pierce stayed last night again. he had to leave at half 8 this morning though because he had to start tech. i went into town today with brendan, hackett and pierce. i got drop dead fred on dvd and a joker tshirt. i love it. we met marcus, carla, annette, cricky and sean and went to the cinema to see hellboy. it was rly good. we then headed to lenadoon for a bit. had a pretty good day like :]

my daddy bought me 'you don't mess with the zohan' on dvd. it's a dvd rip so the quality's rly good. pierce stayed last night then we went down to get my gcse results. i got 2 As, 6 Cs, a D and an E and i got back in for sixth form. i cried, i was so happy. we walked to pierce's school til he got his. he got 2 Xs, 4 Ds, a U and a C. he's repeating his english and science in tech though. jessica got back into school too so i'm rly happy. can't wait! i start back next thursday - ahh! so close!

oh my. i haven't written here in ages. i've loads to fill up on. MY WEEK IN LONDON: 11th august. in london :) didn't get to our apartment until 2pm so we had to kill 4 hours. we were so tired cuz paddy and pierce stayed in mine the 2 days before we left and we had to get up at 3am. i was kissing pierce this morning and i'm 99.9% sure that he said "love you". i didn't say anything back cuz i wasn't too sure if he definitely said it. the plane was so scary. i don't mind them but tasha was so frightened and she was in tears and everything. got myself a topup and texted pierce. i really miss him. bigtime. 12th august. 2nd day in london. we went to camden market today. it was really brilliant. bought a wee pair of pink and black creepers and got pierce's harrington. tasha bought a shitload of stuff. she bought paddy aladdin trousers and a 50 quid bomber. she got a pair of white nps for 35 quid! texted pierce a lot. he's so cute

pierce called down after work today and we headed to the park. lulu was out. she pulled pierce over and they were talking for ages. paddy & tasha came up in paddy's car and i ran over and asked paddy if he'd take us (me, brendan & pierce) for a spin. he said yeah so i called pierce over. he came over and just as he was about to get into the car, lulu called him over. he went over for a second then walked away. i asked him what was said both times. the first time she was socialising then she said "if becca hurts you, tell me" and pierce said "no". lulu said "what do you mean 'no'"? and he said "she can't hurt me. i don't have a heart" and lulu burst into tears. the second time, she grabbed his hand and was all "stay with me for half an hour. i miss you. don't let go of my hand" and he said "i want nothing to do with you" and walked away. apparently she's not gonna go to the park anymore. pierce came down to mine for a bit. we watched skins and he ended up spraining his ankle lmao!

got a lot to write about! monday - danny's 21st. was in town and found out lulu was heading to danny's party. me and ash headed to my house and were waiting on pierce, hackett & marcus calling to my house. we couldn't be bothered waiting so we walked on down to the busstop and saw the bus there and saw that hackett & marcus were on it. hackett sprinted off the bus and ran down the street. we got on the bus and marcus told us that pierce was on his way to my house to get us. then the bus left. we were in shock. we went to auntie annie's and they were i.d.ing everyone so carolyn changed the venue to lavery's. pierce and hackett weren't there yet so we walked about looking for them then sean rang me and told me that pierce and hackett had showed up at lavery's so we headed round. i sat with pierce and lulu was shooting me dirty looks all night. then we moved over to another table and the look was bloody hilarious. she eventually came over and was like "becca, come here" i went to stand up but pierce pulled me down and he went out to talk to her. they were out for ages and when then came back he told me that she was crying and everything. me and sean-paul were outside talking and then oisin came over and i got off with him haha. later, me and pierce were outside talking to the dj (jamesy) and ash walked towards where lulu, marcus, sean etc were standing and oisin walked towards me and we just grabbed each other and started kissing then walked in opposite directions from each other. i heard lulu say "slut, she'll grab anything she can get" then i walked over to pierce and he said "so you'll kiss oisin but not me?" then we kissed and i went "come on inside" the look on lulu's face was unbelieveable. inside, we were sitting talking and lulu came in and almost jumped over the table and was like "see you? i'm fucking watching you!" lmao. everyone was threatening her. if she hits me she's fucked. everyone will jump on her like. pierce and ash stayed in mine that night. pierce also stayed on tuesday night and wednesday night. on tuesday, me, annette & pierce went to lisburn to meet jessica. was good craic like. saw "hairy minx" haha brilliant. bleached pierce's hair then dyed it red. it's weird as fuck. it's like he's not pierce anymore. lulu left me a bebo comment yesterday saying: Why are you doing this to me Becca? I thought you were my fucking mate. Your helping to ruin my life. You know i love pierce more than anything! I've opened up to you and you know what love is. Why hurt me so fucking much for your own self satisfation. Its because of you he hates me. He wont speak to me or anything. Your lucky im not gonna kick your fuck in. I swear to fuck becca. Your more of a slut than i EVER was, and if you hurt him, I WILL fucking KILL you. I swear to it. it really annoyed me. pierce knew it and kept asking me if i was okay. i told him i felt like a bitch but he said "think about it from my point of view" and i knew he was right. about ten minutes after that he said "becca?" i looked at him and he said "will you go out with me?" i was rly happy tbh. he left my house at 5:30 this morning lmao. cuz my dad would have cracked up if he stayed again lol.

