1 Who has your heart? a great guy (: 2: Do you like the last person you kissed? sure do. 3: Who was the last person to call you? britt. 4: What is the last alcoholic beverage you had? wine/beer. 5: When was your last encounter with the police? HAH. day before graduation. 6: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? no. 7: Did you sing at all today? yes, of course. 8: When's the last time you cried? i don't know. 9: Last text from? britt. 10: Are you scared of spiders? daddy long legs. gross. 11: Where were you last night? britt's house. 12: What do you think of Fergie? good voice. 13: Do you believe in love? i'll figure it out later. 14: When was the last time you were so drunk you threw up? uh. never. i don't drink THAT much. 15: Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far? i don't regret anything. 16: Do you miss anyone? kinda. 17: Do you curse a lot? yes. 18: Who was the last person in your bed? uh. britt, probably. 19: Where is the person you have feelings for right now? mowing grass, i believe. 20: What color is your hair? brown. 21: Have you ever drank with your number one? yes. 24: Are you too forgiving? no. i hardly forgive. 25: Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? yup. 27: Are you closer to your mother or father? mother. 28: Do you have trust issues? yes. 29: What does your second sent text say? no text. 30: Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it? no. 31: Who do you like to spend your nights with? friends. 32: If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you? only one person:] 33: Do you like someone you can't have? nope. 34: Are you a cuddler? yes, i am. 35: Have you ever been to Florida? yes. 36: When did you last talk to your brother or sister? long ass time ago. i don't care. 37: Do you ever wanna know who you're going to marry? nah. 38: Have you ever punched a guy? haha. yes. 39: Gotten in a car with people you just met? yup. 40: Does anyone hate you for no reason? eh, i don't care. 41: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? nah. whatever.

1: Who was your last call from and what was it about? britt, to come over. 2: Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind? not now. 3: What do you wish you were good at? whistling. or gambling. i could make a shitload of money. 4: Have you told anybody you loved them today? yes. 5: What mood are you in? gassy. 6: Do you miss anyone? nah. 7: Are you growing apart from someone close? yes. but i don't think we were ever that close. 8: What would you do if your ex called you? answer and ask what he wants. make it a short phone call. whatever. 9: Where was your default taken? vinnies. 11: Do you have a facebook? yepp. 13: Is there anybody you wish you could kill? sure. 14: What will you be doing at 8pm? at my house. 15: When is the last time you cried? last night. 16: What is your favorite sport? boxing/football. 17: Is Tom your friend on myspace? yes. 18: Do you have a best friend? yes. 19: Are you dating the person you text most? no. 20: Is there anyone you hate? yes. 21: Who is your bestfriend? renee. mom. 22: Do you like country music? yes. 23: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes. 24: Do you like someone? yes. 25: How much are you on the phone daily? not a lot. 26: Are you in a good mood? kinda. 27: Have you ever been in love? no. 28: Do you love your life? kinda. 29: Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? hot topic. 30: Who cleans your room? me. 31: What are you really into? charles manson. 32: What kind of phone do you have? good one. 33: What color nail polish are you wearing? none. 34: What should you be doing right now? eating. 35: What are you looking forward too most in the next month? SUMMER. 36: What do you do as soon as you come home from work? i don't work. 38: Do your parents like your number one? yeah. 39: Who do you trust with EVERYTHING? nobody. 41: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else? no. 42: Who was the last person that left you a comment? megan? 43: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? yes. 44:Got any nicknames? not many. 45:Who made you laugh last? britt. 46: What will you be doing in 3 hours? sleeping. 47: What were you doing at 1 AM on saturday? idk. 48: What is your background on your phone? idk. 50: What color are your eyes? brown. 51: What would you do if you won the lottery? cry. 52: Will you be in a relationship in 50 days? no. 53: Who were you with last night? renee. lindsay. becky. 54: Do you workout? hell, no. 55: What are you doing this weekend? party. 56: What do you like best about the summer? warmth. 57: What song are you listening to? no air. 58: What are you drinking?: notathing. 59: What jewlery are you wearing? none. 60: Where are your best friends? probably at home.

Name something that made you frown today?: um. my clothes would not fit me. How do you feel about being the age you are?: dull. Kiss with your eyes open or closed? closed. Are you rich?: HAH. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?: yeah. sure. What were you doing at 7:00 AM?: sleeping. What were you doing 1 hour ago?: hanging out with my mom and britt. What ipod do you own?: nano. What was the last thing you said aloud?: not sure. How many different things did you drink today?: two or three. Are you ticklish?: extremely. i hate being tickled. Is success in your future?: i sure hope so. Are you a heavy sleeper?: no. Was today a good day?: it was allright. What are you listening to?: alexz johnson. Does someone like you right now?: yes. Who is the last person you had a deep meaningful conversation with?: probably my mom. Where is the last place you went?: target. Your favorite romantic movie?: pride&prejudice. Is there something you will never forget?: yes. How is your hair?: down, messy as usual. Who was the last person you took a picture with?: britt. What were you doing at midnight last night?: movie. What does your last sent text say?: what's going down, haha. Do you wish on 11:11?: no. Have you ever played naked twister?: i hate this question. First thing you notice of the opposite sex?: smile and hair. How do you feel about Valentine's day?: it's allright. i just like the candy. Can you keep a secret?: yes. So, what's on your mind?: lazy people. Which shoe do you put on first?: probably my right. Favorite color(s)?: blue. red. black. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a C?: no. Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?: yes. well, not hated. just not liked them. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: no. Is it easier to forgive or forget?: forget. Do you laugh a lot?: kinda. Are you happy with that?: kinda. Do you believe in love at first sight?: no. Do you want kids?: yes. Last thing received in the mail?: grad. card. Are you random?: haha, yes. Have you ever hurt anyone when you were mad?: probably. If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?: sure. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?: yeah. Do you believe you can change someone?: no. they have to want to change. Something you dislike?: lazy people. Do you have trust issues?: yes.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year? a little, not much. i've changed for the better. What's the 8th text in your inbox say? i do not text. What are you most looking forward to tomorrow? nothinggg. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours? yes. sucks. Are you friends with any of your exes? not friends. we don't talk much. What are you listening to? great music. Do you like your first name? sometimes. What are your initials? snj. Baseball or football? i like watching baseball more. Name a song that reminds you of old memories? um. some great bsb songs. Do you like the color gray? it's the most comfy color, if that makes any sense. Are you jealous of anyone right now? no. Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came to find out they really did? yeah. Last time you ate grilled cheese? long time ago. grilled cheese reminds me of lost, haha. Do you regret doing something today? no. Do you watch American Idol? sometimes. i really love david cook. Where's your best friend? home. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't? yes. Are you afraid of the dark? nah. Are you tan? i wish. When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends? today. When was the last time you hung out with them? um. saturday. i've lost track of the days. What color is your hair? brown. Do you like pancakes? yes. Are you single or taken? single. Who was your last call from and what was it about? dad. telling me that susan atkins has brain cancer. Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind? nah. What do you wish you were good at? whistling, haha. Have you told anybody you loved them today? yes. What mood are you in? idk. kinda bored. Do you miss anyone? yeah. Are you growing apart from someone close? kind of. What would you do if your last ex called you? talk to him. but still, probably be kinda mad at him. Where was your default pic taken? breakwall. Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends? i doooo:] Do you have a facebook? yes. Is there anyone you wish you could kill? yes. What will you be doing at 8am? sleeping. Is Tom your friend on myspace? yes. Are you dating the person you call/text the most? no. Is there anyone you hate? not hate. just reallyyyy dislike, a lot. Do you like country music? yeah. Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes. How much are you on the phone daily? not much. i don't like talking on the phone. Are you in a good mood? kindof. Do you love your life? kindof. What are you doing? sitting around with my cat. Who do you trust with EVERYTHING? no one. Are you living a lie? no. Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else? no. Who was the last person that left you a comment? umm. megan! Did you kiss or hug anyone today? no. Got any nicknames? steph, yup that's about it. Who made you laugh last? uh. renee. What will you be doing in 3 hours? sitting around. i hopeee i'll be doing something. What color are your eyes? brown. What would you do if you won the lottery? be super excited, then donate some money. yes, i would donate. Will you be in a relationship in 50 days? i don't know.

I'm tired of: people who don't follow through. I am listening to: brand new. Maybe I should: clean. I Wish: that i could trust. Chocolate is: allright in small doses. I have lost my respect for: people who make lame excuses. I last ate: toast. The meaning of my display name: is my name. Right now I'm craving: some more toast. Someday: i'm going to live near the ocean. Love: needs trust. MySpace is: allright. Today: is beautiful. Tomorrow: is going to suck. I get annoyed: by people who make me repeat something. Parties: suck. i hate huge crowds of people. ****QUESTIONS**** Is your hair wet? kind of. Is your cell phone right by you? no. Are you wearing chap stick? no. Are you tired? yes. i'm always tired. Are you mad? no. Are you upset? no. ****LASTS**** Last beverage? water. Last phone call? dad. Last time you cried? saturday, maybe. ****HAVE YOU EVER**** Dated someone twice? no. Been cheated on? hopefully not. Been overseas? no. ****THIS MONTH HAVE YOU**** Fallen out of love? no. its like june 2nd, haha. Laughed until you almost cried? i have done that yesterday, haha. Met someone who changed your life? it's june second, haha. well, jake might be president, haha. Found out who your true friends and best friends were? so far, this year i have. Is there something you want to tell someone? already, YES. Do you still talk to your FIRST love? i have never had a first 'love'. What was your FIRST job? video store. sweet. What was your FIRST car? none. Who was the FIRST person to text you today? i do not text. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? renee. Who was your FIRST grade teacher? mrs. tunturi. bitch. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? i have never been on an airplane. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk? some girl named britney. and no. Where was your FIRST sleep over? i think at chelseys. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today? mom. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time? none. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? tried to go back to sleep. FIRST tattoo or piercing? none. FIRST foreign country you went to? none. FIRST movie you remember seeing in the theaters? uh. there's something about mary. or clueless. When was your FIRST detention? never. First state you lived in? michigan. Who was your first roomate? none.

1. What was going through your mind during your last kiss? whoa. who is watching? haha. 2. How did you do on the last test you took? i did allright. 3. What is your ringtone for when people text you? i do not text. 4. What show did you last watch? uh. i watched teenage mutant ninja turtles 2, haha. 6. What foods make you sick? corn. ick. 7. Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like? no. i don't have to be shy:] 8. Do you remember what you were doing a year ago? no. i believe not. 9. Do you still have feelings for your ex? nope. 10. Name one thing you like and one thing you hate about your default. i love that i am on the breakwall. i hate that it's my face. 11. Do you have family problems? everyone does. 12. Where are most people in your top from? ishpeming, of course. 13. What was the last meal you ate? kfc. 14. Who are there pictures of in the room you're currently in? me, brother, cousin. 15. Name one thing people think about you thats not true. that i drink a lot. i don't. 16. Do you give special ringtones to certain people? no. 17. What's the weather like outside? BEAUTIFUL. let's hang out. 18. Have you ever seen a 3D movie in theaters? no. 19. How was your last relationship? sucky. 20. Where'd you get everything that you're wearing? some store in wyoming, walmart, and target. 21. Do you text with T9-Word or ABC? i do not text. 22. Have you memorized your social security number? yes! 23. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying? yes. horrible. 25. What was the last advice you gave someone? to let go. 26. What radio station do you listen to the most? probably 99.5, haha. 28. If you died today, would there be anything you wish you could've said to someone? yes. 29. Are you on youtube? no. 30. what do you think about the last person who texted you? haha, he's a dumbass. 31. How do you like your school? i am not in school as of now. crazy. 32. Why did your last relationship end? because he didn't try. 33. Are you friends with any of your exes? i try. he doesn't. 34. Are any of your exes on your top friends? no. 35. What's the last food you ate that was stale? chips. 