sucks. i dont know what to write tday i wrote 1049 words in less than 2 hours in aterm i havent written one hunderd I HATE THIS ASSIGNMENT someone, get inside my head and do it for me, oh and sort out all my issues please?? pretty please?

im doing good at school atm, another A, just (: those tests weren't too bad and its three months today (: (: and going so well though its hot here in adelaide at the moemnt, and m not sleeping and having horrible dreams again and today i got this oh, fuck, i hate myself feeling. its been hanging around. ehhhhhhhhhhhh. fuckthat. and yes lucas really did get a cow, shes very cute (:

i need a change of scenery. im keen for a holiday, are you? coz we could run away together

&& more macaroni cheees (: Who in your phone has a heart after their names? no oneeee :s Has someone ever told you they love you and you didn’t say it back? yarr Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? im not so sure What was the last thing that made you laugh? Idontknow Do you think you’ll have the same best friend a year from now? probably, its been a while, and itll stay that way What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I hope she has nice dreams I hope she has nice dreams I love her I hope she has nice dreams baby come here I hope she has nice dreams Anyone you’re giving up on? mother Have you ever thrown a cell phone in anger? BAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA Yess, trusty nokia Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy? JAYYYY (: Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you? yes, a silver leaf, I got it for me, coz it was pretty (: Who was the last person you hugged? not so sure, lucas probs? Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and doesn’t now? yea course, Does everyone deserve a second chance? some Have you ever lost someone who meant a great deal to you? depends what you mean by lost Have you ever received a text message that made you cry? yup/ Do you think you’ll have the same boyfriend / girlfriend a year from now? YES. Well, I REALLREAALLY Hope so Are you lying to yourself about something? . Are you happier now or three months ago? mm, now more so, but three months ago tommorow I WAS SO HAPPY (: Can you have more than one best friend? yus,yus,yus What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? water Do you have any sisters? sadly no, bbutbrother are great (: Is there someone you just CANNOT stand? a few Do you think a lot of people think bad about you? yeah Last person you went to the mall with? I don’t got to the mall How do you think tomorrow will be? THREE MONTHS! THREE MONTHS! What does your last message say? This Is probably… the best like, explanation or reasoning to why same sex relationships are so hard: “ why does it have to be so hard? It has to be, because otherwise we wouldn’t realise how important it is” (: and it is. Very very important. I hope your sleeping well baby xxxxxxx What are you excited for? threemonths, formal, leaving home, seeing Jay this weekend,a picnic Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you? girlfriend (: Last person you had a conversation with on the phone? nanie Want someone back in your life? mm, not sure Will this Friday be a good one? I have a triple free, so YUS (: Do you want to be single or with someone? with JAY What is the last person you kissed doing right now? shes at school, I think, Do you remember what you wore last night? pink undies and a black and white striped shirt So, will you be sleeping on the floor tonight? nah Do you want to get married? one day What’s the last thing you “aw”ed at? ME: can I have a kiss pls? J: *kisses lips & bites neck* I love youuuu Do you ever turn your cell phone off? IT’S A MOBILEPHONE (: What are you supposed to be doing right now? study, that’s what study days are for righttt,? What color is your shirt? black and green What woke you up this morning? not suree How did you sleep last night? apart from the dream,, Would you rather date someone who is protective or not protective at all? What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother? wait till hes older, and treat himgood (: What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeeping Do you get drunk every weekend? no Do you still pinky promise? YES (: Do you blow dry your hair? most day s Has 2010 been good for you so far? rollercoaster baby Does it make you uncomfortable when you receive a compliment? yes Is there one person you look at and automatically smile? YUS SIREE What plans do you have for the day? do homework, watch the L word, more tv, more homework, go to sleep When’s the last time you had a headache? yesterday, I hate meds >< Are you happy with the way things are going? yarr Were you smiling when you woke up this morning? nup Do you have your belly pierced? NOOOOO Siblings? 2 lil bros Do you have feelings for someone? (: Where are you? sitting next to the front door Can you see the ocean? nah Where do you live? adelaide, south australia Initials of the last person you kissed? jro Tanned? no What are you wearing? cut offs and a black guys teshirt & big chunky silverrings (: Wheres your mobile phone? next to me How many rings are you wearing? 2 Missing someone? yup Your mood? tiredsleepyhappy Whats your hair colour? black and rang What are you currently attached to? that’s a silly question Are you scared of the future? someetimes Scared of dying? kinda Do you wear a piece of jewellery that was given to you by someone whos past? nup

i love her and shes mine and were great and we will last feeling (: and im eating macaroni cheese, i should start my homework?

that i feel comfortable saying i'm bisexual anymore

apart from the fact shes just wsdb;sfjewdoWOW HEY do you want a mini orero? oreo* 21:49Lucinda me? yus pls 21:50Jacinta YEAH okay hang on a sec gets mini oereos grabs oreo and puts to screen noms? 21:51Lucinda noms (; 21:51Jacinta :D I ate it for you 21:51Lucinda thanks (: 21:51Jacinta coz otherwise my computer screen would have gotten food on it... (: you are welcome

i went to write and it wouldnt let me coz i wasnt logged in, ahh im a genious (: soem things that make me happy: -that the dog came when i called -a bag of clothes from alice, containing BOWLING SHOES. its the only thing i got from it, but BOWLING sHOES (: (: -that the sky is full of shining stars, it is so beautiful rightnow, with the city lights

"you know what would be super awesomeeee, if you could come around right now and I could be your homework and you do me instead?" (: i. love. her.

so that wasnt fun. calm now thouggh and in 28 weeks or summat im out of here in someone elses place, hopefully living with J. im gonna go get my Ls soon, so il have my Ps then and then i will be FREE.