Me: He's in prison right nowww. ---: I know. His death sentence was "Life in prison", wasn't it? Me: Originally, it was death, but they got rid of the death penalty where he's in jail, so now it's just life in prison. ---: So what was the death sentence before? Me: ... Death. I have to explain anal rape and sarcasm to this kid, also. :) No Warped Tour for me. Damn you, NYLC. Damn you, Italy. If I wasn't going to be gone for like two years this summer, I could go... [I don't even want to go to the stupid NYLC thing.]

I wish I had something to say. Well. I did, but I can't remember it now. Fuse is awesome. Flavor of Love is not. YouTube ticks me off, even though I'm addicted to it. I think my sister got me sick. =/ My head is KILLING me.

I hate the juniors for revealing that junior year sucks more than sophomore year. I absolutely despise sophomore year. I have like 200 videos on YouTube. [That in itself should tell you I'm a pathetic loser. xD] And I just keep uploading more... Stupid ones that have no relevance. I miss the times when my eyes didn't feel so heavy. Holy crud. I uploaded this video like eight minutes ago and it already has a comment and a rating...? Cool, man. =P

Okay, I feel like I'm going to throw up. And it's not excitement or happiness or that half-baked cookie I just ate. It's disappointment mixed with regret. It turns out that where I live counts at the "east coast" and Jack's Mannequin WILL be in my city for Warped. But I won't be. Thing is, my dad won't lemme go 'cause it's like right near his birthday and like holidays and vacationing and poop. NO way I'm asking to go at my dad's. That would just SUCK. So basically, I've said nothing. For some reason, people can't tell the difference between Panic! at the Disco and My Chemical Romance. Everyone's all "So you're going to see MCR?" And I'm like "...Nooo?" At least I got $50 in iTunes money for Easter [way early, tooo]. But I left my iPod at my mom's. I dunno what I'm going to do on this like seven hour car ride to Chicago on Sunday. And then the ride back. With like three little kids and pop music blasting over the speakers. I dunno whether to just - I'm asking for North by Something Corporate for my birthday. I can't afford it right nowww, but I really want it... The All-American Rejects are creepy, and the singer's looks like he doesn't eat. And he reminds me of that guy that plays Clark Kent in Smallville. But in a bad way. xD Oh, poo. I have a bad feeling this spring break's going to kind of suck.

I adore Last Night by Motion City Soundtrack. It's not my favorite song by them or anything, and I already knew I liked it, but I listened to Even If It Kills Me while I got ready for bed on Tuesday, and DANG. I listened to Last Night like four times. I love the lyrics. =) Anyways. I need to raise my history grade from a 79 (C+), which means I need to have done REALLY well on the timed writing from like Monday and the quiz we took today. Gah. We did a lab in Chemistry about acids and bases today, and my partner and I completely screwed it up. xD We had to do parts of it like four times. And then when we did the four tests on the solutions to see if they were acids or bases, two of the tests said one was an acid, and the other two said it was a base. THAT was fun. Uhm. I don't listen to Farewell or Sherwood enough. Like, I have a CD from both of them, and they're not like "OMGSOGOOD" or anything, but I like 'em enough to like casually listen to 'em. But I never do. I'm just rambling. I checked out three books from the library today. So now I have The Winds of War, The Wizard Heir, Kissing the Rain, and Then We Came to the End to read. *excited*

