• December 4, 2004 listening to: "Flowing" by 311 to stop my mind flowing....flowing away.... the soundtrack to blanking out and having a wandering mind. a good song except the beginning is weird. all electronic and shit. i'm trying this blueberry tea right now.....its really good. it smells better than it tastes though....same with some vanilla caramel tea i had today. i love caramel its my favorite candy/flavor/. anything caramel flavored is soooo good.....i love anyone who gives me that stuff. my favorite fruit is cherries. i could eat those all day. i like them alot because they can only be found in nature....if you try and replicate the taste in a candy, etc. then i think it tastes like crap. its just an individual fruit and i love it. but my favorite flavor of candy is orange...orange starbust, tootsie pop, etc. i always eat the orange m&ms first. is'nt this interesting? i like potatoes too. maybe because i was born in idaho and i'm irish. and i love music that makes you want to rock out and lip-sync to it. and women in music, like janis joplin and etta james and lacuna coil and kittie and Brody Dalle and the chick from tsunami bomb and the chick from pretty girls make graves, real good music and real good women that can actually SING. its just one of the best things in the world. rock music that actually ROCKS with women singers, not some bullshit avril lavigne or some pop singer dork who could'nt sing to have her life. they think they rock. yeah right. they fucking suck. and punk music, and screamo, and about .000001 of emo and glam rock, and industrial rock, and classic rock, and grunge rock, and straight edge, and metal, and dark rock. i love it all. anything rock except pop-rock or pop-punk. and i love my red hair and my green eyes. and my boyfriends brown hair and blue eyes. and my friend david's dreadlocks, and ashley's beautiful black-brown hair. and gina's lovely curly hair. and i love where i live. near seattle, one of the best cities in the world, where the best music in the world came from, where my passion for music was born and raised, where i was raised. the most beautiful place ever, with puget sound and the emerald-green islands in front and the mountain peaks of the cascades in the background. the emerald city. like no other place. and i love where i am in life. still learning, already learned enough to basically navigate my way around. with an open mind and heart toward anyone who crosses my path. and a tongue like a whip, always ready to debate with anyone, but still soft enough to accept anyone after i debate with them. i don't hate. i don't hate anyone. i hate what people do, but not alot of them. some friends that have betrayed. some evil people that have hurt others, but thankfully there are'nt alot of people like that. there are more good people in the world than evil people. good always outnumbers the bad. i'm probably going to look back on this and wonder about myself and why i said this. or maybe i'll just commend myself for all i've said. i'm the only one that reads it anyway. anyway, i got paid today. i babysat from 12-6:30. made $26. not alot but oh well....the family i babysit for are'nt exactly rich and the kids are alright so i only charge $4 an hour. sometimes i get tips. i usually make $30 a week, babysittin thursday nights and saturdays. better than nothing. i'm saving it up to buy gifts for christmas. alright i don't understand this: the holiday of "christmas" is'nt used hardly anymore in mainstream advertisements: and businesses are using the term "happy holidays" now more than "merry christmas" because its politically correct. i'm so fucking tired of these liberal nazis trying to make everything so "politically correct" so we can make other "cultures" happy and so we can "celebrate diversity". so now we're going to end up with no christmas because some kwanzaa-celebrating african does'nt like it or some jewish hannukkah person is offended because macy's does'nt have hannukkah sale. we reconize those religions already, but this country is based on freedom of religion, not freedom from religion. if they don't like it they can leave! its outrageous! you're the minority, so what? you're not being treated unfairly, just be proud of where you're coming from and celebrate your holidays in peace and let us do the same. don't try and stomp out our traditions. WTF. we are shedding our roots. our traditions. it all started by taking god out of school. if you don't like it leave. its that simple. don't force other people to change because you don't like it, its not hurting anyone. change is a good thing when someone is being hurt, but how does sitting out of a prayer at your middle school hurting you? people just want things to be their way and no one else's that disagrees with them. can't people just agree to disagree? i want someone intelligent to answer that question for me.

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