went to bed at like...3/half 3 this morning and i could still hear my mum and geraldine in the kitchen or living room or whatever drinking. this is awful. my daddy rang me this morning, waking me up, telling me that he was on his way here to get his stuff and to leave him money. I walked into the hall and Eva had just come out of my mum's room (at this point it was 9am and my mum and geraldine were still sleeping). then i let my daddy in and eva said to him "where were you? i was looking for you?" i honestly just wanted to burst into tears but my daddy told her that he'd been working in brian's. he packed up his stuff and asked me to look above the cupboards in the kitchen and bring him his cheque books but i couldn't find them. my daddy thinks my mummy might have taken them so he's gonna cancel them tomorrow anyway. was telling kris everything on msn there and he reassured me that everything would be okay. i hope so. i don't think i'm gonna even bother going out today. it's too wet. hopefully it brightens up for dee's birthday tomorrow. eamonn and pierce are having a drinking competition in the park, it should be good craic. dean rang me. we're going out again. i told him briefly about the whole thing going on with my parents. he was pretty sweet about. he invited me to a 2-day punk festival in donegal this weekend. costs 35 quid. i rly don't think i'd be able to go though. eva was in the living room dancing away to her hannah montana cd and i was sitting on the sofa and my mum said "it's a lot livelier around here now isn't it?" she's a cunt. then when i was sitting in my room, she came in and said "eva doesn't even realise he's gone." and i said "yeah, she does. daddy told her that he was working in brian's" then she just walked out. eva wanted to phone my daddy so my mum let her. he then rang me afterwards and i asked what eva had said. evas said "daddy, where are you? are you away for a couple of days?" and my daddy said "i'm down minding your granda's house for a few days because he's sick" and eva said "oh, okay then." bless her. she doesn't have a clue what'd going on. my daddy told me that john rang him. daddy told him everything. john's raging at my mummy. his sister like. he said she'll get what she deserves. he also said, "she lied. she said i held i knife to her. you know id never do that" and his voice was all shaky and he said "if i did rly do it, i wouldnt be this upset because id know deep down in my heart that i'd done it, but i didnt".

desi cush night last night was amazing. me, lulu, tasha & leigh headed into town & met up with dean the went to sit at st. anns for a bit. oisin texted me while i was there saying that he forgave me for cancelling the other night and asked me to go to his but because i was heading out, i couldn't go. then the four of us headed to the front page but there were police everywhere because there was an orange parade on. we went in after it'd passed and got a pint downstairs then headed upstairs for the gig. was talking to a good few people like. it was brilliant. i bloody got off with dean a couple of times and he asked me out and i said "if you ring me tomorrow i might" because i didn't think he'd remember it the next day. he brought the whole kirstie thing up and said that he was sorry to bring it up and he apologised for everything and i told him that i forgave him and he said that he can't forgive himself. he also said that he's been thinking about me for ages and that it's not the alcohol talking, he'd had a couple of pints and just finally had the balls to say it. i was shocked. then later lulu told me that dean came up to her and said "me and becca might be going out again. i'm so happy." leigh got off with murph and tasha got off with joe griff and jeff lmao. jeff's bloody 23! lulu got off with phil but we can't say anything cuz she's going out with pierce. uh oh. phil's bloody 32 and his ex-girl's having his kid next month! got home and sat on msn for ageeees. lulu and tasha took these mind candy pills. shoulda seen the state of them. we were on the phone to oisin for a bit and then to paddy hanna for agesssss! oisin invited me to his today and i said okay. tasha didn't sleep and was drinking vodka the whole way through the night and went to work at 9:00am but she got sent home at 11:00am haha. we all went into town at about 3:30pm and pierce was in pong so we went to subway to wait on him coming in then stood in the queen's arcade for a bit because it's a bloody miserable day. lulu then went to the bus stop to meet pierce then head home. oisin texted me saying "aye, see that whole coming to my house business don't bother, go meet dean instead." then we met karl & annette and they wanted subway so we went with them. in subway, i rang oisin to see what the fuck was goin' on and he hung up on me. what a wanker like. so i texted dean saying "right fag ;) x" got home and spoke to kris on msn. apparently kris got drunk last night and told thomas that he slept with me the other night and apparently thomas is going to "rip me a new one" he can fuckin' try! then kris said this on msn: becca || if you were a shape, what shape would you be? haha tasha likes double 33 ,likes silked out ahah says: and my head hurts -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: awhh -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: btw sorry for alllll the shit becca || if you were a shape, what shape would you be? haha tasha likes double 33 ,likes silked out ahah says: all what shit? -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: everything -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: the relationship crap, the break up -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: the fact that i seem to use you like some sex toy -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: the abuse and sleggings -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: just everything becca || if you were a shape, what shape would you be? haha tasha likes double 33 ,likes silked out ahah says: jesus christ kris -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: and for whatever thomas says to you when he sees you next holy jesus. dean rang me. said that he was sorry that he didn't ring me earlier but he's only up cuz he didn't get in that long ago cuz he went to a few parties after the front page. he asked what i was doin' tomorrow and i said lenadoon probably and he said he might call up. he's going to see his mum on monday anyway so he'll definitely be going up then. he's gonna give me a bell anyway :D sat downloading music tonight. my mummy was out drinking in the kitchen then my two aunts came down. then at 00:15 my dad came in, dressed which was unusual, and crying which was also unusual and he hugged me and told me that the police were here and my mum had got him kicked out of the house because he "held a knife to her throat". she was that grabbed the knife a couple of weeks ago was she not? texted kris straight away. i didn't know who else to go to. he asked if i wanted to go up but i said no and he told me that if things get bad and he needs someone to talk to, i know where he is. my daddy rang me and told me that he's coming up tomorrow to get his stuff and that's him out. i don't want to live with her. i can't do it... my mum came in and asked if i was okay. i told her to get out and told that i wanted to be left alone. then my aunt angela came in and started talking the biggest pile of shit. clearly trying to get me on my mum's side. she told me that it was my dad's choice to leave. and that it'd be better and my dad would be back to go to work on monday. then her taxi came and my mum came in and told me the exact same thing. my daddy rang again and i told him that both my aunt and mum had told me that it was his choice to leave but he told me that a policeman said to him "she wants you out, have you got somewhere to go? because if you don't we're going to have to arrest you" and my daddy said he'd ring his brother. i told my daddy that kris knows everything and he said i could go up if i needed out of the house and my daddy suggested i go up. but kris offered an hour ago... i'm rly thinking about texting kris but i don't want to wake him up and disrupt his house...

woke up at 07:45 after going to bed at 05:10 after my msn conversation with oisin and surprisingly, i wasn't tired. went to eva's sports day. she came 2nd in the potato and spoon race. met lulu and me and her went to tasha and tasha gave her and undercut. it's rly nice. i texted oisin while i was there saying "you cancelling?" and he said "nope, dya want me to?" and i said "no". then later i had this big conversation with kris on msn and he said something about needing to ask me something about lulu and pierce (in person) asap and i got rly intrigued so i asked him if he wanted me to cancel my plans with oisin and go to his. he thought about it and eventually said "no, go to oisin's" then he didn't say anything for a while on msn then i got a text from kris saying "i love fucking you. that's why i don't want you to come up. when you're here i can't contain myself. you get me so agitated." and then all these other messages that were rly...sweet in an odd way. so i cancelled my plans with oisin and headed to kris's but beforehand kris told me that thomas doesn't allow him to keep condoms in his house so i brought my own up and let kris know that i had some as soon as i got there. blahblah, we ended up having sex twice and trying out mint and chocolate condoms lmao. mint was horrible but the chocolate wasn't too bad (: kris got a migraine later and i felt rly bad for him. also, he brought up the "thing that i wanted to talk to him about ages ago" (which is the deal with my parents) and i just started crying. well, not bawling, i was trying to hide it but i didn't tell him anything seeing as he had a migraine and couldn't rly talk much. but he gave me and hug and honestly? it was so nice. i feel like such a twat now though. i apologised to him so much about it and he was all "don't be silly. it's better you do it here where noone can see you" :) got home and spoke to lulu on msn. oisin was on so i apologised and told him i felt like a wab. then he said "yeah, you should". he also told me that he rushed from his parents, who he hasn't seen in 4 days, just to be able to meet me which made me feel like even more of a dick so i tried apologising more then he said "its sweet" and blocked me on msn. i then texted him saying "did you block me on msn? i was gonna say that if you'd give me another chance then i'd make it up to you but i rly doubt you're gonna do that. so, whatever. i'm sorry x." and he never texted back =/ i've fucked everything up. why the fuck did i cancel with oisin to go to kris's house? fuck sake!

