"i'm gonna turn my light off and open the windows wide, so i can sit and listen and watch the city lights." bri mahoney the plan is to paint it, girl, siting on th hill, smoking waterclours, nighttime... See More the lights of the city infront of her shes sitting under a tree

i caught fire in her eyes is my song for her but suddennly talking to luke i remember somehtjing soem vague feelign. of listenign to it togtehr of feelign the same thing oHFUCKINGSHITTINGBOLLOCKINGCUNTING HELL! mm, i kinda wish youd go away luke but i added you im the fuckedupsysfusydfselifgwlegCUNT arvejhrg anwyways JAY; baby, dw, dont worry at all, what i feel for you is not goign to change nto for a long long time ohmygod like not so many hours now EEE!

i NEEDDD her here right now this conversation im shaking in anticipaition i cannot wait not fair shes so far way asgfiw;eufhqwejkfqn;sdifgq;rwrg id paste the convo in, buttt,,,, yeh'maybe not what does she think?

watching ellen at midnight debating home tattoos and loving that i can i can reduce my girlfriend to a blabblering mess its beautiful to read im actually laughing out loud oh god i want here here NOW fucking this MINUTE! i want those thrity three,thirty four hours to just disappear, so shes in my house, my arms, my bed

what can i say, i accidently quote twilight "your my own personal brand of heroion" she says "can i be your personal blade" you hvae no idea how amazing that make me feel it is perfection.

mm, iv added luke on facebook. again, he hasnt accepted yet im not sure why and im not sure if it was a very stupid move.

so, finally,lastnight, or was it the nigth before? i had a nice dream, no violence, killing, pain, bad things ahppening to loved onesss,,

i feel like i should be paying some of jays phone bill the three hundred and something texts the two hour phone calls, (: 36 hours till she is at my house, and we are home. alone (: the need, the urge, to get wrecked is waning, im not feeling it so much i miss it, a little, it defined me ooooh! i weighed myslef, 53 kilos (: not sure if its teh scales, butt a few steps closer to 48 (: mm, iv written this in my head 6353215453 times, btu forgetted it (: um what did i say? ehhh i unnoo

masterpieces exhbition from paris. amazing. breathtaking. and i found a whole new type of paintings to love les than 69 hours now! i cannot fucking wait to hold her in my arms, to kiss those pretty lips (:

obssessed, with the sky and its colouds and with jay i never thought i was one for obsessions, i guess im wrong (: