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  • take a breath.

    by cellardoor08 on June 17, 2008
    What's the connection between you and the last person you texted? he's the best=] What is wrong with you right now? i'm extremely tired, from nothing. pisses me off. Do you ever miss your first love? i have never been in love. i try not to. When did you last cry? last night. sad movie. Who do you hate? no one. What do you want in your life right now? for there to be more hours in the day, so i can sleep more. Are you happy? uh. no. What are you listening to? underoath. What do you smell like? probably outdoors. Drinking? water. What time do you go to bed? oneish. i suppose. Who was the last person in your bed besides you? =] What do you wear to bed? depends on the weather. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? my fault. i make everything complicated. whatever. What did you do yesterday? i tried to relax. i failed. What was the last movie you went to? kung fu panda. Is your shirt new? no. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend? kinda. not really. Are you scared of bugs? some. Are you a cuddler? hellllll, yes. How was your day today? ah, tiring for some reason. What do you think of Eminem? his songs are obsence. kinda crazy songs. Do you read? of course. Do you sleep with a teddy bear? no. Whose house have you been to today? mine. What about the night before that? mine. Do you like anyone right now? yes.=] Are you bored? no. lazyyyy. What is the last movie you watched? the memory keeper's daughter. Do you say "dawg"? HAH. who says that, really? seriously? What are you excited about? WARM weather. come soon. What do you think about Valentines Day? i love the candy. andddd you don't have to be in a relationship to be happy on that day. suck it up. there's worse things in life. Who was last person to cook for you? motherrr. Who was your last text message from?=] What’s on your mind right now? my cat reminds me of simba. Who was the last person to make you cry? myself. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "R" RENEE. Do you care what others think about you? nah. whatever. people judge me, happens. Do you trust people easily? i don't trust. whatever. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? no. Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?yes. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months? WARM weather. Who was the last person you called? ummmmmm. jane. What's your ring tone? something ANNOYING.
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  • i'm better off alone.

    by cellardoor08 on June 17, 2008
    Does the last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you? well, yeah. What'd you do today? got up early for once. voluteered. nmu. border grill! culvers. home. What's a fact about the last person who called you? i can't remember who last called me, ugh. Can you sleep in jeans? nooo. Would you rather have loved and lost, or never have loved at all? um. i can't really say right now. Have you ever streaked across a football field? nope. Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say: i don't fucking care. Who do you trust the most in your life? mother. Who was the last person you were in a car with? lindsay. Who has hurt you the most? parents. Are there songs that remind you of certain people? i suppose, yeah. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months? i want it to be super warm. Are you happy with where you are relationship wise now? yes, i am. How long ago did you hug someone? yesterday. What was the last thing you laughed really hard about? uh. superbad, probably. haha. 'take that vest off, you look like aladdin.' Do you find it easier to forgive or forget? forget. i suck at forgiving. When was the last time you got flowers? hope about, never. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? of course. Do you like the last person you kissed? yes. Who was the last person you yelled at? uh. dad, probably. Have you kissed anyone in the past week? yepp. Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs? of course. Last night, did you go to sleep smiling? HAH. Where did you sleep last night? my bed. Did you have a good day yesterday? kinda. i tried to relax. What are you doing tomorrow? um. stuff. What was the highlight of today? border grill. Do you hate anyone? nooo. Do you regret anything? no. Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor? uh. yeah. When's the last time you bought something? today. Do you play an instrument? i use to play clarinet. best intrument to play. What are you doing friday? um. hopefully hanging out my friends. i miss them:/ What's the reason behind your myspace display name? well, that is my name. Honestly, what's on your mind right now? i don't want to sleep. i do it too much. i need to work out. Is there anyone you call baby? my cat=] hah. Have you ever got naked at a party? HAH. yeah. How late did you stay up last night? like midnightish, one. Is your phone within a meter radius of you? no. What are you wearing? pajamas. Miss someone right now? kinda. Are you high? hellz, no. Do you have any enemies? eh, probably. idc. How much are you on the phone daily? not much. i'm not one for talking on the phone. Ever fell in a hole? while walking through the snow, yes. sucks. What last made you sad? movie. well, something on oprah. Whats were you doing 10 minutes ago? eating. of course. i'll probably be eating in another 10 minutes. someone stop me. Do you have a best friend? yep. How many times have you been in love? never. Are you happy right now? i'm extremely exhausted from absolutely nothing right now. Are you on an instant messenger? yepp. Would you hit someone of the opposite sex? if they deserved it, sure. or if i was just pissed off and they were there. whichever. Name a person that you've been trying to get a hold of? MABEL JANE. Whats your favorite kind of shoe? i
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  • what matters most.

