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  • if i was stupid, maybe careless. so were you.

    by cellardoor08 on July 18, 2008
    1: Who was your last call from and what was it about? boyfriend. about what time he shall be getting at my house. 2: Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind? well, now there is. 3: What do you wish you were good at? playing piano. COOKING. i really wish i was a good cook. 4: Have you told anybody you loved them today? noo. i believe not. 5: What mood are you in? ah, content. 6: Do you miss anyone? kinda. 7: Are you growing apart from someone close? possibly. 8: What would you do if your ex called you? i would pick up the phone, he's a nice guy. 9: Where was your default pic taken? breakwall. 10: Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends? i doooo like someone on my top friends. 11: Do you have a facebook? yes. 13: Is there anybody you wish you could kill? yeahhhhh. 14: What will you be doing at 10? marq. probably. 15: When is the last time you cried? couple days ago. 17: Is Tom your friend on myspace? yepp. 18: Do you have a best friend? uh. of course. 19: Are you dating the person you text the most? i don't text. 20: Is there anyone you hate? yes. 21 : Are you single? nope. 23: Who is the last person you held hands with? boyfriend. 24: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yesss. i don't have any, but i like them. 25: Do you like someone? i love someone. 26: How much time are you on the phone daily? not much at all. i'm not a phone person. 28: Are you in a good mood? nah. i'm allright. 32: Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? jcpenny a longgg time ago. 34: What are you really into? lost, haha. 36: Who is your number two on your top? boyfriend. 37: Was your last kiss sober? yessss. 38: Do your parents like your number one? they love, love, love her. as they should, she's amazing. 40: Are you living a lie? haha. well, some of it. 42: Who was the last person that left you a comment? dana. or kaisa? idk. 43: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? nope. later i will though:]]] 44: Got any nicknames? steph. yupp, that's about it. 46: What will you be doing in 3 hours? eh, in the house still. 47: What were you doing at 1 AM? i was at the matrixxxx. 49: Would you date anyone on your myspace friends list? i already am. 50: What color are your eyes? brown, ickkk. 53: Who were you with last night? great group of girls. 54: What's outside your window? trailers and cars. 55: What are you doing this weekend? parttayyy.
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  • genuine and unprepared.

    by cellardoor08 on July 17, 2008
    Who is your best friend's girlfriend/boyfriend? my best friend has no boyfriend. actually, none of my best friends don't have a boyfriend. weird. Your phone rings, what do you say? helloooo. What is wrong with you right now? i'm getting tired. and my room is messy. and my bathroom is disgusting. and i keep hearing random noises that are freaking me out. boyfriend, get out of the shower. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? i hide them usually. not good, but it's allright with me. What are you drinking? nothing. usually, water. Have you been in a car accident? yes. Do you care if people hate you for no reason? eh, i don't care. happens. that's the way people are. You have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yes. i try to. What are you wearing? shorts, tanktop, sports bra. Wanting: to sleep more, but i shouldn't. Do you remember your dreams? sometimes. only the extreme violent dreams that i don't want to remember. Do you speak another language other than English? little of spanish, i suppose. Who do you hate? HIM. Orange or apple juice? orange, even though i'm allergic. whatever. When will your next kiss be? in like, a second, haha. Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles? yes. Do you cry easily? sometimes, yeah. Last time you cried? 2 days ago. Favorite person whose name starts with a L? lindsay. lynn. Do you tend to make things complicated? yes, i do. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months? MOVING. i just want to start my life and get comfortable already. i'm getting impatient. Name something you CANNOT wait for? sleep. Are you having a good day today? kinda. Did you like anyone last summer? yeah. Whose graduation party will you be attending next? maybe janes. Last person to text you? i don't text. What do you think of girls sixteen and younger going on birth control? smart. better than having unwanted children. Who is your last missed call? daddy. Do your parents let you sleep in on weekends/in the summer? of course. my mom could care less. What song could you listen to over and over and never get sick of it? any taking back sunday song. Have you ever been to a birthday party with a moonbounce? nope. Are you satisfied with your life right now? kinda. What color is the nail polish on your nails? none. Does love scare you? YES. What mood are you in? tired. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? jcpenny. What is your background on your phone? idk. If you knew you were going to die tomorrow would you be sad? yeah, why not? Do online and long distance relationships work? online would NEVER work. long distance takes a lot. Would you ever enhance or get any kind of plastic surgery? no. Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? no. some school in WI. Would you ever get a belly piercing? nah. only if i had a washboard belly. Do you like to spend time with people? sometimes. Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? i have to say yeah. no matter how much it bothers me, yeah. When was the last time you had a stupid moment? ahahhaa. Do you want some one you can't have? no. Who do you tell everything to? mother. Did you speak to your mother today? yepp. How many months until your birthday? a few.
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  • 'cause i am living just to breathe.

