nothing actually happened between us. i liked you. a lot. and u used to like me. idk if you still do. and i miss talking to you in class. now all you talk about with me, is her. and what she did now. and i really do like her. i jsut dont think you deserve what she does. or how she treats you. but i wont, i cant tell you this because i'd rather be friends than nothing at all. i jsut cant that the only thing you are willing to talk to me about is her. and i knwo you dont know anybetter but sometimes i jsut want to scream that youre too good for her. shes in middle school. shes still growing up. and i think you could do better

i miss you more than you will every know. you gave up on me. on us. and all because you were afraid. you didnt let us work through it. you didn't even try. you moved on to someone else. who was more experienced. and when you said "you werent ready for a relationship", i accepted it but then you go around and do this. and then i think "why do i miss him?. he left me". and the worst part is, i still look at you and i still catch you looking at me

you fucking bitch. u r the essence of evil. the meaning of satan. hell,you ARE satan. you dont deserve to live. you dont deserve a family. you deserve shit. and even thats being generous. i am NOT crazy i do NOT need psychiatric help i am everything that you are NOT. i will NEVER be like you. i would KILL myself if i was. you crazy psycho bitch. you deserve to die

i am tired of beign the "outlet" or "scapegoat" for all the "shit" in your life. you dont know shit about me. you dont know how much i just want to ring your neck. how i'd rather stay at school all day and night than come home to you. you dont fucking get it. im tired of explaining it when it obviously doesnt matter. b/c you're convinced that every single god damned thing in this world that goes wrong is my fault. and news flash hunny. YOU ARE SO WRONG.

Linds: dont give up just because one person (repeatidly) knocks you down. it shows what kind of person they are, and by treating their daughter like that, when she shows signs of maturity amoung other things, it shows how low and selfish that person is. you love her. you can't deny that. when she was in the hospital you cried because you didnt know if she was gonna make it. that shows compassion. do not ever let anybody treat you the way she does. you deserve better. you know you deserve better. dont let one bitch take everything away from you. Tay: heres the thing. i love you. i love tj. but not the 2 of you together. you can do better. and i know that thats harsh, especially after what you about me, but thats the honest truth. when you guys are together, you become a totally different person. one that I dont know. and i've known u for 8 years. and when you guys are together, aroudn other ppl, something changes in both of you. you become more quiet and reserved. not the spontaneous bubbly taylor i know. and he becomes more, idk, physical i guess, and you dont deserve to be treated like that. idc if you love him or if he loves you. the bottom line is you are both hurting. you are both hurting each other. you are both hurting yourselves. and that is just not right. you have never been more upset then from what he causes you to feel. and i KNOW you love him. and i KNOW he makes you happy. but sometimes thats not everything. being HEALTHY (emotionally) is just as important. and neither of you are emotionally healthy for the other. if you keep staying because he threatens his life, THAT IS NOT RIGHT! and idk how many times i need to say that. i dont want you to be unhappy. i dont want him to be unhappy. as i said i love both of you. but i think that you would both be better off seperate. i dont want either of you to be hurting. i feel horrible for wat he has to go through, i really do. but you have problems of your own to deal with, you dont need his to deal with also. i know this has to be hard to hear. but i cant stand seeing anyone of you hurting like this. its just not right.

i cant choose. youre making pick. you. or. him. and i cant chose. I dont want to be with either of you. but for different reasons. youre a psycho crazy bitch who makes everything about you and u dont care whose feelings you hurt or who you step on to get what you want. what kind of mother are u? always talking shit about him. hes my dad. i love him. and i dont want to hear what you think about him. and to be honest, idk y he even married you to begin with. a person cant just become like you overnight. its just not possible. no matter what you say, i can emancipate myself from you. and don't think i wouldnt. him. hes a controlling person who, if he doesnt get his way, blows. i mean, seriously, why would you throw a burrido at your own daughter. thats fucked up. its not right. and i cant live with you because i can't live up to be who you want me to be or who you compare me to. im never gonna be as smart as her. im never going to let people walk all over me like her. its not happening, and im sorry if you can't accept that. but thats who i am. im not someone you take advantage of because i'd be damned if i let anyone, even you, treat me the way she does. you dont treat a person like that. im not your property. no matter what you say, i can emancipate myself from you. i have been thru hell b/c of what you did, getting blamed, being told its all my fault. tht im the reason she got sick. that im the reason her life is so fucked up. im tired of it. i can't do it anymore. i won't do it anymore. the only thing im scared of, is being convinced it is because of me. and if you dont believe me, just sit there and watch me walk away. because once i leave, i'm never. coming. back.

thats how i pretty much feel towards guys. obviously not girls =\. i try to talk to him, and get one word answer. so fuck it. u bring a convorstation next time and for you stop being suck a fucking dyke. its not funny. its not appriciated. it never has been. never will be. no one likes an asshole. so stop making fun of me, talking shit about me behind my back. if ur my "friend" act like it. im done surrounding myself around selfish, unconsiderate bastards such as urself. i get it enough at home. i dont need it at school too. everyone just needs to grow the fuck up and start acting like a person, and start treating me like a person, who has feelings. im not a strainer. everything you say. everything you've ever said hurt. and hurts. you say you dont care what people think of you, but stop fooling urself. i see right through ur "hard core" disguise. you're just as insecure and self concious as everyone else so stop putting everyone down. its not getting you anywhere. and i know neither of you will EVER read this, but you need a wake up call. and hard slap across the face to wake up and realize what kind of people you are. i see right through you. we see right through u. so stop fooling urself and wake the fuck up and grow a heart

what the hell are u fucking talking about? ur the one who walks away and u dont wait up for me, so why wud i walk alone when i can walk with jess? and then i ask u wen sumthings wrong and u dont even answer. u ignore me. so sorry for trying to actually talk to people. i guess its a crime. but idc. if u dont want to be friends, im not going to beg. im done trying to be like everyone else. who everyone else wants me to be. im not changing for u. im not changing for anybody.

its harder now than ever. to actually SEE PROOF that he has a new girlfriend. i thought it wud be easier. but we were going out for a year. and it only took him a month to move on. what does that mean about our relationship? was it even real? idk. i feel like i should be happy. nothing major has happened except the witch threatened to call child services and have me put into foster care. but other than that, i just. im not happy.

he has a girlfriend hes moved on i guess i should too