I couldn't sleep last night
my ears were ringing in my head
Best friends with the boogie man
I may be better off here dead
Running on empty once again
Too tired for tears I dread
Sink deep into those magic dreams
while I blast off in my bed

And you know I played it all here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know, cause everyone says that i'm not the same
since I changed my name

Three hours later and i'm staring at the ceiling still
Xanax does nothing more but calm the sleeping thrill
Turning the pillows round and round to find a cold spot for my head
Ah, bless my only friend

And you know I played it all here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know, cause everyone says that I'm not the same
And everyone turns tricks for fickle fame
I feel my body's lost control
My knees get weak as I drift away
and it gets darker, darker
Dreaming's where I am

And you know I played it all here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know, cause everyone says that i'm not the same

And you know I played it all here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know, cause everyone says that i'm not the same
since I changed my name


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    Beautiful song, it describes just how you feel before going to sleep. Quiet and beautiful.

    Just great.

    saneon April 26, 2002   Link
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    This is hands down the best song on their CD. It's just so nice sounding, LOL.

    DCEmoChickon April 30, 2002   Link
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    i love this song! it's a really good song! i'd have to say it's the best one on this cd!

    pUnkmAndIon May 08, 2002   Link
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    Does this song remind anyone of anything off of Silverchair's "Neon Ballroom"? I mean, the vocals are just... wow. Exactly like it. This and Juliana Theory... man, Sugarcult and TJT are Silverchair sound-alikes, except for the music. Vocals are exact! SUGARCULT ROCKS.

    MestUpNFGon May 25, 2002   Link
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    nice quiet song right towards the end of the album. i think it's just really calming and a little surprising, in the middle of this cd full of rock hooks and choruses.

    it's just a really nice song.

    weatherpatternson May 26, 2002   Link
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    hey dude Sugarcult iz a GR8 band..this iz 1 of the best songs on the CD besides How Does It Feel...i thinck this 1 iz about thoze nite where U just cannot sleep becauz U hav thingz on ure mind and they wont get off, and ure just sick of them and U wanna go to sleep...i got thoze alot dude... ExCxFxU!

    NeuroticECFUon May 27, 2002   Link
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    I love this song because it just make me so sleepy and when I can't sleep I just put this song on. I love this song!!! Sugarcult is so amazing live.

    Fallsemesteron June 01, 2002   Link
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    This song is about getting lost in your dreams. Not being able to slep.

    This is such a great song.

    Sugarcult_Mobileon June 05, 2002   Link
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    this is a really great song sugarcult is like the greatest band ever

    Daddyslittle defecton June 10, 2002   Link
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    i think its everyone hides their darkest shades of fears...

    fuzz174on June 11, 2002   Link

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