cellardoor08's Journal

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  • i'll tear in two and never lie to you.

    by cellardoor08 on July 02, 2008
    Does it matter if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes? no. idc. that's their life, not mine. Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? ehh, either way is NICE. depends really on how i feel. Have you been to New York City? no. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? britt. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yes. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life? possibly. Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? some school in WI. How many kids do you want to have? FOUR. What outfit do you have on at this exact moment? cutoff pants and tanktop. simple. What color are your eyes? brown, gross. What are you doing tomorrow? umm. nothing all day, kinda nice, then sleeping at britts. Do you know someone who likes you? yupp. Are you easy to get along with? i think so. sometimes, i get REALLY angry though. How's your heart lately? pretty good, i guess. it's beating. Are you afraid of falling in love? yes. but i'm in love. so i just need to LET GO. Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle? yepp. Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like crap? yes, whatever. i was nice. Who was your first crush? dan. What time did you go to sleep last night? around 2. Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't? all the time. it's just not worth it to say how i'm feeling. i care more about other people than myself. Have you ever hooked up with one of your ex's best friends? HAH. hellz, no. Do you talk a lot? sometimes. catch me on a good day. What was the last movie you watched? harry potter & the order of the phoenix. Your ex is driving next to you, what do you do? i wave, he's a good guy. What is the last thing you spent money on? candy. What was the last thing you cried about? ehh. MYSELF. i suck. Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up? no. Whats your relationship with the person you last texted? i don't text. When was your last day of school? i already had it. Are you in a relationship,single,complicated,married,or engaged? i'm in a relationship. What did you do yesterday? i went swimming! Have you ever played hard to get? yes. i just wanted to see how hard he would try. how much i actually mean to him. Who is the last person you shared a bed with? ummm. britt? Do you love anyone? yes. Have you ever had your heart broken? close, but no. Have you ever broken someones heart? not broken. i think i just bruised it for a while. Do you have an iPod? yepp. Whats the wallpaper on your phone? eh. Do you wish someone would call you right now? hellz, no. i'm in such a bad mood. Are you tan? kinda. i wish i was more tan though. SUN COME OUT. Who did you last talk to on the phone for over 15 minutes? um. probably renee or lindsay. Last comment you left someone? i have no idea, really. Will you be married in the next two years? HAHAHA. no. Who really taught you how to drive? my mom. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? rolls. What was the last thing you ate? chocolate. Who was the last persons house you went to besides your own? hmmm. i think britts. Do you have any weird inside jokes? probably. Have you done anything embarrassing lately? always. What was your dream about last night? i don't actually know. it's too crazy to explain. Do you find piercings attractive? at times. Who was the last person to compliment you? hmmm. i don't really know. my mom told me i look horrible though. ouch.
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  • tell me his eyes see too clear.

    by cellardoor08 on July 02, 2008
    Whats on your computer desk? lots of stuff. pixy stick stuff. scissors. cup of water. envelopes. wah, i need to clean this. When was the last time someone from your past contacted you? couple days ago. idc. Have you gone swimming yet? yes, yes, yes. Do you have a problem with leading people on? yeah... When you woke up this morning, how many unread texts did you have? zero. i do not text. What's your take on world peace? it'd be nice. but will never happen. oh, well. How does your hair look? shitty. Does it annoy you when people put their hands on your waist? certain people, yeah. What's the next tattoo you're getting? i probably will never get a tattoo. Where are your piercings? i have none. Last book you read? the notebook
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  • collapse.

    by cellardoor08 on July 02, 2008
    How many people have you kissed in 2008? two. Were you happy when you woke up today? no. i was tired and angry. Honestly, do you like anybody? yes. Who was your last text message from? i do not text. Do you hate the last person you kissed? no. What time did you get up today? eleven. then i still tried to go back to sleep, hah. What are you listening to right now? it's far better to learn-saosin. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? yes. for the better though. How many friends have met your parents? plenty. What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed? dustballs and some clothes, probably. What are you wearing now? cutoff pants and tanktop. Last night you felt? good=) What is the weather like today? cloudy. sucks. i wanna go swimming. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? britt. Ever been kissed in a car? yes. If your being extremely quiet what's it mean? i'm thinking or i just wanna be left alone. never ask if i'm 'fine'. i am FINE. Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again? no. Are you drifting away from someone you were close with? probably. Do you regret anything from the past? i have no regrets. it seemed right at the time. so it's fine. If you could seek revenge on someone would you? i wouldn't seek it. that's lame. Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand? no. Last argument? well, don't call me any pet names. i hate pet names. don't call me babe, or baby, because that just means that you don't know my name. yupp. Have you ever stripped for money? hah. no. Last beverage? water. Last nap? awhile ago. Favorite month(s)? july/august. are sweet. Favorite number(s)? five and thirteen. Would your parents be mad if you got/or got someone pregnant today? they wouldn't be mad. surprised, not mad. What are you doing Saturday? i don't know. whatever i feel. Favorite color/colors? black.red.blue. Excited for anything? friday=) Last time you were confused? i make everything confusing. guh. What brand of shirt are you wearing? i got this at kohls. i don't know if it's a brand. idc. How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? um. all of them. How many kids do you want to have? FOUR. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yeah. Do you want change your name? no. if i did, something shorter though. i hate my long, long name. Name something you CANNOT wait to do? i want to go camping. SOON. Last time you saw your dad? graduation.
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  • uncomfortable silence.

