Not now but soon The most beautiful light Will wake us to pillowfighting excitement Not now but soon Bright into every corner Satellites manoeuvre in beams of change Standing by the best days of our lives Magnificent, the best days of our lives Big bang boom The best days of our lives are coming right up If we can just get through this one... What a special work of art. Immi is genius :)

My weirdo brother keeps squeezing and pinching my arm. It hurts but i'll get over it. I feel like a hug. I'd really like a hug :(

Don't be mad, don't be sad... My mornings are so jumbled. I just get this overwhelming feeling of... feelings. It's only this time of day when my heart seems to run marathons around myself. Well as the day goes on it gets more bearable so maybe i just don't notice as much. I don't remeber feeling like this before. It's... so weird.

" I hope all my days will be lit by your face I hope all the years will hold tight our promises I don't want to be old and sleep alone And empty house is not a home I don't want to be old and feel afraid... I don't want to be old and sleep alone An empty house is not a home I don't want to be old and feel afraid... " Hmm....... Just haunting, amazing. My favourite Keane album.

Ever get the feeling you just wanna burst? There's so much you need to say but just can't? Today is one of those days. Well, actually it's every day with me but today it's really hitting me hard. It just rolls around in my head with no way of getting out, and as i start digesting every word i realise it wasn't worth the pain. Why is it all so complicated? :((

"Why'd you have to be so cute? It's impossible to ignore you Must you make me laugh so much? It's bad enough we get along so well Just say goodnight and go..." Great album, beautiful artist. Goodnight world x

Note to self: Stop thinking.

I woke up this morning and felt... hmm. If that makes any sense? It wasn't any feeling in particular but i felt... hmm. This feeling obviously has no name so i'm not gonna make myself sound any more stupid than i already do. For the last 3 days i've thought it was Thursday. Ever since 1 Jan 2006 i've lost track of all time. Nothing particular happened, i just got dumb haha. I actually managed to write something too this morning. How cool! I wrote some lyrics a couple of months ago but that's been about it for like 2 years or something. But it was more like some mini-short story, it's nothing amazing. I used to be real chicken about my stuff but i guess i'm slowly coming round. It's good though. Ok, i gotta eat now.

Today was the most awkward in a long time. It started off just.... I'm not even going into it. Then some friends come round and made it a little more awkward. Then who turns up at the door? A person i really didn't wanna see! Without saying too much coz i really don't want to. He didn't really acknowledge me but i don't care. It's gonna be even more stupid coz we're all going round for dinner next week. I don't really wanna be in the same room as him for the whole damn day. But we won't even talk soooo why am i stressing out? Argh! I'm overreacting again! I hate doing that. Believe me, it's all worse than it sounds. I hope everyone's having a better day than me... :(

Just watched Pinocchio. My favourite! *sigh* if all wishes came true as quick as that huh...