    by cellardoor08 on July 17, 2008
    What are your initials? snj. What is your favorite thing to wear? comfy pants and a tank top. Last thing you drank? water. I say "shotgun," you say? whateverrrr. What are you listening to right now? believe-the bravery. What was the last movie you watched? ummm. i don't really know. shit. i think picture this. Do you wear contacts? nope. What's your 5th text say? i do not text. Where was the last place you went besides your house? marq. How many piercings have you had? zero. What's one thing you've learned today? i need to brush my teeth. Favorite TV shows? LOST. family guy. Who would you like to see right now? no one, really. but renee would be nice. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to? welllll. i am allowed. it was just awkward. Favorite baseball team? i don't watch baseball. Favorite cereal? i love froot loops. Whats the longest you've gone without sleep? too long. like two-three dayish. Last time you went bowling? on all-night grad. party. i don't even want to go into that place anymore. plus, it's smoke-free. which is gay. it's a bar. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? hm. i don't really know. Who was your last phone call? uh. idk. boyfriend, probably. What's the closest orange object next to you? cd.
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  • but these grass stains on my knees won't mean a th

    by cellardoor08 on July 17, 2008
    have you ever gone snow shoeing? i think so, maybe. do you spell good? i spell pretty damn well if i do say so myself. whats your favorite class? i think health. that was so much fun. how are you feeling right now? i'm getting tired. sucks. have you ever worn a uniform? yeah. have you ever wanted to just give up on everything? yeah. but whatever. whats something you said out loud today? 'get up!' do you have asthma? nah. when were you sick last? last summer. what time are you going to go to bed tonight? idk. who do you talk to before you go to bed usually? mother. boyfriend. do you use alarm clocks? sometimes. otherwise i will never get up when i have to. do you have trust issues? YES. has anyone ever started a rumor about you? eh, probably. idc. what do you need to do soon? CLEAN. what annoys you? when people chew their gum loud. argh. who did you call last? dana. who is your last missed call? dad, probably. what movie do you want to see? dark knight. do you buy or rent movies usually? rent. where is your siblings? wyoming. i have a sibling. have you ever flipped a snowmobile? no. what are you going to do after this? idk. is it stormy outside? nope. what movie did you watch last? uh. idk. do you feel misunderstood? eh, sometimes. do you have a song that reminds you of somebody? sure do. why did you cry last? i get frustrated. do you miss anyone? sure do. when were you in the hospital last? to visit my grandma. who do you look up to the most? my mother. do you have a hero? yeah, i suppose. have you ever stayed up 48 hours? yes. sucks. what day is it tomorrow? FRIDAY
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  • so i crawl back into open arms.

    by cellardoor08 on July 17, 2008
    [one] where are you? old room. [two] who are you texting? i do not text. [three] what do you hear? saosin
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  • i try.

