care. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone? mm. probably my mom. Where is the furthest place you've traveled? florida/wyoming. Can you do splits? hellllll. NO. Are you flexible? pretty much, not. What is the last letter of your middle name? E. Do you have any tatoos? nope. What is your favorite song at the moment? i never wanted to is just BEAUTIFUL. What song do you HATE? um. miley cyrus songs are ANNOYING. Have you made anyone laugh today? yupp. Has anyone made YOU laugh today? yeaaahhh.
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  • darling.

    by cellardoor08 on June 20, 2008
    What was the highlight of today? being able to pet annie. Do you hate anyone? sometimes, i do hate him. Do you regret anything? no. Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor? yes. Whens the last time you bought something? last night. Do you play an instrument? i use to. What are you doing friday? um. no idea. maybe camping? What's the reason behind your myspace display name? well, that is my name. Honestly, what's on your mind right now? i need to brush my teeth. Is there anyone you call baby? my cat=) Have you ever got naked at a party? haha. yeahh. How late did you stay up last night? oneish. Is your phone within a meter radius of you? no. What are you wearing? pajamas, as always. Miss someone right now? kinda. Are you high? haha, no. Do you have any enemies? noooope. i believe not. How much are you on the phone daily? not much. Ever fell in a hole? yeah. What last made you sad? lindsay's mean comments. Whats were you doing 10 minutes ago? on couch. Do you have a best friend? yup. How many times have you been in love? zero. Are you happy right now? kinda, yeah. Are you on an instant messenger? no. Would you hit someone of the opposite sex? if they deserved it, yeah. Name a person that you've been trying to get a hold of? um. joella, probably. Whats your favorite kind of shoe? flip-flops. i wish it was summer all year long. Do you get butterflies around the person you like? nah. not really. Will you get married? i don't want to. When was the last time you smiled? today. Does anyone like you as more than a friend? yupp. Who was the first person you talked to today? um. renee. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? my mother. or renee. What are you NOT looking forward to? cleaning my room, haha. Do you plan on moving out within the next year? i am. Are you a forgiving person? no. What's something you really want right now? good food. How many TRUE friends do you have? probably, one. What's the last thing you put in your mouth? smarties. Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle? no. Who was the last person you drove with? renee.lindsay.becky.renee'smom. If you could move somewhere else, would you? i am. Do you prefer to call or text? CALL. When was the last time you cried really, really hard? a while ago. probably when i received my grad. card from him. Who took your profile picture? me. What is your ring tone? some loud one. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? last saturday. i might be today as well. Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you? yes. Do you still talk to the person you were dating 8 months ago? i try. Who was the last person you saw in person? mom. Are you pregnant? hellz, no. What did you do this past Saturday? today, party. Whens the next time you will hug someone? either my mom or britt=] Are you wearing anything on your feet right now? no. What are you doing this coming weekend? mmm. maybe camping, not sure. What do you want? toothpaste. What are you eating? nothing. Who do you miss? dad. What are you going to do after this? brush my teeth. What is your mood? awake. Who was the last person you texted? uh. Last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug? um probably britt. First person under 'J' on your cell phone? it'd be jane. Do you hate that person? nope. why would they be on my phone if i hated them? How many and what kinds of animals are there in your house? one. and cat. When was the last time something bothered you? last night. What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today? i pet annie. and seeing ollie pounce like, a mile up into the air. Do tattoos and piercing make a guy look hot? sometimes. Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z? yepp. Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence? um. steve and britt. When was your last encounter with the police? day before graduation. Who would you like to be close with again? hard to say. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing? oh, yeah. What can always put you in a good mood? music. Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself? sure is.
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  • free bird.

    by cellardoor08 on June 20, 2008
    whats your full legal name? stephanie nicole james. what are your plans for the day? being with my friends later=]]] whats the last restaraunt you ate at? 41 steakhouse. who made you laugh last? lindsay. haha. who did you talk to on the phone last? renee. who did you text last? britt. what do you find funny? the goofy movie. are you jealous of anyone? no. do you have feelings for the last person you kissed? yes. whats your favorite pets name? maxine. where was your default picture taken? breakwall. do you like to try new things? sometimes. i need to. have you ever snuck out of your house and got caught? i don't get caught. hah. whats bothering you? i wannnnna do something. who commented you last? meghan. would you ever consider going sky diving? mmm. maybe. whats one thing you did today and whats one thing you still have to do? i called gillette campus. and i should call back. do you think country music is gay? nope. who are your good friends? renee.lindsay.jane. whats your ringtone on your phone? loud one. what are you doing right now? this. what year is it next year? 2009. crazy. why did you cry last? movie. last time you went tanning? i go in the sun. is anyone in your family annoying? YES. have you ever been so drunk you fell down and hurt yourself? hhhahaha. well, yeah.
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  • too little, too late.