I'm going to the Honda Civic Tour [which I've mentioned. Whatever.] to see Panic! at the Disco [I'm keeping that dang !.], The Hush Sound, and Motion City Soundtrack. But Panic!'s new album sounds like crap. =) I hate Ryan's voice... And he's singing at least two of the songs. And I'm just not sure about Nine in the Afternoon. I like it, but it's not like... brilliant. It's not even catchy [which would at least help me learn the lyrics]. Gah. I'll end up buying Pretty. Odd. no matter what. *shrugs* I feel so awful for Brent, 'cause sometimes I don't go in there for like two months... And it seems like NOBODY buys CDs now... =( Poop. Well, I've ordered a Something Corporate CD [the wrong one, too. =/], and I'm definitely buying Pretty. Odd. in two weeks. [Well, if I can get enough money by then. I'm literally broke. Like, I have $0.] Burning bridges is a form of suicide. HAHA. I love Motion City Soundtrack. And my sister takes guitar lessons from the person that taught Justin Pierre's sister to sing, I think. That makes my effing life. This is how much I care about these people. xP =)

Gah, I'm going to get addicted to this, aren't I? I love Blogger, but I know some of my friends read that and I have a link to it on my Facebook, and there's just stuff that I can't say... Dunno if that makes sense, but whatever. I absolutely adore this font for some reason. Anyway. I'm DYING to go to Warped Tour. They're actually coming to my city [aka where my mom lives] this summer, but I'd have to convince my dad to let me fly back to my mom's like two weeks after I go up there. [It would kind of suck.] Plus, if I asked, I feel like they'd just be all "YOU CAN GO TO WARPED HERE WITH YOUR LITTLE SISTERS! THEY LOVE YOUR MUSIC!" and I'd just dread the whole thing immensely. I want to see The Academy Is... and The Higher again... And I also want to see/check out The Audition, Cobra Starship, Forever the Sickest Kids [who I should have seen in Feb, but didn't stay for, 'cause I suck], Just Surrender, and Reel Big Fish [possibly, 'cause I like what I've heard and I've been trying to get into them]. And maybe like Mayday Parade. Or 3Oh!3, just 'cause their band name RULES. I'd LOVE to see Jack's Mannequin, too, but I don't live on the east coast. So. SUCK. My tummy was bothering me earlier, but I'm feeling betttter. [Minus the fact that my head's killing me.] Also. I'm going to the Honda Civic Tour next month, and I'm effing pumped. [Ew, I've never used that phrase.] I'm also going to this arts festival with my school the first week of April, so that's awesome too. [It's like twelve hours away, so we get to miss like three days of schooool. xD] April should be awesome... Now if I can just get through March. =P At least next week's spring break. And then Panic! at the Disco's new CD comes out... Soooo. Yeah, I'm gonna go.

Is it so wrong for me to want something for myself? Does that make me selfish? Does that make me a bitch? I just want one thing that I don’t have to share. ONE THING. Give me a band or a brand name or a hair color. A tradition or a hobby or a style. A trait or a strength or even a weakness. Just give me something to make me me. I need to be an individual. I have no desire to fit in with the rest of society. I don’t need to be totally different. I don’t need to stand out. I just want one thing to separate me from the bland society. Whether that’s a writing style or a vocabulary word or an attitude. Indie rock? It’s fueled by younger sisters and empty friends.

I'm tired, and my head hurts, and trying to figure out what time it is is driving me crazy. Just A Couple Of Days by Tony Vigorito is absolutely brilliant. Go buy it and read it. [I haven't finished the whole thing, but I've only got like fifty pages left, so... I think it's okay for me to recommend it already. =P] My tummy's sort of bothering me right now. I really wish people would learn how to spell. Gah. Why is the YouTube community so EFFING STUPID!?!?

One of my good friends has an older brother. The first or second time I slept over at her house, he watched Ice Princess with us, lying on the floor next to the bed we slept on. Toward the end of the movie, my friend fell asleep. I stayed up to finish it, since I hadn't seen it before. I heard a crunching noise from below and looked over at the floor to figure out what it was. Her brother was chewing on something. I asked him what he was eating, and he replied, "Tape." The next day, he and my friend played my The Sims 2 on their PS2, and he yelled some quote about "living in freakin' China." I don't know why I remember that day so clearly. It's not as if I particularly like or dislike her brother - I'm pretty much indifferent. I'm pretty much indifferent toward the majority of things.