36. Do you like to start rumors? NO. 37. Who will you never forget? mom. 38. Have you ever questioned your sexuality? haha, no. 39. What are you afraid of? sleeping with my closet door open. 40. What do you look for in a relationship? trust. 41. Would you ever consider having a relationship with your best friend? that does not work. 42. What piercings do you want to get? maybe my ears. 43. Have your friends ever seen you cry? i suppose, yeah. 44. Who was the last person you cried in front of? mom. 45. Can you do a push-up? i can try. 47. Have you ever had a panic attack? yes. 48. Name the last time you got really anxious. ahhh, last night. 49. Would you ever consider moving back to your hometown? maybe. 50. Describe your laugh. it gets louder. and it sounds just like my moms. 51. What do you think about the person that last commented you? she is gorgeous and incredibly nice. 52. How did you meet the last person you kissed? i was high on the fourth of july. yeah, sweet. 53. Are you currently going out with that person? no. i wouldn't. he's a waste. 54. Can you do the Crank Dat dance? i try, haha. 55. Who sings the song you last sang? augustana. 56. Have you ever modeled for anything? no. 57. Plans for this weekend? idk. 58. How was last weekend? great. 60. Have you ever been to New York City? nope. 61. What's your favorite color to wear? black. or red. 62. Have you ever been in love? no.

i wish i knew how to trust people, how to let them in. i cannot understand how people trust easily. how were they raised? i knew i need to let go to completely let people in. i have pretty amazing people in my life, who i just cannot let in. i have a huge wall built around me. i just want to break it down. but whenever i am around someone, it seems like more bricks come up. i do not want someone to just accept it, i want to be able to give them all of me, not just a part of me. how am i better off alone? easy, i can depend on myself. if someone wants to walk away, it will be easier to get over. i won't have to run away. that way, i won't be able to care. what kind of life is that? not being able to trust anyone? it's a lonely life, and why am i so okay with that? because i see my mom doing it, and she seems fine. but she really isn't. i need to trust.

Were you happy when you woke up today? no. just exhausted. i always sleep till noon. Do you hate the last person you kissed? kind of. i don't hate him. i just highly dislike him. a lot. Are you listening to music right now? yes. Any plans for tomorrow? well, i have to go to court tomorrow, haha. Last time you fell? actually fell? at amanda's house. Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone? i don't text. stupid. Anything you're dreading? going to court, kind of. Weirdest place you've been kissed? probably in a bar. ack. Has anyone ever wiped away your tears? yes. If you could tell anyone anything right now, what would you say, and to who? well, i would tell the last person i kissed that he is a total and complete asshole. i don't know if he thinks he is doing me a favor or not, but he isn't. i feel like he used me. and like i don't matter to him at all. next time he says i'm leaving, i'll say good. Do you regret anything from your past? i have no regrets. Is there anything that you're trying to figure out? eh, yeah. Last nap? nap? probably last week. i take lots of naps. What are you thinking right now? well, i'm getting a headache. Are you mad at anyone? YES. Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant? no. they wouldn't be mad. Last time you recieved a card of some sort? for graduation. Do you have a nice smile? it's allright. What are you doing Saturday? well, it's monday. i have no idea. What's something that really touched you today? well, i got up out of bed. that was pretty amazing. What's one compliment you recieve the most? probably about my hair. How are you feeling right now? i'm freaking warm. Excited for anything? well, i'm moving away. but i'm having mixed feelings about that now. You're at Starbucks, what do you get? i don't go to starbucks. i'm not rich. Last time you were confused? last night. extremely confused. ahh, i think too much. Next road trip? hopefully SOON. let's get the hell outta this town. Last thing to make you cry? when my mom was saying that she wasn't going to go to court with me.

