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couple days ago
(CC and I arguing about something)
CC:  Yeah, well, you know what, you're so stupid you failed a blood test!
Me: You know what [CC], you'll NEVER be the man your mother was!
*silence*
CC: ..that was actually pretty good.
Me: Why thank you.

:D

I was bored, shut up. And I had shake n bake for dinner in case you care, and I KNOW you do.
:P

I use the :D smiley too much, I know. Deal. xD (that one too)

On the social life front, Greatest thing ever, my friends KT and JT are dating. Which is perfect because they're both major nerds. xD Both play saxophone, both are in French Immersion, both are insanely good at math. The hell. :P

xD It always amuses me when stuff like that happens. People say opposites attract (and I would know :O) but in a way EVERYONE kind of.. attracts. Because if the 'opposites' law is true then why do people who have 'so much in common' get along so well? o.o
I think someone just made that shit up to rationalize some random romantic situation. But anyhow.

I was in the Rememberance Assembly today. Had to stand for 45 minutes at attention while they did the thing. Not fun, really. EIGHTEEN people passed out. D:

Music news... I have a newfound fondness for Santana all of a sudden. Not complaining at all, though. :P

Screw it, I use ALL the smileys too much.

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IT HAS BEEN TWENTY NINE HOURS NOW.

And I'm still going strong. :D Woot. I will nap at Five o'clock (thirty hours) because that was my goal. Thirty hours without sleep. Though I've done this before unintentionaly (overdosed on caffine once and was awake for three days or so), those other times time seemed to slip by so fast I hardly noticed.

Though my mind is kind of rotting right now, I'm having difficulties typing. 

Going for an all nighter. It's 3AM right now. And I've only had one cup of tea so far! :D

Might have a shower later to help me stay awake. Like you care. The hwole point of this thing was

A) Boredom
B) Need to do my homework (though now I can't find it)
C) Always wanted to
D) Did I mention I have chronic insomnia and apparently hallucinations?

Soooo... yeah.

Listening to Clumsy by Our Lady Peace, love it.

Thinking of doing a '________ of the day' gig. Wouldn't that be fun? :O

So, here's a shot at that:

Fruit of the day: Kiwi (xD)

Thought I'd elaborate a bit more on my mental state because the edit function is being all screwy.

Today I didn't feel entirely... 'there'. You know? A bit... vacant? I don't really know how to describe it. Like minutes could pass by without me being aware of it. The only word that I can really use to describe the feeling with is 'clouded'. I dunno, it's all that comes to mind.

As I'm typing my hands feel like they're just gliding over the keyboard, like I'm not really in charge of them at all...

:/ 

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...

 Um. I may or may not be losing my mind. That may seem like an over dramatic statement to you but bare with me, please.

I seriously, in all honesty, DO NOT recall placing my math notebook in the bathroom sink. NOR do I recall EVER hearing this phrase:

"Arnold Schwarzenegger; what a terrible actor. But the greatest Governer California has ever had."

Yet I was minding my own business when my mind 'went blank' for a few minutes and that phrase, along with cartoon imagery of someone saying it, played through my mind, and suddenly I'm back in reality, staring at a wall in the hallway.
As well, two nights ago I was trying to fall sleep, and I heard a kind of whisper close to my ear, in the voice of a young (I'm guessing twenty or so) year old man, it said "It's [my name]". And while I was mulling over that I heard it again, it said "It's never enough, is it?"

That accompanied by the beeping noise I heard a few months ago while I was riding my bike. Lasted ten minutes and it was ALWAYS on my left side, close to me. No matter how far away I moved from the point were it orginally started, if anything it got louder. Then it just dissapeared altogether.

Sometimes I'll glance over my shoulder because I think I see something (someone?) crawling up the wall. I hear noises at night like someone dropping things on the floor.

I keep smelling rotting garbage and dog shit. No matter where I am, even though I know there is none. 

The thing that freaks me out the most is this type of shit has happened before. Just never as frequently as it does now. Like it's gotten worse with age (Age? Hah! I'm only 14, I must be REALLY messed up). 

I really hope I'm just paranoid about everything due to the incident with Linda on the bus. I really, really hope it's paranoia. Mainly because I just really don't want to go see a therapist ever again, but still.

I just got back from my bus trip back from a first aid meeting (what a moutful), and I have a story to tell now.

Across the aisle from me were two middle aged women, one of them obviously schizophrenic. Her caregiver was trying to get her to take her medication and lied to her saying it was five o'clock when really it was four thirty. So the schizophrenic lady (Linda) starts telling the caregiver about this time she went to Tim Hortons and ordered soup when she could gotten a sandwhich because she saw the man ahead of her get a piece of bread with his soup, yet when she got hers there was no bread. Then the caregiver yells at her for yelling at people across the aisle (o.O) and they are silent for most of the trip.
We start to get near my neighbourhood and the bus driver stops to have a smoke. The two get into an argument about interrupting people mid sentence:

Sarah: So when we get home I'll boil up some-
Linda: Do you remember the time I asked for boiled chicken but you ignored me and went and sat down and missed the chair? I remember that.

Then the caregiver (who I now know is named Sarah) offers me some peppermint which kind of tasted like boiled egg, and shows me things she bought from the dollar store. After asking me if I'd done my Christmas shopping yet she apologizes for arguing so loud, and I'm all Well don't apologize to me, apologize to Linda over there! D:
And Linda was like "Have a nice night! :D" when I got off the bus.

... 'bout sums it up.

"John McCain's name is dangerously close to 'McClane', isn't it?"
"Who's that?"
"Ever see Die Hard?"
"OH, yeay yeah yeah!" /bullshit

somtime later

"Hey I looked it up, the guy from Die Hard isn't called 'McClane', it's actually 'McCain'. It's sooo creepy."
"O rly." /disbelief

-_- 

Anyhow.

OBAMA WON! WOOT HOOT 

YES, YOU.

Send me a message, I wanna see what that looks like. Please? You don't even have to say anything, actually. Just be all like 'hey' and I'll be so thrilled you don't even know.

Forgot to mention, Quantum of Solace is coming out in eleven days.  CAN I GET A 'HELL YEAH' FROM THE OTHER JAMES BOND FANS? :DDDDD