having a nice wee conversation with oisin right now so i thought i'd save it here =D becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yes? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: nothing in particular Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: just wanted u to come on msn becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: pfft, see what i do for you? i was just about to climb into bed but i'm such a nice person Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: you could climb into my bed if you want becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: oh oisin, you're so forward Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: would u have it anyother way? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: meh you're right Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: how are you anyway pretty girl becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i am VERY good, what about yourself? :] Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: pretty awesome, wee bit fucked, wee bit horny lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: what has you being VERY good then? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i really don't know. just the fact that it's summer....weekend's nearly here....i'm fuckin single! brilliant Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ive decided that i need to stop putting it off and just take u to mine tomorrow nightt becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: why is that? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cause ive put it off for too long and its startin to annoy me becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha why is it annoying you? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: because i really want to spend some time with you and i just keep getting fucked and putting it off lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol aww Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: plua i wanna see how good these blowjobs of yours actually are lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: who said you're definitely gonna get one? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: well u did promise me one, but tbh im also lookin forward to jus chillin and cuddles after i like cuddles aswell lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah well, we'll see how good you are. and oisin, i never realised you were so...cute (if that's the right word) lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: me and dom have both had this disscussion and we both aggree that cuddles are awesome becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha it's true Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and here, i never claimed to be insanely good or anything, ull probably have all the moves and ill just be like "work away" lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha you say that to me and you'll get a good slap Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: dont you w0rry ill deff play my part lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: you better Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im up for pretty much anything like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: that's good to know. i got a couple of people not wanting me to see you =p Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: do elaborate Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i actually DO mean 'couple'. tasha & kris. tasha said to me "becca, don't lower yourself" and kris said "you best bet i ain't touching you ever again if you sleep with oisin lmfao" Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: kris is a dick, tasha needs to wise up, but to be fair like i was a bitve a cunt to her but she can hadly grief me cause like i dropped her as far as i remember becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha true true Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and being honest like, kris is just an uphimself twat that thinks he has something to say about anything Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: though if he was to meet my mates itd be a very sore day for him Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but im not even like that Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ill jsut let him sit and be pathetic in his house Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: unless he goes outve his way to give me trouble im not starting anything becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha. the only reason i ever mentioned you was because thomas kind of, banned us from being together. i mean, we can be together but there has to be a "cockblock" and he thought that i was getting annoyed at that and he was all "muahaha" so i mentioned & he was all..jealous? and bein all "i dont wanna know becca" becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: in all honesty, he still thinks he owns me lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: shockin for him when you come to mine Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and i bet he will come crawling back to you after Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and then ill laugh becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha he's not gonna find out i ever went to yours Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: why not lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: well, why should he? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i dont really care either way like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol =p Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: brb2 secs becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: okay Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: to be honest im pretty open minded i mean i dont really care that your pullin kris Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: because ur enjoyin it, and i mean its not like we're goin out becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: "you're only 16 once " that's what i use Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: thats a fair enough reason like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: might as well have a bitve fun like Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: plus because i have my own house we literally have as long as we want becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: brilliant Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: plus i fully wanna master goin down on you, so ur in for a treat becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha wow =p Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: the way i see it, its for you benifit, and your gunna know what works more than i do, so theres no reason i shouldnt let you give me direction when im eatin you out becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i suppose you're right Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: might as well give u the best head possible becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha =P Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: me and tasha were talking about you today Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: well, not rly you. it started off about how me & her started hanging out then we got on to the subject of lenadoon and i said "i remember it was after me and oisin had our little 'thing'" then we were talkin about what age i woulda been becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i was 13 back then, jayyyysis christ Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its mad how long me & you have had like an on/off thing goin on becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: ano, three years like Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: dya reckon i should like appologise to tasha for being a cunt to her becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: well, thats up to you Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: whats your oppinion becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: she's my best friend so i'd probably say yes, but thats really up to you Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i have no way of contactin her like, shes blocked me on bebo & on msn lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha yeah she told me that Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: it was cause i was being a griefing cunt one day becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aw, you're lovely, aren't you? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i can be a bitve a cunt sometimes Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but only when its funny Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but sometimes i take it too far becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i remember when you used to be such a dick to Ash Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i appologised to her and all tho becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah i know becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i actually can't believe how long i've known you. it's weird Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: http://file009b.bebo.com/large/2006/05/19/09/14805800a856852196b532712519l.jpg Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: LMAO becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: holy sweet jesus becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: that is brilliant becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: where the hell did you get that? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: off some girl i knows bebo Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its cracker isnt it becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: that's so good lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i might actually put that on my bebo Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: go for it but dont tell her it was me that showed you it Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im gunna try to get into her good books again becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aw lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: might as well be nice for a bit becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: turning over a new leaf? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i go through phases Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: where all becomes right in the world becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: plus it means if we become friends she can come to mine as well Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and ill just like leave her with nathan, she fancied him for ages didnt she? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah, she doesn't like him anymore though Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: whyy becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i really don't know Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cause shes doin that whole punk as fuck thing now Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: hahaa shut up Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im not even griefing her, loadsa my mates are punks so she will have loadsa people to sortve look up to and shit becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yea... becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: nah, she has her eye on someone else anyway Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: is it paddy from lurgan? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aye but you cant say that i told you becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: everytime im with her hes bloody textin her Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i had a feeling it was him Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: he always stays in my house anyway Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: so it should be all good becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: ive read all the messages, he's lookin into her too becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: he invited her down this tuesday comin Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i reckon if i just appologise and dont be a cunt for a while she will be sweet with me like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: tell her to unblock me when your next speakin to her lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: ill see her in the mornin lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and ill be all, look sorry for being a cunt in the past, etc etc becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: awk, bless ya :] Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i took loadsa this stuff called adderall tonight Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its like really big over in america Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its like perscription speed only really strong over there Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and we stole it on this american guy while he was over here Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but ive been real dificulty getting it up fully, its a melt like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lmao! Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ive had a semi for ages now Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i reckon itll be one of those ones, once you get it up it wont go down for ages and itll take ages to cum becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: that's.....lovely Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lmao, thats usually the case with amphetamines Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i thought i might as well tell you how my body seems to be workin at the minute becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: o....k then Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: might just drink tomorrow tho, to be nice becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aww Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: then again i dont know what your into Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: suppose we can just play it by ear becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: sounds good becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: you may hope i can get money but Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: what for? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: taxis & whatnot Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: are u serious? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: im bein very serious Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lol, ive 1.9 grand in my drawer and your worryin about taxis etc becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: excuse me, i need money. i have a lot to get becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: just cuz u have a job, u cunt Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its not just that Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: mostve my money comes from the dealin becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: stop rubbing the fact that you have money in my face =p Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im not Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im saying that ill have you sorted for anything u need tomorrow if your comin over Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but i dont mean that inna real sleazy way Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: just in a nice i appreciate your company way becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aww bless ya Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: needa pay off £1655 debt tomorrow Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but thatll leave me with liek £300ish becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: good stuff Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: u gunna wear something real nice tomorra becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i'll see what i can do Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its upto yourself, tho it would be nice becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: well, as i said, i'll see what i can do Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: heels would be good becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: oh now, i really dont know. i don't think i could stick them 2 days in a row Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: do you not have more than 1 pair of heels? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i do becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: but thats not the point Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lol guess who me and my mate got to get their baps out on webcam lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i'm scared...who? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its foul like, but we had a laugh about it cause their was like 5 of us in the room and she was on the projector lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: omg tell me now Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: shes a gimp Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and shes fat lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i think i know who you're talking about but i've been really wrong about this stuff in the past... Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: we both know her Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and both dont really like her becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah, i REALLY think i know but tell me Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: she used to run about with u becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: STOP DOIN THIS TO ME! Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: just guess becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: clodagh Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: yeah LMAO! becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i knew it was her when you said "she's fat" becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: thats mean as fuck like, but aye Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: Lmao, we all took it in turns pretending to be nice to her on msn lmao Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: was pretty grim, but really really funny becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: ewww that's disgusting Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lmao. we where all steamin and it seemed funny at the time becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: loll ew, im gettin shivers just...eugh Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ragin for u becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: least i didnt see it Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lmao it was pretty funny like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: how the hell did you convince her to do that? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i dont even know Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: Was mostly my housemate pretending to be me becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: he told her i was having a wank and that i needed her tits to get me fully hard and shit lmao Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: was funny as fuck becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: pahahahaaa Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i take as much abuse as i give Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: here, have you ever watched porn, being honest? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: being honest? no i haven't Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lmao, my best friend sarah thats a lesbian told me all girls say that but most of them do or have in the past becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha no but i actually havent. swear to fuck like Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: right, well go on youporn.com, and pick me out your first favourite becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: uhm, no Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: go Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: just pick out the first one you like Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i dare you to becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: no lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: why Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i thought you where quite open minded Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: u wont even choose the first vid that appeals to you becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol, im not doin it Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: you dont even have to watch it Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: just pick the first one you think youd like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: why? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i dunno, just because im bored and you might as well Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: what harm will come from it becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol, no im not doin it, end of Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: why not Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: u dont even have to watch it Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: dont be a fruit lmao Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: beccas freakin out over a wee bitta porn lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i thought u where cool too becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i am cool Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: then go Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: itll take u 2 minutes Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: and itll be interestin to see what you choose Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its not like its anything you havent seen before becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: snfkdgnjfd no Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: why becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: cuzzzzzzz Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: go i wont tell anyone becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol! becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: leave me alone Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: go on, just for the craic, its 4 in the morning and itll be pretty interestin to see what you pick, just based on first impression becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: no. becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: and i'm not gonna change my mind Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: even if i say please becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: no Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: awww why nott Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: itd be so hot of you becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol, im not doin it Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: what happened to "your only 16 once" becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: shut up becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i told you i wasnt gonna change my mind and im not Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im sure we can make a deal, im sure theres something you want me to do that we could make a deal on becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: nope Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: be fun, u might as well just once becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: no, srsly, end of becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ok you win Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but it would make me very happy if you did, but im not even gunna try to convince you becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah, well, you know i'm not going to Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: we're just gunna have to make up for it tomarra becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: fair enough Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: is there any time that youll have to go home at or anything becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: half 11 would probably be the latest i could stay... Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: right well ill rush home from work then becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: what time do you get outta work? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: 7 Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but ill try to get 5 sales and split early becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol ok Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: do you still talk to clodahh becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: no i do not Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: what time have you to get up for work at? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: 11 Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: well ive to be in work for 11 Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: so ive to get up at like 7 becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im just not goin to go to sleep love becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah, ive to be up for half 7 becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: im thinkin of doin the same thing Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: whatre you doin 2marra becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: sisters sports day with my da n tasha then me, tasha & lulu are goin to tashas til she gives lulu and undercut lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: im only there to take pictures because itll be so funny if tasha messes it up Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lulu will actually murder her Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: do you still wear your glasses? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i do aye Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: , lol ive allways had a thing for girls with glasses Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i dunno why like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: how...odd Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i know lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i look odd as fuck without mine Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i think you look well pretty with them becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: awk thanks becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: holy shit, its bright outside Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cool Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: on the brightside, ive got to talk to you for ages and throughly enjoyed it becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aww how nice. the feeling is mutual :] Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lol, im pretty fucked so excuse all the chesse coming out lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its meant, usually i just find less tacky ways to put it, couldnt be fucked at the min tho becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha i like it Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: thats good becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: you can pick me up in town tomorrow Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: awww Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: but towns ages away from my house becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: go on, be nice :] Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: can you not just get a private to mine, because it means we have like an extra hour Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i dont mind paying for it like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: butbutbut becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i dunno where your house is and like, i'd get all lost & stuff Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: its a private taxi Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: the taxi driver will becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: bahhh becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: see what i do for you Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: you owe me Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ill make it up to you x becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah you better becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha, clodagh's on Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lmao are you talkin 2 her becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: er no Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cool Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: she just asked me what drugs im on becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im actually fully lookin forward to spending sometime with you as well tomorra becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: why? lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: because i quite like your company as well like becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aww Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: might watch a film with you on the cinema screen Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: u have any films in mind miss becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: not... really.... Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lol, would you prefer just sexytimes? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha, that's up to you. you're the host Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: aye but i owe you one becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: sure we'll see Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: dya wanna just play it by ear becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: sounds good to me Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i might just see you and wanna bounce all overyou instantly lmao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha well, we'll see Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: we will indeed becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i can just see you cancelling :] Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: really? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: whys that becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: because it is 25 to 5 and you have work tomorrow Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i reckon ill be able to hack it becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: we'll see Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: even if im not up for a complete mad one, i still want you to come down for some nice time with me becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aww lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: talkin to clodagh? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: a bit ye becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: talkin to you a good bit more tho becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: good stuff becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: part of me's telling me to go to sleep but i don't want to....but i know i should cuz imma be so tired tomorrow =/ Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: go on ahead if you want Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i have drugs to keep me awake Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: you need that whole natural energy thing becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol im not tired but Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: aye but you will be tomorrow pretty girl becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: meh becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: btw, i gotta ask, "pretty girl"? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i just prefer saying that than sexy Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: seems a bit more tasteful becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah lol Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: here Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: u better txt me tomorrow and remind me becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: here becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i have no credit becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i'm sure my daddy'll get me a topup in the mornin though...hopefully Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cool becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: and ive free messages between 7&8 anyway Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cool becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: nah here, you actually better not cancel on me Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: well then you better txt me becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: oh i will Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cool Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: see even if im tired, i promise ill invite you to mine becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha okay Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: here you better not cancel on me becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: now, why would i cancel on you? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: because you might be too tired Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: ive got drugs thatll keep me awake tomorrow night Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: you dont have anything becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: yeah, i might just go to yours and fall asleep Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: thats not fair lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: nah, i wont Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cool Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: brb 2secs love becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: okay Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: bacc becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: hiya becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: anything important to say? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: not really Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: im just gunna lie here downloading music becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: okay Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: sorry for being a bore, but my brains not really working at the minute becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: you're not bein a bore :] becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: bahh fuck this, im gonna go sleep for a couple of hours so's i'm not really tired tomorrow Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: np xx becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: i shall text you tomorow to remind ya! xox

tidied my room a bit then went to meet tasha outside school. see them wee melters who stare at ya like you have two heads, grrrr! went into town til tasha bought red hair dye then we headed back to mine and i dyed it for her. it's so nice. and so red! *jealous* went up to lenadoon for a bit after, was good craic like. with dee the milf hunter =p got my new phone today. wee samsung f210. sexxxxy. i only get free messages between 7 & 8 and kris texted me at 6 so i waited and texted him back at 7 explaining and he texted me back at 7:59 saying "haha a message before your txts waste haha" i was ready to bloody kill him!