    by cellardoor08 on June 20, 2008
    Does it bother you when you text somebody and they never answer? nah. i don't care. i don't text. Last person to text you? i don't text. What do you think of girls sixteen and younger going on birth control? good idea. Who is your last missed call? joella. Have you ever been to a birthday party with a moonbounce? no. What time did you wake up today? around 11. Is there anybody that you trust 100%? no. Are you satisfied with your life right now? yeah. What did you do yesterday? moms birthday=) Does love scare you? very much. What is something that you have forgiven someone for lately? i haven't. What mood are you in? i want to do somethinggg. Plans for tomorrow? party. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? buggy bath. Who was the last person that left you a comment? meghan=) What is your background on your phone? some dumb stuff. What would you do if you won the lottery? cry. Do online and long distance relationships work? online=never. and long distance, for some people, it does. Would you ever enhance or get any kind of plastic surgery? no. Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? it was in WI. but i don't know the name. Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? yupp. Would you ever get a belly piercing? if i had a sixpack belly, maybe. Do you like to spend time with people? sometimes. now, i want to. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? sure. Do you want some one you can't have? no. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? ugh. i hope not. Are you happier single or in a relationship? either way. Were you happy when you woke up today? kinda, yeah. Who was your last text message from? i don't text. Do you hate the last person you kissed? no. Are you friends with any of your exes? i try. What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed? dust. and clothes. Last night you felt... happy. Last time you laughed? today. Favorite number(s)? five. thirteen
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  • everything changes.

    by cellardoor08 on June 20, 2008
    1. The phone rings who do you want it to be? mom or boyfriend. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? i try to. i find it so annoying when carts are just flying all over the parking lot hitting cars. 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? listener. i'm pretty quiet in a group of people. 4. Do you take compliments well? uhhh. no. 5. Do you play Sudoku? i tried. and failed. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? haha. probably not. 7. Do you like to ride horses? i need to do that. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? other people's camps. 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? i loved candyland and don't break the ice. 10. If a person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? no. i don't think i could do it. 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? haha. yeah. 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? i don't have any specific religious beliefs. but i think it would be hard do date someone else with different religious beliefs. 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? i like to be pursued. interesting. 14. Use three words to describe yourself? random. caring. and dumb, haha. 15. Do any songs make you cry? sometimes, yeah. 16. Are you continuing your education? yes, i am. 17. Do you know how to shoot a gun? no. 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed? mom or cat. 19. How often do you read books? not that much lately. 20. Do you think more about the past, present or future? hmmm. lately, the future. i'm kinda really scared. 21. What is your favorite childhood book? who is my mother. that book was awesome. and me and the bee=] awww. i loved that book. 22. What color are your eyes? brown. yuck. 23. How tall are you? 5'3. 24. Where is your dream house located? near the ocean. 25. Do you have a secret ######? ummm. 26. Have you tried sushi? yes. SICK. 27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth? yes=] 28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden? longggg time ago. i didn't like it. 29. Who do you like at the moment? boyfriend. 30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today? to my kitchen. i'm a traveler. haha. 31. What was your favorite job? video store. easiest job EVER. 32. What are your plans for today? hanging out with my bestest friends FINALLY=]]] 33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat? i usually try to sleep. i don't need to eat anymore than i already do. 34. Do you look like your mom or dad? dad. 35. How long does it take you in the shower? 10 min. 36. Can you do the splits? HAH. hellz, no. 37. What movie do you want to see right now? um. i could handle watching sweeny todd again. 38. If you could fast forward your life, would you? no. 39. What did you do for New Years? ball drop. new years eve suckedddd. 40. Do you think The Grudge was scary? no. it was a horrible movie. 41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls? haha. no. 42. Do you own a camera phone? no. 43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters in it? that would be a complete waste of space. and my time. 44. Was your mom a cheerleader? no. 45. What was the last thing you ate? brownie. 46. Are you hungry now? yeah. 47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? lots. 48. Do you like care bears? they are cute. 49. What do you buy at the movies? a ticket. 50. What are you wearing? pajamas. 51. Do you wear your seatbelt? yes. 52. What do you wear to sleep? pajamas. 53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown? um. probably not. 54. How many meals do you eat a day? like one. but i eat about a katrillion snacks. 55. Is your tongue pierced? no. 56. Ever meet anyone you met on MySpace? no. 57. Do you read myspace bulletins? sometimes. 58. Do you like funny or serious people better? FUNNY. 59. Ever been to L.A.? i wish. 60. Did you eat a cookie today? no. 61. Do you use cuss words in other languages? english is good enough for me. 62. What do you want right now more than anything? to see my friends. 63. Do you like chocolate? yupp. 64. What do you and your parents fight about the most? well. my mom=boyfriend. and my dad=calling my mom a whore. woot. 65. Are you gullible? haha. sometimes. 66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy? no. 67. If you could have any job what would it be? NURSE. 68. Are you easy to get along with? i think so. 69. What is your favorite time of day? i love when the sun sets. beautiful.
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  • you always disappear.

