It is only 8:25 am and already I have done my exercise for the day, had breakfast, laughed my ass off, and had a nice gentleman introduce himself to me and kiss my hand (you know, like the old fashion greeting). Today is going to be a good day. Off to the doctors to check on my knees, threw my back and knees last week :( hopefully back to PT by wednesday.

Dan started texting me again today out of the blue. Good God he is so fucking sexy. I would get on that in a second.

I want a boyfriend :(

Saw Paul today (: I have mix feelings about it. I think he is adorable, and I like him, and I want a boyfriend. It's been over a year since my last serious boyfriend, and I am ready to try again. He likes me too, he keeps reassuring me, but doesn't want a relationship right now, especially since I am an hour or so away at college. We are going to take it slow, as friends and cuddle buddies (: I hope that he still wants to sleep over and stuff. Doesn't mean we have to mess around. We are going to take it from there, because if anything comes out of it, it's meant to be. Side note: Monday morning I am going to figure out that guys name. He and I run together Monday wednesdays and fridays. He seems pretty cool, and he is kinda cute. I want to be friends with him. He is sweet.

My friends from home suck. Becca sucks cause she is hanging out with my brother and sneaking around behind my back. Which bugs me. Haley, she just says shit and makes plans then just ignores me. Like wtf. Another saturday night doing nothing. cool.

My heart is racing. I really like Paul, and I am hanging out with him tomorrow, and I am so nervous. I really want to date him, he is everything that I need right now. I don't want anybody to take him away from me :(

I am sitting in the laundry room waiting for my 2 loads to finish in the wash. One of them has finished, the other is still going. They are 35 minute long washes! I have never even heard of washes going that long! They have to go in the drier for 15 minutes, but I am cheating the system! The washing machines are very small, so it take two loads in order to wash all of my laundry. But the drier is much bigger so I am just waiting for the second wash to be done, then I will but them all in one drier! Washing that stuff is expensive! 1.25 per wash and 1.50 for the drier. I already blew through 5 dollars! Crazy.

Cut 3 minutes off of my 2 mile run today compared to Monday (: My knee is killing me, but I know it is worth it. Master Lt. Langdon told me that we are doing a longer run on Friday, I'm preparing myself. My mom is bringing Sarah and Noah down either today, tomorrow or Friday. I am pretty excited. I want to see my sister and brother, I never got to say goodbye.

I have PT again in the morning, and it is going to suck major dick because I have the fitness test. I tried running tonight, to see if I could run a solid 2 miles at one speed, I couldn't. I have a shin splint and it is killing me. I've never had one before. In addition to the running I have to do push ups and sit ups. I can maybe do 3 push ups... maybe. I haven't even tried sit ups though. I really wish that I could just be normal and do them. I wish that I could snap my fingers and suddenly be in shape enough to manage this. After tomorrow I am going to have a strict diet, and I am going to lose weight. I am going to lose as much as humanly possible. I'm trying something new for a week. Hopefully I can lose 8 pounds doing it too. That'd be awesome.

Good morning Songmeanings! This morning I had PT, as usual. Had another 2 mile run. I did better than before thank God, but I still can't last a mile running without stopping. Best part: had the hottest guy stretching me today. He is like perfect lol. Wednesday I have to do another 2 mile run, push ups and sit ups as part of the military fitness test. I am hoping that I can push myself a lot harder then. Today I have 3 more classes, Bio Lab, bio lecture and then my actual military class. I heard we are getting our uniforms (: That is my highlight. Tonight after all of my classes I am going to go back to the gym for another 2 mile run. I am going to see how long I can last this time, but a little practice into it. I am going to make these people look. I am going to show my Lts that I can going to get contracted next year, and I am going to go from my lowest point to my maximum effort over the course of this semester. I am going to make that hot guy look. This is my time.