    by cellardoor08 on July 17, 2008
    Could you go a day without eating? only if i was occupied the ENTIRE day. and i forgot to eat, otherwise, hell no. i love food. Are you close with your mom? extremely. i love her more than anyone and anything. What’s your favorite color to wear? blue. Who was the last person in your bedroom? boyfriend. Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone? ummmm. boyfriend as well. gosh, i really have no life. Were you happy when you woke up today? i woke up with a headache. so, no. Are you missing someone? kinda. i miss my dad. but, if i only had ten minutes with him, i wouldn't, haha. Why is your myspace song what it is? because it's beautiful. and it makes me feel peaceful. What color shirt are you wearing? black. When was the last time you talked to your number 2? today. Do think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? hopefully, gosh. i really don't want to hurt him. but i don't want to get hurt either. relationships suck. Do you need to say anything to anyone? YES. Are you ticklish? extremely. and i cannot stand it. Are you typically a jealous person? nah. Do you know anyone that smokes pot? of course. Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed? open, mostly. Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in? thrown in. Sleep on your back or stomach? stomach is betterrr. Are you a cuddler? i love cuddling. makes me feel safe. Something that happened today that made you angry? i had a migraine. What were you doing before this survey? TELEVISION. i haven't watched it in forever. What will you do after the survey? eh, who knows. Marriage or living together? living together. Do you sing? outrageously loud and annoyingly, yeah. First thing you do when you wake up? i pee. What's on your bedroom floor right now? too much stuff. i need to clean that. What do you currently hear? music. Ever talked to someone that was drunk? duh. Did you have a dream last night? yes. Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning? i was sleeping. Do you trust people easily? no. i hardly trust people at all. Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste? sure do. Are you wearing socks? i hate socks. no. How many pillows on your bed? abouttt five. Have you ever made out in a car? yepp. Crushing on anyone new? nope. When is the last time you cried and why? last night. because i got frustrated. Last text from? i don't text. What are your plans for this weekend? parttyyy. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? no. i like to hear my name. What's irritating you right now? thinking about someone calling me baby. i have a fucking name. Is cheating ever okay? i have to say yeah. in certain circumstances. really. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? sometimes, but that thought passes just as fast as it came. Do you get distracted easily? sometimes, yeah. Is this year the best year of your life? it's turning out that way so far. Do you have a best friend? yessss i do. Who was the last person you cried in front of? myself. Anyone upset you lately? yeah. whatever. Last thing you drank? mt. dew. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? and that thought also passed just as fast as it came. Would you marry for money? sometimes i really think i would, but if it really came down to that, i know i couldn't. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights switched on or off? off. sometimes on, just to make sure i'm awake. i usually fall asleep. Do you get along with your parents? yessss. i do. Have you ever had a birthday party? sure have. waste of money, really. i'm not gonna lie. How do you feel about your life right now? it's allright. Explain why you last threw up? strawberry pie. disgusting. What woke you up this morning? phone. Is there a person of the opposite sex on your mind? i'm just wondering when he is going to get here. How's this week been? funnn. i went camping. hell yeaaahhh.
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  • i've always been afraid.

    by cellardoor08 on July 17, 2008
    Where did you kiss the last person you kissed? next to my refrigerator, haha. What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today? i showered. How many TRUE best friends do you have? about two. Would you rather get up early or sleep in? SLEEP IN. Tell me about the shirt you’re wearing? it's a black tank top. and i got it from target. but i wear it so much, it's fading, haha. What are you excited about right now? getting rid of my headacheeeee! Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? cry over the truth. i'll get over it eventually. if you lie to me, i hold it against you. What’s on your bedroom floor right now? loads of clothes. Who’s the last person you got into a argument with? boyfriend. Do you trust people? no, i don't. it's easier not to trust people, really. If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move? near the ocean. straightaway. Your favorite number? is five. Could you go a day without eating? yes. it'd be pretty hard. i'd have to be super occupied and wouldn't remember. How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl? not much. i tend to overlook looks. if a guy can make me laugh, he's attractive to me. Do you like anybody right now? yes. When was the last time you had your hair cut? longgg time ago. probably in may. Would you rather be mad or sad? i'd rather be sad. when i'm mad, i feel the need to throw stuff. not good. i break soo much stuff. Does it take a lot to make you cry? not really. i get upset easily. i'm super emotional. and i hate it. What's the best feeling in the world? knowing that someone will be there for you, no matter what you do. i love knowing that someone will be there for me. no matter what. Are you close with your mom? extremely. i love her more than anything in the world. Are your parents strict? nah. Do you tell your parents everything? i tend to, yeah. Name some fears you have: elevators. bridges. commitment. closed spaces. the normal. Does the thought of marriage scare you? scares the shit out of me. How many kids do you want? four. What’s your favorite season? summer. of course. but spring/fall does bring a smile to my face. the beginning and ending of something just seems beautiful to me. What’s your favorite color to wear? i love blue. Who was the last boy in your bedroom? boyfriend. duh. What are you doing today? the rest of today. maybe i'll watch a movie. i wish i had popcorn though. damn. Do you get bored easily? nah. What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you? they chew on their food loudly. or their gum. i will NEVER give you gum if you do that. Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger? yes. to amy. 'cause it was WAY shorter. i hated writing my name on papers when i was younger. i have no patience. Do you wish you were famous? hellll. NO. Do you make a wish at 11:11? no. dumb. When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more? i tend to swim more. Who’s the last text message you received from and what did it say? i don't text. fooool. What are you freakishly obsessed with? popcorn. and lost. What’s your favorite song at the moment? i love loads of songs. Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online? i don't like shopping online. Can music affect your mood? YES. What piercings do you want? none. i'm not into piercings. Have you ever been in a cave? um. yeah. Ever eaten a bug? well, not on purpose. When will you hang out with the person you last kissed next? later tonight. Are you in a good mood? i have a headache. and i'm extremely warm. i'm in a shitty mood. Would you rather skydive or bungee jump? bungee jump. at least something is holding on to you. Do you like snakes? kinda, yeah. What’s one place you would like to visit? i would love to visit austrailia. Do you like waffles? i had a craving for them this morning. Does the number 23 have any significance to you? nah. but 23 does mean A LOT. i have watched that movie. crazy shit. Be honest, do you like people in general? no. What color are the walls in your bedroom? white. Do you think starbucks is expensive? yes. why buy coffee there when you can get it for free somewhere else? plus, i like my coffee black. Are you named after a family member? nope. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass or fail? i would pass. Last restaurant you went to? was...some lodge place. What is the weather like today? too humid.
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  • if i admit i can't get use to this.