    by cellardoor08 on June 17, 2008
    Who were you with last night? myself. finally. What woke you up this morning? alarm clock. Where are you? my old room. Is tonight going to be a good night? hopefully. i'm pretty worn out though. ack. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? nope:[ sucks. When was the last time you cried? last night. sad movie. Ever thrown up in public? no. Passed out because of alcohol? i don't get that drunk. What’s on your mind RIGHT now? i'm SO tired. Where would you like to live? near the ocean. What do you want to name your children? jack. and judy. Who is your number 4 on myspace? jane. What are you regretting right now? nothing. Are you listening to anything? great ballad. Have you kissed your number one? haha. no. i have groped her though, hah. Who was the last person that left you a comment? JANE. Are you in a serious relationship? ah, no. i won't let myself. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? like, yesterday. i'm a klutz. Do you listen to music every day? YES. What was the last thing you ate? root beer float. About how many people have you liked? about 3 or four, really. What are you doing this weekend? party. Whats your favorite type of soda? diet mt. dew. Have you ever won an award? yup. who hasn't? really? What do you want to do right now? SLEEP. i'm lazy. Who are you with? myself. Do you like someone right now? YES. How long ’til your birthday? couple months. When were you the saddest in your whole life? ah. What time is it? around 5. What makes you mad? people who make lame excuses. just be honest. Have you ever had a song written about you? no. What song makes you cry? jesus christ-brand new. What song makes you happy? anything by jack johnson. so nice. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed? tv, like family guy or something funny. Do you have a job? nope. Who is your 3rd text on your inbox from? britt. Whats the next CD you’re gonna get? david cook! Summer 2008? is already wearing me out.
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  • i've been patiently waiting.

    by cellardoor08 on June 16, 2008
    What do you do when you need to relax? i don't relax. Why do you think there is war in the world? my opinion is... america thinks we can solve other countries problems, when we can't. we need to start with our own first. Do you think it's ok to sometimes tell white lies? yes. Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? i tend to not like change, but i want change. What are you listening to right now? bury your head-saosin. best band EVER. If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first? uh. i don't really know. honestly, i would buy some food. i'd probably be hungry. hah. Would it change your life? winning the lottery? obviously. What was the last thing you purchased? food. What do you do when you're stressed? throw things:X i suck, i know. Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else? for my mom, yes. Do you believe in Aliens? no. What's your greatest fear in life? i'm paranoid about something happening to my mom. Have you got a best friend? sure do. Are you afraid of death? no. i think about it a lot. but it never really scares me. Do you think parents should stay together for the kids? no, that's not right. Can money buy happiness? well, obviously not. Are you looking forward to anything? sure. Write some lyrics from the song you're listening to: 'they went back on us, until his eyes rolled back, couldn't step it up'. Do you open up to people easily? no. Has anyone paid you a compliment today? no. What do your friends call you? steph. yeah, i don't have too many nicknames. Has anyone upset you in the last week? i upset myself. i suck. Are you close to your parents? i'm very close to my mom. Do you think you would be a good parent? yeah. Are you a forgiving person? no. What can you hear right now? anthony green. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with? uh. britt, obviously, hah. Where is the last place you went out to eat? bk. Whats your favorite drink? water. Do you miss anyone? sometimes, yeah. What were you doing at 3 AM this morning? going to sleep. Who do you hate? super giggly girls. settle down. nothing in life is that exciting. Who was the last person you had in your room? =]]] Is your room clean? hell....no. What are you going to do tomorrow? volunteer work. Any tattoos? nope. Favorite color(s)? blue.red.back. Who was driving the last time you were in a car? =]]]]]]]] what kind of digital camera brand do you have? sony.
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  • as i'm sure your kiss remains employed.

