The Checkered Demon Lyrics
so much so little time.
So many images persist to shade my mind.
Will I ever come around or will I just hit the ground?
Will I still be standing when it all comes down?
Why can't I seem to sort it out?
Why am I always filled with doubt?
So many people everywhere,
so self absorbed without a care.
Of their viral lives,
I'd like to bleed them all.
When all is drained, who shall hold?
When mindless bodies screw tortured souls,
will somebody be there to catch me when I fall?
Why can't I seem to sort it out.
Why am I always filled with doubt.
How could I always be so blind?
Why can't I figure it out.
I could always hope for change,
could always hope to rearrange.
But why not just abandon hope and tear it all apart now?

this reminds me of a time that was really hard for me cuz of my ongoing battle with anxiety, etc.

I think this song is about just being kind of confused/depressed/doubtful about life. I think a lot of people feel this way sometimes.

YEa me too i had social anxiety.. and sometimes i still feel it thats exactly how i felt that people were making fun of me behind my back and i thought that they are so stupid for staring at someone that they didnt even know(for a person with anxiety staring at them is torture) When mindless bodies screw tortured souls

at the beginning when he says "va te faire foutre" that means "fuck you" in french

Haha :) well I guess I have social anxiety too then. Staring is torture for me and I always think people are laughing at me and looking down on me. is it just in my head...?