STORY OF MY LIFE Hi, my name is: stephanie. When I'm nervous: fidget a lot. By this time next year: i'll be in another state. Last night I: was happy and comfortable. PART 1: YOU Were you a planned baby?: i do not think so. not at all. Were you the first?: no. PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY Do you have low self esteem?: nah. Are you happy right now?: kinda, yeah. i've been pretty happy lately. PART 3: APPEARANCE Are you comfortable with the way you look?: no. Describe your hair: messy. and brown. PART 4: RANDOM Ever been kicked out of a bar? haha, close. but no. Ever been arrested?: nooo. PART 5: THE OUTDOORS Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: indoors. Do you like walking in the rain?: sometimes. when it's warm rain. Do you like thunderstorms?: kinda. when i was little, i was freaked. not by the lightening, by the thunder. PART 6: FOOD Are you a vegetarian?: hell no. Anything you absolutely could eat forever?: fruit. blueberries. yum. What is your favorite dessert?: um. idk. PART 7: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE Do you want to get married?: no. Are you in a relationship?: no. PART 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS Where is your cell phone?: don't have my own. Cheesecake?: is AMAZING. i make good cheesecake:] Your dream last night?: i believe i didn't have one. Your favorite drink?: water. Car you want?: one that works. Your fears? my mom, something happening to her. and my stuffed animals coming for revenge, haha. One of your wish list items?: car. money. Where did you grow up?: ishpeming. What are you wearing?: shorts, t-shirt with white long sleeve. Tattoos?: i want one. Ketchup?: kinda like it. Your computer?: is allright. Your life?: allright. Your friends? are AMAZING. What are you thinking about right now?: lots of stuff. Your summer?: hasn't really started yet. Favorite color(s)? blue. black. red. When is the last time you laughed?: when i was on the phone with britt. Last time you cried?: couple days ago. Last text?: well, britt sent me one. crazy coot. Last received call? frommmmm, apartment place. Last IM?: kelsey. Part 9: LIFE Who knows the most about you? mom and renee. Who do you blame for your mood today?: myself. What should we do with stupid people?: throw them in a cage. What is making you sad right now?: nothing. What was the first thing you did this morning? pet my cat. well, i tried to go back to sleep. Last person you went out to dinner with? myself. Do you drink lots of water? not as much as i should. What toothpaste do you use? aquafresh. How do you vent your anger/sad? i throw stuff. The last compliment you received?: i got called 'perfect'. awww. What did you do last weekend? i can't remember. What theme does your room have? white. Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child? mommy's. Would you ever join the military? NO. The last website you visited? some lyric one. Who was the last person you took a picture with? Last person you went to the movies with? What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year? Number of layers on your bed? Is anything alive in your room? Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week? What are you looking forward to right now? Part 10: IF YOU HAD TO If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be? If you HAD to get a piercing (not ears) what would you get?