i only woke up at 5 to 12 and i was supposed to meet everyone at greenways at half 12! i had to rush to get ready and i was so tired :( tasha, kathryn, lulu, pierce, sean-paul, helen & i all went to see 'what happens in vegas'. it was actually rly good. went up to lenadoon for a bit after but it started raining rly heavily so me and tasha headed home and we bumped into dean on the way. he was all hugging me and saying how he hadn't seen me in ages etcetc. got home and left him a wee comment on bebo cuz he asked me to. asked my mum if i could go to this desi cush night at the front page on friday and she said it's okay so lulu's gonna stay in mine this friday. it's gonna be fuckin' brilliant! :D was on perezhilton.com and saw that there was a post about how oral sex is blamed for throat cancer rise. pasted it into oisin and here's what happened: becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: "Oral sex blamed for throat cancer rise" haha holy shit Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: haha your still gunna suck me off when you come to mine tho becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: am i, aye? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: aye, i was promised on numerous occassions becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: true bill actually Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: cant be brakein promises now becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: ano, ano becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: any plans for the weekend then oisin? Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: probably just partyin becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: usual then aye Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: pretty much Oisín: Dave the drummer FUCKING RIGHT says: i might invite you down at some point pre-weekend if im not busy becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: sounds good aww lulu said to me there: ☆LuLu☆ says: You know.... ☆LuLu☆ says: Ah well, ☆LuLu☆ says: Live life to the fucking FULL! ☆LuLu☆ says: If i were as pretty and SKINNY as you ☆LuLu☆ says: i'd fuck everyone ☆LuLu☆ says: oh yea, not to mention, single how sweet, in an odd way... also: ☆LuLu☆ says: Im only noticing now, but your like fuckin so much fun compared to helen and kirstie ☆LuLu☆ says: like ffs ☆LuLu☆ says: Helen can really do my nut in, and me and kirstie are always fightin... she like bores me ☆LuLu☆ says: your just like :D:D:D:D:D:D:D ☆LuLu☆ says: and you make me go :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

called for tasha at half 2 then dandered up to lenadoon and met up with lulu etc. we were supposed to trek up to whiteycliff but everyone was all "nah i couldn't be arsed" so we just stalled about the park. these two guys came over to talk to us for like, an hour. they were from outreach or something. a group that do cross-community stuff and asked us to give them a text when all the crew is there and they'd come down. they were rly funny like. then we all played bulldog & stuck in the mud. was actually rly good and it made time fly in. on the way home i got a text from oisin saying "comin to sit on my face? lol x" creep. was talking to kris on msn there. this is the conversation about us seeing each other again: -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: after the whole doing it without thing, he told me that if i so much as breathe in the same direction as you he is going to kill mne -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: he sat me in my kitchen and lectured me for an hour and a half becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: you're fuckin whipped kris :] becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: what did he say like? -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: im whipped -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: you have no idea how annoyed at me he was -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: shouting at me like i was a fucking child becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: holy shit like -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: how do you think i felt becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: so basically ur not allowed to like, talk to me? -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: talk yes -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: but ur not allowed to come up here and were not allowed to be left alone ever -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: is the basics of what he said becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: hes a walt lmfao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: givin u rules lmao -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: rules. these were more like laws becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: still a walt like -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: you tell him that -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: i dare you becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: what? so he can start givin me laws? nah im alright becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: u can tell him i said it all u want like -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: he wont care becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: right ok then -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: why are you getting annoyed at me over it becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: im not annoyed at you at all lmao -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: nonon -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: we can see eachother -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: as long as there is a "cockblock" there aswell becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: ragin, cant even make ya watch friends =p -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: yupp -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: i know becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: fagit -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: no one said you cant come up but he could never know lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: true bill becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: but doesnt he read ur "journal"? -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: i havnt wrote in it in agggesss becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha flyin then -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: lol becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: aw kris im rly happy becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: in case ya hadnt noticed like -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: you best believe i aint touching you ever again if you sleep with oisin lmfao becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: the incredible hulk or what happens in vegas? -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: wha? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: what'll i see tomorrow? -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: ahh gee lmfao for you becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: wha? -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: number 1 my mum is out tomorrow becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: "ahh gee" i havent heard that since i was in p7 -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: and number 2 i wont see thomas coze he is at the cinema becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: haha movie starts at 1:45 -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: hmm becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: lol whatll i see!? becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: 'hmm' -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: vegas becca || nothing's perfect; i'm hoping i'll do. says: good choice babe -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: right well im off, work in the moring pfft, thought i was gonna get an invite to his tomorrow. ragin =p

was on msn last night this morning until 4am talking to this guy called mo from birmingham. he's rly nice & funny. but it meant that i didn't get up until about 12 and i had a text from oisin that i'd received at half 7 saying "hello pretty girl. your red hair looks well sexy. im only home now and i cant sleep so im havin a wee bebo, good weekend? tb oisin xo" blahblah went up to lenadoon tonight cuz lulu asked me to go up. was good craic like. found out that charlie and siobhan broke up ages ago so now i'm creeped out by charlie's texts he was sending me. i thought he was kidding because he had a girlfriend but now i'm not too sure. was talking to oisin on msn there. i called him a homo and he said "would i still be a homo if i had sex with you?" so i said "no :]" and he said "so obviously the appropriate next stage is..." then i said "is..." and he said "sex with becca by the looks of things?" so i said "haha(Y) why not?" and he said "sounds fun. i'll get in touch with you in regards to this sometime this week" get in there becca ;) he probs won't though :( apparently, we're hiking up a mountain tomorrow, can't wait!

today was pretty amazing. called for ash at 1 and got a lift into town. helped her pick her "sex clothes" haha. she bought a bloody whip & all! me, lulu and pierce walked about and got job applications, woo! saw suzie today haha. she glared at me. i pretended i didn't even see her. she's a walt. went up to lenadoon and tbh, it was actually quite good. it's usually shit. charlie was there, haven't seen him in donkeys. he was wearing a wee hat, 100% paper might i add, and he looked all ska-d out (: he kept coming out with the most dirtiest stuff but he didn't even mean to do it! he was all "i wanna wake up with ya sometime and just see you without makeup on" lol! and he got woodchips in my underwear and he said "i can help ya out there" but he said that on purpose lol. and then he kept trying to touch my neck and when he succeeded he said "did i make you horny?" bahhh! i allllllways get grief about kris when i go to lenadoon. i wore my "property of kris, don't touch fuckers" jeans today and charlie started callin' him a pansy and said that he wanted to write "kris is a fucking faggot" on them. he also came over and was all "you still bucking kris?" and pierce and lulu were all "she can do whatever she wants" then pierce said "kris bucks anything with a pulse" then charlie said "what does that say about becca then?" then pierce said "you were the one sleggin' her, don't try and stick up for her now" lol i honestly didn't know what to say. THEN brendan was all "get on the blue thing, you've never been on it" and i said "no" and he said "c'mon like, you got on kris's dick!" then charlie, warren and marcus were in stitches and were all "owned!" speaking of warren, he shaved his moustache and beard and straightened his hair and tbqh, and i never thought i'd say this, he looks quite nice!

tasha called this morning and we walked to my school and met jessica so she could leave textbooks back. mr rankin called me a goth because of my hair! wtf!? haha! anyway, headed into town to meet annette and she didn't bloody turn up til like, half 1! jess and annette were being all fat and went to mcdonalds whereas i went to subway. got a italian bmt with cheese; toasted and chipotle southwest sauce. dear god, it was delicious