Coming Down

Now knowing it's about suicide. Though when I first heard this song I felt a strong connection as standing faithfully, devoted by your spouse's side while their struggling. Forgiving them for demeaning you in front of others, forgiving them for their infidelity, believing in them & your marriage that it is possible to be more than she ever imagined but you have to be able to not only give love but willingly receive love. Going through heart wrenching times as your being manipulate & gas lighted. Unbeknownst because you became vulnerable for your spouse believing this is the way for emotional intimacy. Not until your destroyed & eyes open you understand she purposely tried to manipulate you hoping you would behave same & leave so they outwardly was a victim. You never blamed or behaved wrongly. You did the Right Thing believing in your Vow's. Your love was real, Always by their side while they pulled & pulled you off the cliff into the abyss with them. Did it make a difference? In the End. You were forced to walk away from edge because they cut the rope. Standing alone, Smear campaign in full effect. They burned the bridge making sure it was impossible for you to cross. Now your hated. Their full of spite & bitterness. They have isolated you because when they see you or hear your name they are reminded with the weight of their guilt. Nobody wins. I listened to this song Non-Stop along with Chalk Outline by Three Days Grace. Helped me through many nights.