    by cellardoor08 on June 16, 2008
    You're single, why? i'm not. takenish. When was the last time you talked to your number 1? online, today. if that counts. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J, K, M, or T? yepp. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? warm. obviously. How much money do you have on you? i don't know. Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be? probably...ugh. Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to? i love my mother, yes:] Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you? mother. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? mom. Did you have an exciting last weekend? it was nice. What do you spend most of your money on? FOOD. i'm a fatass. Where were you at 1AM sunday morning? home. Who was the last person you kissed?=] Is there a secret you've never told your parents? yes. Who is someone you wish you could fix things with? no one, honestly. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again? no. everything happens for a reason. Are you an emotional person? yes. Where will you be in an hour? home, of course. What were you doing at 12 am? watching movies. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? nope. i don't like borrowing clothes from people, i don't know why. Where did you last eat out? bk. Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again? yes, yes, yes=]]]] Where are you right now? my old bedroom. it's like a sardine can. Are you happy there? content. What are you wearing? underwear.pajamas.sportsbra.sweatshirt. What is the last reason you cried? myself. i get conflicted. Where is your cell phone? eh. Where did you sleep last night? my bed. What time did you go to sleep last night? around 3am. What/who woke you up today? myself. When was the last time someone yelled at you? eh. i don't really know. Have you ever been given an engagement ring? when i was little, heh. When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? today. i miss my buddies:/ Where is your best friend? orientation.camp.anotherstate. Last time you showered? today.
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  • and i don't want a conversation.

    by cellardoor08 on June 16, 2008
    1) If you are being quiet what does it mean? i'm thinking. i'm content. sometimes, being quiet is for the best. 2) If someone hit you, what would you do? hit them back. ass. 3) Have you kissed someone then never saw them again? no. 4) Are you drifting away from someone you were close to? eh, happens. 5) Last time you were confused? i'm always confused. i make everything complicated by thinking too much. 6) Rent a movie or go to movies? both. 7) Been to Germany? nope. 8) The person you love moves across the world, what do you do? keep in touch. 9) If you could change your eye color would you? YES. 10) Have you kissed your #8 on Myspace? i have a top four. 11) Your #1 died today, are you upset? i would cry forever. 12) Have you ever copied quotes from one conversation to another? yes. 13) Ever kissed someone whose name starts with the letter M? nah. 14) Last person you told a secret to? mmm. mom? 15) Status of you and the person you last talked to on the phone? she's my mother. 16) Favorite song at the moment? i have a lot. plus, i'm not good at making decisions. 17) Things you're looking forward to in the next 2 weeks? two? who knows. i take life day by day. 18) Shared a bed with someone else? yepp. 19) What is irritating you right now? my hair, kinda. 20) Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos? yes. not on myself, on other people. they are sweet. 21) Where was your default taken? breakwall. 22) Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you? eh, i don't think so. 23) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink? yes. 24) Do you like anyone as of now? YES. 25) Does anything hurt on your body? of course. i get headaches, about, um. everyday. 26) How many keys are on your key chain? one. 27) What do you want to eat? ham.cranberries. i love cranberries. 28) What are you doing today/tonight? being lazy. it's fabulous. 29) What do you want to buy? a new hairbrush. 30) What are you wearing? pajamas.
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  • black balloon.

    by cellardoor08 on June 16, 2008
    Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do? yepp. What do you look forward to most in the upcoming months? um. i don't know. Do you know how to drive a stick shift? i wish. Who is the last person to make you laugh? idk. Did you feel awkward at all today? kinda. Have you ever been stalked? haha. Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35? no. Last thing you drank: water. Did you wake up happy today? no. Do you watch TV or listen to music more? i listen to music more. Would you rather your bf/gf have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile? gorgeous eyes. If someone cheated on you, what would you do? i'd wanna know why. What month is your birthday in? september. What is your favorite kind of gum? orbit. Who sits in front of you in math? it's summer. Would you ever get a tattoo? eh, i don't know. Did you sleep at least seven hours last night? i slept way more than that. Do you think that your name defines who you are? no. Single? takenish. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? SUNNY. Has anyone of your ex's or flings ever kept your underwear before? HAH. Last person you text messaged? i don't text. Who was the last person to call you? mom. Next time you travel out of the country, where will it be to? mmm. hopefully to austrailia. What color are your eyes? brown. Are you allergic to anything? yepp. What color is your hair? brown. Did you have a nap today? nope. Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing now? i'm not wearing one:X Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? hellz, no. Where were you 1 hour ago? chair. Where were you 10 hours ago? bed. Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend? duh. Have you kissed anyone in the past week? yes. What were you doing 12 AM last night? watching a movie. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? i need to call lindsay. If you took a drug test would you pass it? yes. Is tomorrow going to be a good night? i don't know. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? depends. When’s the last time you cried? couple days ago. Are you happy? kinda. Do you do good in school? yes. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"? yes. If you could pack up and leave your life right this second to move away, would you? maybe. What should you be doing? cleaning. Do you always get along with your siblings? sibling. kinda. Do you feel like you’ve got some growing up to do? yes. What time do you wake up in the morning? 11am. Are you friends with the last person you held hands with? yes=] Last thing you ate? chips. What are you looking forward to most that will happen this year? um.
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  • if you are determined to leave.