    by cellardoor08 on July 01, 2008
    Do you want to have a boyfriend this summer? i do=) Who was the last person you talked to? kelsey. Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you commented? i cannot remember. Are you typically a jealous person? no. not typically. that's why i am getting so maddd. shit. What was the last thing you ate? bk. What holiday is closest to your birthday? labor day. What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today? well, i had my boyfriends best friend say that he liked me. yay. What's the most important thing in a relationship in your opinion? HONESTY. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go? i let them go. it's their choice. Are you easy to lie to, or do you have a hard time believing people? i have a hard time believing people.i just don't trust people typically. Last thing received in the mail? card. How do you feel about the person who texted you last? i do not text. What are you looking forward to? i want to go swimming, dammit. Will this weekend be a good one? i reallyyy hope so. How did you feel when you woke up today? exhausted. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? i do. What did you do last night? i was extremely mad. yesterday was a bad day. When is your birthday? 9-5. Do you like anyone? not like, i love someone
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  • and i gave you every chance to make it right.

    by cellardoor08 on July 01, 2008
    If you're single, why? i'm not single. When was the last time you talked to your number 1? today. Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a B? nope. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? WARM. i like to sleep in cold though. the more blankets, the better. Where did you last eat? bk. the slowest fast food EVER. fuck. Are you falling for anyone? i already fell. i'm in love
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  • something takes a part of me.

    by cellardoor08 on July 01, 2008
    whats your full and legal name? stephanie nicole james. ever wanna change it? probably not. whats your favorite number? five or thirteen
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  • forever will be, you&me.

    by cellardoor08 on July 01, 2008
    1) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it? maybe on my waist. idk. 2) If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be? reddish color. 3) If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you pierce? um. belly button, probably. 4) If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose? something REALLY short, like amy. The "WOULD YOU?" section: 1) Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships? one person. 2) Would you move anywhere else if you could? yes. and i am:] 3) If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go? hell, yeah. 4) If you were given 10 billion dollars to keep, what would you do? spend it. outrageously. well. donate it actually. i suck. The "LETS SAY" section: Lets say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000.... you know what? actually, maybe. i need to pay off my college funds. haha. Lets say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie? anything with angelina jolie. or james mcavoy. so, wanted. PERFECT. The "OTHER STUFF" section: What makes your bedroom unique? absolutely nothing, except it's mine. Whats your favorite season of the year?i love summer, but spring/fall beat it for me. Do you like cheese? sure do. The "THE 2008" section: Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008? no. i'm actually not. i'm learning to let go. Anything exciting happen this year? yes. of course. Have you been involved with the police this year? haha. yeah. Are your best friends still your best friends? from the beginning of 2008? nope. Got any tattoos or piercings this year? no. i should though. Had a haircut yet this year? yes. Been in a hospital this year? not for myself. Lost someone you cared about this year? yes. Been on a vacation this year? well, i went to mn, but that was for my mom. Been kicked out of a public place this year? i believe not. Last time visiting the Library? long time ago. Do you like to hold hands? yessss. very much. Do you have any tests or exams soon? yepp. Coffee: is amazing in winter. When you see a dirty window do you feel the need to write or draw on it? yeah. How many watches do you own? none. How many jobs have you ever had? two. What's one thing you've learned lately from love? that it's give and take. Do you fight with your parents often? nope. Do you have a crush? not a crush. a love
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  • i'm heading for higher ground.