    by cellardoor08 on June 20, 2008
    Your heart is racing, who are you standing next to?: a doctor or something nervewracking. Have you ever been in trouble with the cops?: yeah. Someone just handed you $100,000, now what? i spend it. dumb question. Tears are falling from your face, what's the reason?: i was just watching atonement. or the season finale of lost. haha. You go into target and have $20 to spend, what do you buy?: a book. or a clearance shirt. or pajamas. You're able to go back in time and change one thing, what is it?: honestly, nothing. You have to walk home from school, how long does it take?: about 15 minutes. When someone calls you in the middle of the night, do you remember the conversation?: parts of it. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?: sometimes. depends on the mood i'm in. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming?: hellz, yeah. i'm going to. What are you doing this weekend?: party. Do you like fish?: tunafish. and yeah, that's about my extent of fish. What color are your socks?: i hate socks. When did you last receive some money?: graduation. What is the last voice mail you received about?: um. i don't really know. Have you ever blocked someone on Myspace before?: no. What is in your pocket?: i have no pockets. What are you going to do after this?: SLEEP. my nose is stuffy, so i'm just killing time. What is something you need to go shopping for?: um. probably clothes as always. but fuck that. What's been different this year?: myself. Meet anyone new this year?: yepp. Do you like pickles?: gross. i really hate pickles. What color is your bedroom walls?: white. Give me a random lyric from the song you're listening to?: 'by the time you come home, i'm alreayd stoned.' Name someone you know whose name begins with a C: um. cartman. haha. i don't think that counts, but whatever. Have you recently been pressured to do something?: no. i don't really believe in pressure. it's YOUR fault in the end if you did something stupid. learn to stand up for yourself. in the end of the day, that's all you have. Do you hate being alone?: no. What did you last eat?: pizza. well, a mint. What do you want to happen right now?: my nose to be not stuffy. When did you last cry?: couple days ago over a movie, i'm a sap. Do you think your future will be a good one?: i don't know. i want to be surprised. Is there someone you want to fight? nah. What color shirt are you wearing?: white. Does anyone like you?: yepp=) What’s your middle name?: nicole. What were you doing an hour ago? watching a movie. Where will you be in the next hour?: in my bed. Are you taller than your mom?: nope. Are you an emotional person?: yes. Who did you last yell at?: um. dad, i think. Are you confused?: at times, but it's my fault i'm confused. i need to let go.
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  • good enough.

    by cellardoor08 on June 19, 2008
    What's the last thing you put in your mouth? froot loops. Have you ever kissed anyone named James? no. Where was your default picture taken? breakwall. Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20? lindsay. Are you friends with the last person you kissed? yepp. Can you play guitar hero? i suck. Last time you walked further than a block? yesterday. Name someone that made you laugh today? uh. mom. When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friend? tuesday. Would you ever kiss the last person you kissed again? yes. How late did you stay up last night? midnight. If you could move somewhere else, would you? i'm going to. Ever been kissed under fireworks? ugh. close, but no cigar. Which of your friends lives closest to you? missy. Do you believe ex's can be friends? i try to be. for most people, it does. Do you prefer to call or text? call. How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper? i love diet pop. When was the last time you cried really hard? um. i don't know. awhile ago. Where is your biological father right now? wyoming. Where are you at right now? old room. What bed did you sleep in last night? mine. Did you ever go to a special learning center? yes, but not for myself. When is your birthday? sept. 5. Who took your profile picture? me. Who was the last person you took a picture of? no idea. Was yesterday better than today? i don't think so. Can you live a day without TV? yeah. easily. doesn't matter to me. just don't cut off my lost. What are you listening to? good enough. gosh, i love this song. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? i suppose. What is your ring tone? eh. Are you mad about anything? kind of. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? no. Last time you spent the night at someone's house? awhile ago at renees. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? saturday.
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  • love remains the same.

    by cellardoor08 on June 19, 2008
    If you were really upset, who is the first guy you'd go to? um. either my dad or britt. Who is the first girl you go to? mom or renee. i called up jane one time though. she's a great help. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? yes. but it wouldn't matter to me anyway. Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? anytime. they feel great either way. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life? yes, i do. Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? no. it was in WI. How many piercings/tattoos do you have? zero. Where are they? zero. Which year has been the best so far? um. i don't know. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? yepp. Last time you laughed really hard? probably when i was watching the goofy movie, hah. Do you know anyone addicted to any type of drugs? yes. How many kids do you want to have? i want four. really. What is the closest purple object to you? some book. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it? no. not by just doing nothing. you have to work for whatever you want in life. Ever snuck out of your house? yepp. Ever break someones heart or have your heart broken? yeah. Would you ever get a tattoo? possibly. Are you a morning person or a night person? i like night. Do you snore? no. i talk a lot though. that's just as annoying if not more. Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion? yepp. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body? scream outrageously. & wonder who it was. Do you like to spend time with people? sometimes. depends on my mood. Are you hungry? nope. well, i could eat though. but that's not being hungry, that's being bored. When was the last time you did the dishes? couple minutes ago, actually. Are you talking to anyone while doing this? yeah. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't? probably. Got anything you regret so far in life? no. Who was the last person to say they love you? um. mother. Are you listening to anything? yes. stevie nicks. Where are you right now? old room. What are you scared of? elevators. bridges. commitment. marriage. i'm scared of a lot. typical fears though. Last movie you watched? fat like me. Last song you sang out loud? um. newport living. Are you thinking of someone right now? yeah.
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