    by cellardoor08 on June 16, 2008
    1. Would you marry for money? i couldn't. 2. Have you had braces? no. 3. Could you live without a computer? no. 4. If you could live in any past time period, where would it be? sixties, for sure. 5. Do you drink enough water? probably not. 6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off? take them off. i hate wearing shoes inside a house. 7. What are your favorite fruits? blueberries are my absolute favorite. 8. What is your favorite place to visit? ocean. 9. Are you photogenic? noo. 10. Do you dream in color or black and white? color. 11. Why do you take survey? 'cause i'm addicted. 12. Do you drink alcohol? not much. 13. What is the most beautiful language? i love french. 14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep? eh, no. 15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset? sunset. i'm actually awake for that. 16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old? no. 17. Whats your plan for tomorrow? volunteer. 19. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights switched on or off? off. if my light is on, i have a glare on my tv. 20. Do you believe in magic? no. 22. Do you like to watch cartoons? yupp. 23. At what aged did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? reallyyy young. i could always hear my parents at night, fighting. 24. Do you write poems? i haven't written one in a LONG time. 25. Do you snore? no. i talk a lot, though. 26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides? on my sick. 27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? rottweiler. 28. Are you basically a happy person? yeah. 29. Are you tired? i'm always tired. 30. Did you drink anything with caffeine? yeah. 32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house? one. 33. Do you get along with your parents? mostly, yeah. 34. Do you smoke? sometimes. 35. Do you have a kitty? yupp. 36. Have you ever had a birthday party? yeah. 37. What do you do when you're sad? throw stuff:X 38. What do you need most now? sleep, probably. 39. What song are you listening to now? always be my baby-david cook
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  • coming from the lips of an angel.

