This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Sometimes I think I'm gonna drown
'Cause everyone around's so hollow
I'm alone
Sometimes I think I'm going down
But no one makes a sound
They follow
And I'm alone
Yeah if I make it I'd be amazed
Just to find tomorrow
One more day and I'd be amazed
Just to see it waiting
And if I make it I'm still alone
No more hope for better days
But if I could change
Then I'd really be amazed
And when you know you can't relate
To one more shiny face
Your heart breaks
No one cares
And when you know you can't go on
'Cause everything is wrong
Your heart breaks
But no one's there
'Cause everyone around's so hollow
I'm alone
Sometimes I think I'm going down
But no one makes a sound
They follow
And I'm alone
Yeah if I make it I'd be amazed
Just to find tomorrow
One more day and I'd be amazed
Just to see it waiting
And if I make it I'm still alone
No more hope for better days
But if I could change
Then I'd really be amazed
And when you know you can't relate
To one more shiny face
Your heart breaks
No one cares
And when you know you can't go on
'Cause everything is wrong
Your heart breaks
But no one's there
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I love this song. I love the way Dexter's voice sounds, I love the lyrics, the music, everything about it. Definitely their best to date.
I´m listening to the song right now... and it´s beautiful. I think "The Offspring" is one of the most understimated music group. Excellent sound and excellent lyrics.
A great song about wondering what the future brings.
Not about suicide at all.
He just feels like he's having so much trouble getting by because it doesn't seem like he can find help for his life.
All you teenyboppers always think a song about struggling through life is always about suicide...
This song is about being depressed and alone, and miserable, also, the line "sometimes I think I'm gonna drown, cause everyone around's so hollow," implies that no one is thinking of anyone else, just themselves.
This song is totally awesone...I remember when I could relate to this song (a few months ago). Sometimes I still lapse...
this song is showing that he sees things how they really are, and that people all around him lie to themselves to be happy. thats evident by the lines 'everyone arounds so hollow' and 'when you know you cant relate to one more shiny face your heart breaks'. he cant be one of those people who lie to be happy.
this is one of my favs..if not my favorite....off of ixnay...the song is unbelievable...almost..beautiful. i cant believe more people havent said anything about it. its one of their best songs to date. oh well though. great song. great lyrics.
only 4 other people care about this song????? come on... this is one of their best, beats the junk out of most of their other songs. go cerealheadus! i love the way he says that he wouldnt be suprised if tomorrow never came..... ixnay is the best album i think, but i dont own the self titled or conspiracy.
Ya, this is definetly one of their best songs...
This song is great.