the system

  • December 1, 2004 listening to: "devil in jersey city" by coheed and cambria god i can't believe this day! its horrible! my science teacher is a bigot! a total moron who thinks he is never wrong. not that i'm not used to that teacher attitude by now...but i'm getting real tired of it. i have a friend who did less on an assignment than i did and she got a D on it and i got an F. outrageous. i'm being discriminated against, just like last year with my math teacher. well i don't really give a rat's ass if this teacher likes me or not...but it's his duty to treat every student that comes in his room....every PERSON that comes in his room....equally. its his job as a teacher, and it's his duty as a human being. some people are so ignorant about those around him. i know, he goes home to his wife and child every night....eats dinner and forgets about it all....after all, we're just students that he has to deal with for two semesters. but the fact is that i go home some nights with these report cards showing the wrong grade and i get BEAT for it. i'm NOT letting him get away with this atrocity. i let it happen last year, but not this year. i'm hoping that this principal is different from the idiot i had last year, and will actually look at the issue with an unbiased mind. but at the same time, every administration that i've dealt with has turned out to be the same, always confirming their blind faith in their teachers by siding with them without looking at the central issue. i'm so tired of this system. why should anyone have to deal with this? on another note, dad says that maybe we can go somewhere for my birthday. i want to go someplace far, far away. like amsterdam or brussels. or rio de janeiro. seoul. ugh i'm so tired of being here. i have'nt gone anywhere far away in a year. its driving me nuts. i'm the kind of person that can't stay in one place too long or i go crazy. i need my space. and i only have one life, to live so why not explore the planet i'm on? one life to live. i don't know if i believe in reincarnation. alot of my friends do...but i tend to think that i'm my own person with my own mind, and no, i did'nt come from some old lady that croaked from cancer and no i don't think i'm going to turn into a penguin when i die. seems silly. some cows in india eat better than the people do because hindus believe in reincarnation, so that cow could be your great grandma, and the people feed them well. and they don't eat meat. hm... i told my boyfriend about going away for a little bit and he said that was too long....he said that four days without me last weekend was way too long. what a sweetie. i love him. so my world is half and half now. i have another crappy grade but it is'nt my fault, and at the same time i might go somewhere far away and i know my boyfriend will miss me.
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