    by cellardoor08 on July 17, 2008
    WHO'S Who are you liking? my boyfriend. Who is your best friend? renee.lindsay. Who makes you happy? mom.boyfriend.renee.lindsay. Who is your favorite family member on your moms side? grandpa:]]] defintely. i love him. so much. Who is your favorite family member on your dads side? grandma james. she honestly cares about me so much. it's marvelous. Who are you closest to? mother. Who do you tell your secrets to? renee.mom. i try to tell boyfriend. it just doesn't work. Who were you with last night? myself.britt. Who do you live with? mother and cat. WHAT'S What's your full name? stephanie nicole james. What's your birthdate? 9.5.89. What's your favorte color? blue. What's your favorite sport? i love boxing. What's your favorite number? five. What do you do in your spare time? i sleep. What are your pets names? i dont' have any. What's your favorite song? i love quite a few. What's your favorite T.V. show? i love lost. and family guy. What's your favorite movie? i love pride and prejudice. What vehicles do your parents drive? camry and something else. WHERE'S Where were you on your last birthday? playground, haha. Where do you live? ishpeming. but, not for long. Where do you want to live? near the ocean. Where was your last vacation to? eh, wyoming. Where did you go in a car last? marq. Where do your grandparents live? copper country. Where do you want to go to college? i'm going to wyoming. Where is your heart? it's in my chest and beating rapidly. no matter if he is a douchbag and i'm over him, he still makes my heart beat faster than anyone. i don't know why. WHEN'S When did/will you graduate? i will graduate in college in lots of years. When do you want to get married? i don't really want to get married. ack. When are you happy? when i'm totally and completely relaxed. which is never. When did you cry last? last night. i was frustrated at boyfriend. When are you moving next? in august. When did you last get a text? i do not text. fuckinggg. When are you going to bed? later tonight. i could sure use a nap though. When is the last time you took a vitamin? haha. WHY'S Why do you think you were born? my parents had sex. typically how it happens. Why is Britney Spears so messed up? fame screwed her. Why are you stressed? life. Why is MySpace so addictive? because america has no life. and neither do i. Why do clowns scare people? they are creepy and have smiles painted on their face. thanks to stephen king's "it", i am freaked for life. Why are you bored? i'm not bored. i just have a headache and i'm trying to distract myself. Why is Tom Cruise so wierd? he's human. Why are you taking this survey? distract.
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  • don't believe in faith.

    by cellardoor08 on July 16, 2008
    What would you do with a 3rd hand? i'd be able to do more stuff. guys should never be allowed to have a third hand, though. for obvious reasons. If you could have one type of candy every time you snapped your fingers, what would it be? mike and ikes. If you could choose a super power, what one would you choose? i would fly. If every time you sneezed, lightning struck your ex… Would you try not to sneeze or just let it happen? i would try not to sneeze. he's a nice guy:] If you had a monkey’s tail, would you be more likely to hang from trees with it or use it to reach the remote control? i'd use it for both! but more for the remote control though, haha. If you could speak to animals, which animal would you speak to first? i'd talk to my cat and ask her what she is hollering about all the time. Would you love having the ability to read minds or would you curse having the ability? i would curse having that ability. people can chose what they have come out of their mouths, but what thoughts come into their head, sometimes they can't control that. If you could breathe fire every time you got upset, would your house still be standing? hellllll. no. between me and my mom. there wouldn't even be ground left. If you had the ability to transform your appearance to look like one of your friends, would you try to hear what your best friend really thinks about you? YES. i would. If you had the ability to magically poof into any room, would you bother walking through doors anymore? i would around other people. i wouldn't want them to know. If you could create a delicious feast by clapping your hands, would you solve world hunger, Or would you just keep the ability secret and make food only for your family? i would try to solve world hunger. but i think it'd just get out of control. Would you rather have rockets for legs, or wish-granting toilet plungers for arms? i would rather have rockets for legs. sweet. If you could speak to any house-hold object what would it be? i would speak to my microwave. If a traveling salesman gave you a hat that would make your dreams come true, would you wear the hat, if you knew that your life would go back to normal if you ever took the hat off? yeah, my as well. If a wizard offered you the ability to make anyone attracted to you by winking at them, would you keep the ability if you developed a nervous twitch that made you wink randomly? ick, no. Would you rather have permanent electrified handshakes or permanent horrible-itch creating hugs? permanent electified handshakes. i hug people WAY more. Would you rather have the ability to run to the bathroom at the speed of light or the ability to do back flips all the way to the refrigerator? i would run at the speed of lightning. Would you want the ability to make everything you touch smell like lilacs? YES. that would be wonderful. If you had the ability to fill the mouths of all annoying people with jelly, would you use it once or every time they spoke? depends on how annoying they are. If every time you sang, everyone around you broke into song and dance, would you sing anymore? hahahaa. yeahhh i would sing. it'd be my very own musical. Would you want amazing speed, if it meant your feet had to be constantly engulfed in painless fire? probably, yeah. If every time you yawned, flip flops rained from the sky, would you try to yawn as much as possible? YES. YES. YES. i
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  • don't tell me you love me.