The Letter A Are you available? kindaa, i suppose. What is your age? eighteen. What annoys you? being cold. The Letter B Do you live in a big house? nope. When is your birthday? sept. 5 Who is your best friend? renee, jane, lindsay. The Letter C What's your favorite candy? pez. and gummy bears. Who's your crush? ahh, hhaa. When was the last time you cried? couple days ago. The Letter D Do you daydream? yeah. What's your favorite kind of dog? beagle, maybe. What day of the week is it? tuesdsay. The Letter E How do you like your eggs? scrambled, always. Have you ever been in the emergency room? yep. What's the easiest thing ever to do? idk. The Letter F Have you ever flown in a plane? NO. i never want to. Do you use fly swatters? nah. Have you ever used a foghorn? no. The Letter G Do you chew gum? yeah. not that much though. Are you a giver or a taker? both, but i tend to give more than i take. Do you like gummy candies? LOVE them. The Letter H How are you? uncomfortable. damn wooden chair. What color is your hair? brown. The Letter I What's your favorite ice cream? play-doh or makinac island fudge. Have you ever ice skated? sure. Do you play an instrument? used to way back in the day. The Letter J What's your favorite jelly bean brand? jelly belly. Do you wear jewelry? no. i don't like jewelry. The Letter K Who do you want to kill? guy who hurt my mom. Do you want kids? yes. Where did you go for kindergarten? in WI. The Letter L Are you laid back? most of the time, yeah. The Letter M Whats your favorite movie? um. idk. probably pride and prejudice. i love that movie so much. Do you still watch Disney movies? try to. but not much. Do you like mangos? yeaah. The Letter N Do you have a nickname? steph. yeah, that's about it. What is your real name? stephanie. Whats your favorite number? five. Do you prefer night over day? yes. The Letter O What's your one wish? for my mom to be safe. and healthy. Are you an only child? nope. feels like it though. The Letter P What one fear are you most paranoid about? something happening to my mom. i check on her all the time. What are your pet peeves? eh, not much. What's a personality trait you look for in people? if they are sincere. The Letter Q What's your favorite quote? can't remember it now. Are you quick to judge people? no. i'm actually not. The Letter R Do you think you're always right? yeah, haha. Are you one to cry? yes. The Letter S Do you prefer sun or rain? the sun. Do you like snow? I HATE IT. What's your favorite season? fall/spring. The Letter T What time is it? close to two thirty. What time did you wake up? eleven thirty. When was the last time you slept in a tent? long ass time ago. The Letter U Are you wearing underwear? yepp. Underwear or boxers? undies. The Letter V What's the worst veggie? CORN. Where do you want to go on vacation? ocean. The Letter W What's your worst habit? biting my nails.smoking. Where do you live? ishpeming. What's your worst fear? something happening to my mom. The Letter X Have you ever had an x-ray? nope. Have you seen the x-games? nope. Do you own a xylophone? nope. The Letter Y Do you like the color yellow? yeah, sometimes. What's one thing you yearn for? yearn? haha. The Letter Z Whats your zodiac sign? virgo. Do you believe in the zodiac? nah. Favorite zoo animal? tigerrr. Who's a boy that can always make you smile? ah, he knows:] Has this boy ever made you cry? no. Is there anybody that you trust 100%? not a hundred percent. Are you satisfied with your life right now? kinda. Whats some bad news you received lately? my grandma had a stroke. What is something that confuses you? BOYS. myself. Have you ever been on a plane? no. How is your relationship with your mother? good. What did you do last night? played pool and watched sweeny todd. What color is the nail polish on your nails? i don't have any on. What color is your bedspread? white. Do you miss anybody right now? i suppose. not really. Who do you phone when your having a bad day? renee or jane. they usually cheer me up:] Are you in a fight with a friend right now? no. Does love frighten you? yes. How hard is your life right now? it's good. Are you wearing makeup? no. Will you leave the house without makeup on? i do all the time. Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence? i try to. Do you stay friends with your ex boyfriends? i try to, but it doesn't work all that well. sucks. Are you jealous of your best friends? no. What do you take in your coffee? nothing. i like my coffee black. What is something that your looking forward to? GRADUATION. Where are you right now? room. What is something that you have forgiven someone for lately? i can't forgive people. Does anybody hate you? maybeee. Do you return the feeling? i could care less. Do you like anyone? yes. Do you use any kind of lip gloss/lip balm? yepp. Who was the last person to call you? britt. Did you receive anything special today? no. Do you have any coloring books? i wish. Did you have any homework today? NOPE:] Have you ever been to a Hawaii-themed birthday party? no. What do you want for Christmas this year? i don't know. i don't care. Are you having a good day today? ehh, it's allright. Who did you last comment? renee. Do you prefer big dogs or small dogs? BIG. small dogs are bitches. Have you had to get your tonsils removed? no. Do you usually get your friends sick when you are sick? no. Is there any food you associate with being sick like chicken noodle soup? um. ginger ale and crackers. and jello. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? no. i hate pencil.