Both as a standalone and as part of the DSOTS album, you can take this lyric as read. As a matter of public record, Jourgensen's drug intake was legendary even in the 1980s. By the late 90s, in his own words, he was grappling with massive addiction issues and had lost almost everything: friends, spouse, money and had nearly died more than once. "Dark Side of the Spoon" is a both funny & sad title for an album made by a musical genius who was losing the plot; and this song is a message to his fans & friends saying he knows it. It's painful to listen to so I'm glad the "Keith Richards of industrial metals" wised up and cleaned up. Well done sir.
Well I'm shameless
When it comes to loving you
I'll do anything you want me to
I'll do anything at all
And I'm standing
Here for all the world to see,
Oh, baby that's what's left of me
I don't have very far to fall
You know now I'm not a man who's ever been
Insecure about the world I've been living in
I don't break easy, I have my pride
But if you need to be satisfied
I'm shameless
Honey, I don't have a prayer
Every time I see you standing there
I go down upon my knees
And I'm changing,
Swore I'd never compromise
Oh, but you convinced me otherwise
I'll do anything you need
You see in all my life I've never found
What I couldn't resist, what I couldn't turn down
I could walk away from anyone I ever knew
But I can't walk away from you
I have never had anything have this much control on me
I've worked too hard to call my life my own
And I've made myself a world, and it's worked so perfectly
But it sure won't now, I can't refuse
I've never had so much to lose
And I'm shameless
You know it should be easy for a man who's strong
To say he's sorry or admit when he's wrong
I've never lost anything I ever missed
But I've never been in love like this
It's out of my hands
I'm shameless
I don't have the power now
I don't want it anyhow
So I gotta let it go
Oh I'm shameless
Shameless as a man can be
You could make a total fool of me
I just wanted you to know
That I'm shameless
I just wanted you to know
Oh I'm shameless
I'm down on my knees
Shameless
You said
I feel shameless
When it comes to loving you
I'll do anything you want me to
I'll do anything at all
And I'm standing
Here for all the world to see,
Oh, baby that's what's left of me
I don't have very far to fall
You know now I'm not a man who's ever been
Insecure about the world I've been living in
I don't break easy, I have my pride
But if you need to be satisfied
I'm shameless
Honey, I don't have a prayer
Every time I see you standing there
I go down upon my knees
And I'm changing,
Swore I'd never compromise
Oh, but you convinced me otherwise
I'll do anything you need
You see in all my life I've never found
What I couldn't resist, what I couldn't turn down
I could walk away from anyone I ever knew
But I can't walk away from you
I have never had anything have this much control on me
I've worked too hard to call my life my own
And I've made myself a world, and it's worked so perfectly
But it sure won't now, I can't refuse
I've never had so much to lose
And I'm shameless
You know it should be easy for a man who's strong
To say he's sorry or admit when he's wrong
I've never lost anything I ever missed
But I've never been in love like this
It's out of my hands
I'm shameless
I don't have the power now
I don't want it anyhow
So I gotta let it go
Oh I'm shameless
Shameless as a man can be
You could make a total fool of me
I just wanted you to know
That I'm shameless
I just wanted you to know
Oh I'm shameless
I'm down on my knees
Shameless
You said
I feel shameless
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