    by cellardoor08 on June 16, 2008
    Do you like the person you are becoming? yes. Has anyone ever called you perfect before? yes=) gosh. Does it annoy you to see trashy girls get all the guys? it's the guys fault that they fall for them. assholes. What song is stuck in your head? i never wanted to. Did anybody ever call you beautiful? yes:] Someone knocks on your window at 2am, who do you want it to be? a GOOD friend. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo? nah. Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back? all of them. i move a lot in my sleep. Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's? dads. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? when i was younger. i hate my eyes though. ick. What makes you laugh? my cat. What is the worst feeling ever? being lied to by someone you trust the most. over and over again. What did you do today? showered. dishes. Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? walmart. Who did you last go out to eat with? britt. What/who woke you up this morning? myself. i needed to get up. i can't sleep all day, i suppose. Have you ever ran away from home? when i was little. What's one thing people can do to lose your trust easily? eh, people don't have my trust to begin with. Done drugs? once. Who has hurt you the most? my parents. How many TRUE friends do you have? probably, about one. Do you look older than your age or younger? way younger. Are your parents still together? no. Would you do a reality show? probably not. What do you want to be remembered for? for helping people. Would you consider yourself pretty smart? yeah, i think i'm smart. Who was the last person you said I Love You to? mom or dad. How many people on your myspace friends list are online right now? i don't know. don't care. What's something good that happened in the past 3 days? i went outside my comfort zone. Do you speak your mind? sometimes. not often though. If someone disrespected you, what would you do? walk away. people are dicks. Do you miss any old friends? sometimes. i don't really miss them though, i miss the good times we had. How many times a day do you pee? six or seven. i pee a lot. What day of the week is it? monday. What is your current mood? anxious. i'm never relaxed. Like/love someone? i like someone, yes. Broken a bone? nope. Had your head shaved? haha, no. Hows your hair today? wet, messy. i'm probably not going to brush it for the rest of the day. whatev. What's the last thing you drank? milk. Does it bother you when you text somebody and they never answer? i don't text. Whose graduation will you be attending next? maybe janes. i don't know. What do you think of girls sixteen and younger going on birth control? smart. rather that then have unwanted babies. Who is your last missed call? um. idk. By the way, when is your last day of school? it already happened. Do your parents let you sleep in on weekends in the summer? my mom couldn't care less how much i sleep. Have you ever been to a birthday party with a moonbounce? no. damn. What time did you wake up today? 11am. Have you ever been caught in a lie? yeah. i try not to lie though. Is there anybody that you trust 100%? not 100% Are you satisfied with your life right now? sometimes. What did you do last night? hung out. Does love scare you? very much. Where are you right now? my old room. What is something that you have forgiven someone for lately? i haven't forgiven anyone lately. Plans for tomorrow? volunteer work. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? hah. i'm not wearing a shirt. sports bra. Who was the last person that left you a comment & what did it say? JANE. she misses me:[ i miss her outrageously. she defintely needs to party with me saturday. If you knew you were going to die tomorrow would you be sad? eh. What if someone you really liked/loved/crushing on asked you out right now ? i'm fine already. Do long distance relationships work? some people, they do. Would you ever enhance or get any kind of plastic surgery? nooo. What's the biggest turn off? bad breath. gross. Would you ever get a belly piercing? only if i had a washboard belly. Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion? mm. yeah. Do you like to spend time with people? sometimes. i have my days. Single or taken? takenish. Do you like it? it's fine. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? eh, probably not. Do you want some one you can't have? nooo. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? no. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? idk. Are you happier single or in a relationship? i don't really know. depends on the relationship. Have you ever been cheated on? pfftttt. probably. gay.
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  • just be here now, against me.

    by cellardoor08 on June 16, 2008
    Were you happy when you woke up today? no. not really. Why or why not? i wanted to sleep more. of course. Do you hate the last person you kissed? nope. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? yepp. it was for the best though. What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed? dust. What shirt are you wearing now? saosin shirt. Last night you felt? great. What is the weather like today? cloudy. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? lindsay. Ever been kissed in a car? yepp. If your being extremely quiet whats it mean? either, i just don't have anything to say or something is on my mind. chances are, i won't tell you anyway. don't bother me. sometimes, being quiet is the best thing. Are you drifting away from someone you were close with? eh, shit happens. whatever. Last time you laughed, and what was it about? um. i don't know. that sucks. Do you regret anything from your past? no. If you could seek revenge on someone would you? i wouldn't seek it. Would you ever strip for money? haha. Last beverage? milk. Last movie you saw in theaters? With who? uh. kung fu panda. britt.steve.abby. Last movie you saw outside of the theaters? With who? the wedding singer. britt. Favorite month(s)? i loooove summer. Favorite Holiday? christmas. Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant? not mad. just shocked. i'm pretty sure you have to have sex to get pregnant, and i don't have sex. so i'd be more shocked i suppose. What are you doing Saturday? party. Favorite color/colors? blue.red.black. Excited for anything? taking a shower. haha. Who were you with at 2 in the morning? britt. Are you happy right now? nah. kinda. i don't know. Last person that called you? daddy=] Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? either. i don't really care. showers feel great either way. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? of course. Have you ever tattooed anyone’s name on you? sick. Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant? yes. but that couldn't happen. i don't have sex. Where is your phone? room. Do you think your current pets will be alive ten years from now? i hope so. i don't know. What color phone do you have? gray. How many kids do you want to have? 1-4. What color is your hair? brown. Last person you were in the car with besides family? britt. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? yepp. What were you doing at 12:30 last night? watching wedding singer. Last phone number you put in your phone? um. addies, i think. How many wives/husbands do you want? i don't want to get married. yup. When was the last time you laughed? this question was already asked, i think. What's the best way to deal with your enemies? eh, ignore them. who cares. What do you currently hate? dust. Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? i really couldn't. Is there anything you won't tolerate while in a relationship? lies. if i catch you, i will kill you. What is your issue right now? i need a shower.
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