    by cellardoor08 on July 16, 2008
    Q: are you confident? kidn of, yeah. Q: do you say "like" all the time? haha. no. Q: who texted you last? i don't text. Q: where is your family? my mom is at work. dad is in wyoming. brother is in wyoming. Q: what have you done today? nothing. i have a huge headache today that i'm attempting to get rid of. Q: what song did you hear last? theres us-alexz johnson. Q: what is one thing you want in life? happiness. Q: do you have a thing with anyone? i have a boyfriend. so i guess. Q: are you thankful for anything? of course. Q: do you wear snow pants in the winter time? nope. i haven't had snowpants, since about elementary school. Q: have you ever snuck out of your house? yepp. Q: do you get grounded a lot? nope. Q: who yelled at you last? eh, i don't know. i know britt got mad at me last, i chucked his cell phone on my floor. Q: what time is it? around three thirty. Q: where do you want to live? near the ocean. Q: do you think anyone is pathetic? yes, yes, i do. Q: have you ever got a flat tire? nope. Q: what are you going to do after this? probably lay down some more. i feel like shit. Q: do you have a facebook? yepp. Q: why did your last relationship fail? he didn't try. he didn't care. whatever. so i didn't want to try anymore either. Q: whats your favorite holiday? christmas, by far. Q: what are you excited for? eh, nothing. Q: do you have any pets? yepp. Q: who is your third friend? on myspace? lindsay. Q: is your home messy? always. Q: do you get along better with your mom or dad? my mother. Q: how many kids do you want? FOUR. Q: who told you that you were pretty last? i don't know. probably britt. who knows. Q: are you racist in any way? noooo. Q: whats something you would like to learn how to do? i want to learn how to play piano, speak french and finnish. and learn how to drive a stick shift. i want to learn a lot. Q: where will you be in five years? probably in wyoming. Q: do you miss anyone? kinda. Q: does the person you like, like you back? he loves me:] Q: name a good song: warning sign-coldplay. Q: can your eyes change in any way? nope. Q: is there someone you just dont get along with? of course. Q: whats something you do in the winter? i sleep and drink hot chocolate. Q: do you think country music is "gay"? i like country music. Q: would you ever consider playing soccer? for fun, yeah. Q: wheres your phone at? living room. Q: who were you in a car with last? britt. Q: what kind of insect do you HATE? i hate mosquitos. they piss me off. they bite and make that buzzing noise in your ear right when you think you are going to sleep. Q: do you sleep walk? sometimes, yeah. Q: what are you looking for? i'm looking to get rid of my headache. Q: do thunderstorms frighten you? kinda, yeah. Q: who did you laugh at last? idk. Q: whats something you wish you could change about yourself? i wisshhhh i was more prepared for life. and not so scared of the future. i wish i could just go for it. Q: do you make snow angels? yeaaah. Q: do you tend to embarass yourself a lot? yeah. Q: what kind of music do you LOVE? i love, love, love accoustic. Q: are you going to a fair anytime? no. i don't like fairs. Q: have you ever had your heart broken? nope. Q: have you ever dumped someone? yeaah. Q: have you ever led someone on? yeah. Q: do you like yourself? sometimes i frustrate myself, but i'm all right.
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