    by cellardoor08 on June 27, 2008
    What' s your favorite kind of soda? i love a&w root beer. Are you an emotional person? very much. Was your best friend a cheerleader? well, yeah. What did you have for breakfast today? crunch berries. What are you listening to right now? white lines- alexz johnson. Do you crack your knuckles? ick. no. it hurts when i do. Can you say "I love you" in french? no. teach me. Do you have a teddy bear? probably. What food are you craving right now? none. i'm not hungry. What are your plans for the day/night? i'm going to get renee! then. hopefully going to van riper to see kelsey. Do you have any trophies? no. Has anyone told you a secret lately that you aren't allowed to tell anyone? i'm just not suppose to tell certain people. Are you addicted to anything? kind of. Any plans this weekend? i'm going outtt. Do you like Ferris Wheels? no. i really don't like carnvial rides. they freak me out. Do you like to dance in public? i don't. but i do anyway. who cares. Does the future make you more nervous or excited? both. i don't really like to think of the future. i'm more of a day-by-day person. Do you wake up cranky? most of the time, yes. Would you cuss in front of your parents? i do cuss. they don't care. it's a 'we don't swear in this house, wellll. fuckk. ' haha. my parents are sweet. Anythin annoying you? my stomach hurrtttsss. Do you like drama? no. who does? Where is your computer located? computer room. well, my old room. What was the last thing you bought? probably food. Are you afraid of roller coasters? sometimes. not usually though. Do you wear anything with skulls? i have a shirt. yes. At what age do you wanna be married? i reallyyy don't want to get married. oh, well. Is divorce an option? it should be. people change, life changes. that's the way it is. How is life going for you? allright. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? probably. Whats your favorite fruit? blueberries. Do you trust people easily? no. i hardly trust people. Do you give out second chances easily? no. i'm a stubborn person. i tend to hold grudges. Do you like steak? yes. Are you wearing jeans? no. shorts. When people say "I don't ever talk crap about anyone" do you believe it? HAHA. no. everyone talks crap about someone every now and then. we're only human. Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you? i don't really care. Do you regret doing anything this week? i have no regrets. it seemed great at the time. so it's allright with me. Name something you wouldn’t want to buy used? underwear. GROSS. When did you last cry? over a movie, a while ago. How late did you stay up last night? around two. Last person you went to the movies with? boyfriend
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  • nice to meet you, but i gotta go my way.

    by cellardoor08 on June 27, 2008
    Can you fill this out without answering "I don't know"? probably not. but i'll try. Are you involved with anyone? yes. Would you take an ex back? no. Where do you wish you were right now? by a lake. What should you be doing right now? probably be finishing my laundry. but whatever. Does sex mean love? it should. be it doesn't most of the time. Are you a bad influence? i really don't think so. it's your choice if you want to do stuff, not mine. Night out or night in? NIGHT OUT. Do you have a tattoo? nope. i really should think about getting one though. Your favorite book: is helter skelter
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  • did it happen when we first kissed?

    by cellardoor08 on June 27, 2008
    Would it hurt seeing someone make out with the last person you kissed? i would beat them up, hah. i love the last person i kissed:] Who do you tell everything to? renee.mom. Have you spoken to your mother today? nope. Last person who called you? britt. What color is your hair? brown. What makes you happy? smelling clean laundry. which is hardly never lately. ugh. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? longggg time ago. Are you happy? i'm getting tired. NO! haha. Do you miss someone? nah. i'm fine. Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? three months? possibly. Where were you an hour ago? home. Do you lie? sometimes. What are you excited about? i want to go camping. Do you have any tattoos or piercings? no. When was the last time you danced with a boy/girl? couple days ago. Do you drink bottled water? sometimes. tap and bottled water are basically the same. why buy water? Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? sometimes. Have you lost friends in the past years? of course. What are you doing tonight? movie? idk. Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now? i take things day by day. Would you get back with any of your exes? no. Where will you be 2 hours from now? probably home. Can you make yourself sneeze? no. What are you doing tomorrow? hm. i don't know. Do you fall for people easily? no. Does everything happen for a reason? yes. What does your last text message read? are you awake yet? When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends? couple days ago. What are you listening to right now? good enough. How has the week been? exhausting. my legs are getting muscle on them though. whoo. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't? kinda, yeah. Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you? yupp. Do you sleep with the TV on? yupp. Are you too forgiving? no. i hardly forgive. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? crunch berries. Do you have anything in your pockets right now? nope. How many windows are open on your computer? four. On a scale of 1-10 How good is life? likeeeeee. a five. Do you think you'll be a good Mother/Father? yes. Are you high-maintenance? hellll. no. Your ex is driving next to you, what do you do? i wave. he's a nice guy.
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