It was not posed
It messed me up
It was her recording herself
Whisper.
"What is it worth to me?"
Thinking one thought
The advice to be okay.
Break into children's hospital
Cry it out.
"don't fuck with me, don't fuck with me"

And I broke up
Without a note
And I broke up
Its a mess
Go go go go go
Away from here.
Food color poured out all over her shorts mixed with
I'll make a gate you cannot pass
Taped to there loinclothes
A sign that says "Why us?"
Flip yourself off but erase it when someone sees you.
"This, this is the worst vacation ever, I am going to cut open your
Forehead with a roofing shingle, Ohh Ohh"

And I broke up
Without a note
And I broke up
And I broke up
Behind your house
And I broke up




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  • +2
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    this song makes me feel like i'm in a mental institution.. i can't tell if i love it or hate it.

    jessayon April 19, 2004   Link
  • +1
    General Comment

    what's interesting about this song is that the worlds don't really make sense themselves, but together and with the music you get this urgent vibe of breaking down. the guy is defeated, crumpling, it's a cry for help.

    heartbeats_xxxon May 04, 2006   Link
  • 0
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    I think it's "I'll make a gate you cannont pass," not cake.

    Kick ass song though

    lunatic96on March 08, 2003   Link
  • 0
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    I think it's cake :) and "Penguins in a dress" as opposed to engines are a mess. But I hear what I want to... Discovered these guys...who knows exactly where, but they have provided satiation in the "insane-gothic experimental death-ballad" category of my record collection. God bless inaudible background sreaming.

    WhiteTideon April 11, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    its "i will make a gate you cannot pass" source? from the band itself

    yeffielyon April 13, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    you're my hero, yeff.

    my favorite of the three xiu xiu songs i could find on kazaa (the others being poe poe and hives hives), though I don't like it as much as sad pony guerrila girl or the cover of tracy chapman's fast car.

    jackAnselmoon April 18, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    I've listened to this song atleast twice a day in the last week.

    Amviseonon October 22, 2004   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    I'm am absolutely in love with the song. One of Xiu Xiu's best. It's pretty self explanatory, it's obviously about a complete mental breakdown.

    pinch_of_hopeon January 19, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    love this song. i especially dig the line...

    "Food color poured out over her shorts mixed with I will make a gate you cannot pass "

    the acoustic/live version on the new cd "Life and Live" is really awesome and reopened my mind to this song.

    horseheadon April 29, 2005   Link
  • 0
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    this song is one of my favourite xiu xiu songs.

    it displays a fine ability to express oneself verbally.

    how promising is that.

    EastArcadia85on December 09, 2005   Link

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