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Something's off, I can taste it now,
everything in the room keeps spinning,
please stop moving, please stop standing there,
my throat is getting so dry, I'm freaking out,
God help me, I am losing my mind,
I'm living in my fathers spite and my mothers fear
I will never know my life,
I will never sleep through the night,
this is your mistake,
correct it and cut off
All this time I thought you hated me,
I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself
and the demon between your legs.
I will never give you the satisfaction,
you'll never hear me screaming
Fuck you and these little games you play,
you're wasted now, you've thrown your life away
I can see you're getting slower every day,
your lungs are giving out,
your arms are slowing down,
we both know this can't last forever,
things will change
Everything will change
I can't take another bite,
I can't hold this down
everything in the room keeps spinning,
please stop moving, please stop standing there,
my throat is getting so dry, I'm freaking out,
God help me, I am losing my mind,
I'm living in my fathers spite and my mothers fear
I will never know my life,
I will never sleep through the night,
this is your mistake,
correct it and cut off
All this time I thought you hated me,
I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself
and the demon between your legs.
I will never give you the satisfaction,
you'll never hear me screaming
Fuck you and these little games you play,
you're wasted now, you've thrown your life away
I can see you're getting slower every day,
your lungs are giving out,
your arms are slowing down,
we both know this can't last forever,
things will change
Everything will change
I can't take another bite,
I can't hold this down
Lyrics submitted by sakeofmotionxxx
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