wow. it's sunday and i haven't written here since wednesday. boy, a lot has happened. thursday was naomi's party. i was sitting in the games room and carla came in and told me mary (naomi's mum) wanted to speak to me. so i went in and she said "don't you be worrying about lulu. everyone's got your back." but i was like "now that lulu and pierce are back together, we're fine" and mary said "well, they won't be once reilly finds out what happened" and i gave her a look as if to say "what happened?" and she said lulu got off with eamonn and bet that she could get brendan into bed. then she said i could go and told me to send pierce in, so i did. after a while pierce came in and went "who knew!?" i told him i'd only just found out and i hugged him and he said "she's well dropped like" and i spent the whole night with him trying to make him feel happy and get his mind off her. friday morning - pierce broke up with lulu over the phone. she blamed it on eamonn apparently. i was supposed to meet pierce, brendan and hackett at the 10a bus stop but lulu rang pierce saying she was in the park and she wanted to talk to him so he took a detour so he wouldn't have to see her lol. we got into town and me and pierce were near mcdonalds and i spotted lulu sitting outside mcdonalds waiting on pierce going to work. they had another arguement and pierce told lulu he wanted nothing to do with him. about an hour or so later i got a phonecall from lulu. she said "becca, you listen to me right? you stay the fuck away from pierce. i'm warning you" lmfao! who the hell does she think she is? saturday - gay pride = amazing! lulu got out of work at 5 and pierce got out at 7. i met leigh at city hall at 6:10pm and went to wait outside mcdonalds for pierce cuz everyone was standing there. lulu was sitting on the window ledge and annette and warren were sitting beside her. annette came up behind me and said "you may watch yourself" so i said "come to the shop" but i just wanted to find out what lulu said. she said "she's such a bitch. she told pierce i got off with a 32-year-old at that gig" she also called me a slut and was all "she better not be waiting on pierce" when we got back from the shop, her and warren had left. pierce came out and we walked to the front page. he told me lulu knew that he was going to the gig with me. he also said that she left him an xbox live message calling him a heartbreaker etcetc and he replied "it's great being on the other side for once" had a brilliant time at the gig. emmett was soo drunk. he spat on me and everything! he also swallowed a cigarette butt and johnny was sick in emmett's mouth and he swallowed it. me and pierce were near sick. pierce was dropping hints to me all night. got off with him =D he went "so, do i get a kiss?" so i thought "fuck it" today, i was in lenadoon. was shiteeeee like. was walking home and i bumped into pierce. he walked me home and we sat outside my house talking for like, 3 hours. he noticed i was shivering and he put his jacket around my legs and put his arm around me. we spoke about everything. i feel like i know him so much better. he had to go then he said "do i get another kiss?" and i said "depends. how much do you want it?" and he said "big time" so i did. i was going to leave and he called me over for a hug and he went to give me a peck on the lips and he laughed before it and i said "what are you laughing at?" and he said "just you. you're so adorable" then i wouldn't look at him and he said "aww you're not looking at me. are you blushing? awww" then hugged me. he gave me his mcdonalds badge ^_^

didn't do much today. went to lenadoon - ash came out which was good. she got her hair done. it's red. it's really lovely. everyone liked my hair :D i bleached it again this morning. most of it's blonde with the occasional bit of blue, green, yellow and ginger lol.

oisin rang me this morning. it's his 18th today. he wanted me to go to his house before he went to amsterdam but i couldn't but i told him i'd make it up to him when he gets back ;) got my hair cut today. chelsea cut. i loooove it. also, my hair's blonde =D saw batman: the dark knight. i honestly think it's my favourite movie now. heath ledger is amazing. i was actually like "was that heath or is the joker a real person?" he was that good!

i keep forgetting to bloody write here! went to lenadoon yesterday. was shit as usual. went into town today. met pierce after work and me, tasha, lulu, pierce & paddy went to kelly's cellars. some drunk guy said to tasha while i was on the phone, about me, "she's pretty. is she a lesbian?" whaaaaat?! then another guy said to paddy "don't get your nose pierced; buy a bicycle" then paddy was miming to bohemian rhapsody & some guy came out of the toilets playin' the air guitar. soooo funny!

didn't do anything today. just sat in. my dad gave me a tenner but i told him to hold on to it to put towards my tattoo. can't wait. didn't even try to contact kris. naomi said that she thinks it weird that we do stuff for each other. she thinks we're both totally in love and are perfect for each other =/ just a waiting game...