I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
It's time to take it back, I'm taking what is mine
Me lo vas pagar
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
I realize that everything I want to be
Is everything that you once took away from me
Okay, I'm me
And I'm so fucked up inside and see
I don't care, what is it?
And every sin I have done
Right
What more can you put me through? What happened?
What do you, what do you want?
What more can you put me through? What happened
Inside?
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you (against you)
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you
No more, no more
No more, no
No more, no more
No more, me lo vas pagar
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
I realize that everything I want to be
Is who you are and all the things you are in me
And now I'm free
And you are living inside of me
I am your every sin
You're the reason something's not
Right
What more can you put me through? What happened?
What do you, what do you want?
What more can you put me through? What happened
Inside?
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you (against you)
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you (against you)
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you (against you)
No more, no more
No more, no
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
What the fuck have I been through, what happened?
Me lo vas pagar
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
I realize that everything I want to be
Is everything that you once took away from me
Okay, I'm me
And I'm so fucked up inside and see
I don't care, what is it?
And every sin I have done
Right
What more can you put me through? What happened?
What do you, what do you want?
What more can you put me through? What happened
Inside?
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you (against you)
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you
No more, no more
No more, no
No more, no more
No more, me lo vas pagar
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
I realize that everything I want to be
Is who you are and all the things you are in me
And now I'm free
And you are living inside of me
I am your every sin
You're the reason something's not
Right
What more can you put me through? What happened?
What do you, what do you want?
What more can you put me through? What happened
Inside?
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you (against you)
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you (against you)
I don't even care, I don't even mind
Everything you do will turn against you (against you)
No more, no more
No more, no
No murder, no murder
No murder, no murder
What the fuck have I been through, what happened?
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