Interesting thing happened today.

So, I'm eating lunch in the stairwell with my friends (yes, I have friends) just MINDING MY BUSINESS, and who should come along but DS and CC? WELL, seeing that I have a tiny packet of Rockets in my lap, CC holds me against the wall by my shoulders and DS practically DIVES for the candy while shocked onlookers... look on.

Me: RAPE! RAAAAAAPE!
CC: *seizing the Rockets, psuhing me to the side and running off* DS! TAKE IT, RUN!

So while recoveringfrom this traumatic experience, CC came a waltizing by again.

CC: So, enjoy your Rockets-OHHH, THAT'S RIGHT, I JACKED THEM.
Me: *kicks*
CC: *keels over*

And then CZ and I were walking to our lockers and since CC's is right next to hers, I kicked him again.

CC: WHY DO YOU KEEP KICKING ME, DS WAS THE ONE WHO STOLE THEM.
Me: BECAUSE I WANTED TO WAIT UNTIL MARRIAGE YOU BASTARD. D:

Yeah. Good times.

I almost threw up in Spanish! :D Thought I'd share that. 

OH MY SWEET GRAVY I GOT AN iPOD.

It's green and 4GB and AWESOME. <3333 One of the ones you shake to shuffle the songs. It's intense. I love it.
I got it for having good grades: A in English, Socials, Science, Mathematics, Spanish, Ceramics, and B's in Woodwork and Phys. Ed. WOOT.

There are still a lot of songs/videos I need to put on it, but ya'know, it's still freakishly intense.

NOW I'M NOT A LOSER. :DDDD 

THERE ARE JOURNAL TYPES HERE AND I DID NOT KNOW THAT.

Just experimentin'. 

Ever catch someone staring at you? It's creepy, isn't it? But kind of... interesting at the same time.
Happened to me twice today.

I'm in Spanish, doodling on some paper, when I get that instinctive feeling of being focused on. So I look up briefly and who should I see but CC starin' straight at me. As soon as I realized it was him I looked away quickly being creeped out by the whole ordeal, from the corner of my eye I could see him quickly looking down at his desk. Awwwwkwaaaard.
And then in English class, mostly the same situation.

I'm remembering my dream from last year, now. xD It seems to be contagious, at my birthday KR2 told me that she once dreamed that he kissed her. I'm like "AWWWW WHAAAAT"

But really? I dunno. I wish he wouldn't do this to me, I mean, if he does like me. C'mon, CC, you're my best guy friend. Homie don't play that! D: I DREW THE LINE LAST YEAR, I DREW IT REALLY WIDE AND TEN FEET LONG.

SPEAKING of teenage drama, I haven't talked to JM in like, two months. AND GIRLFRIEND I AM SO OVAH HIM. )))))): Kidding. But really. We'll do the occasional staredown in the hallway, but whatever, I don't care if I never talk to him again. LIFE GOES ON. xD

On topic, again. I am so inexperienced with this romance shit. I make better friends than I do crushes, to be honest. I would love nothing better to just be FRIENDS with a guy, you know. JUST PALS, K? xD We'll be tight 'till the end in a non sexual/romantic way. If you catch my drift.

What place would you visit if money were no object?
I've actually always wanted to go to Russia. But my mom won't let me if and when we go to Europe because apparently all any Russian man wants to do is rape every pretty North American tourist in sight, and I try to think a bit higher of other cultures than that. o.O Same with the 'all preteen boys think about and want to do is sex you up' myth. I'd like to think they're a bit more dimensional then that?

What one person could you meet in the world – alive or dead?
Joseph Merrick. It'd be so interesting to speak to him about his life.

If you could go back to a certain year in time, what year would you choose?
1999. I was five when the whole Y2K thing went down, so I'd take a video camera with me and show my crazed relatives to themselves at social occasions. 8D
Or 1812, so I could tape the Canadians burning the White House because DAMMIT WE DID WIN THAT WAR.

What immorality do you think is overrated?
I don't understand the question, so I guess that one.

Worst habit?
I bite my nails. And I love the taste of that bitter stuff... >.>

One thing you could change about yourself?
Can't really think of anything.

Best memory from childhood?
Going to see Finding Nemo with my mum in Victoria. I was bored shitless at her work and then she's all "HEY LET'S GO SEE A MOVIE :D" and it just made my day.

It's the last day on earth, what do you do?
Not... sure. Haven't quite thought about it, because the only extremely likely apocalypse to happen is a nuclear one, and because there are so many air/navel bases in my area I'd be evaporated in a sneak attack. Actually, I have thought about it a bit. xD

Death Penalty? For or against?
Against.

Guilty pleasure food?
Popcorn. Mmmmm.

If you could have any job, what would it be?
Architect! Woot.

Do you believe in heaven and hell?
No.

A & W or Barqs?
WHY ARE YOU MAKING THIS HARD, THEY'RE BOTH SO GOOD....
Fuckit, A&W. IT'S JUST SO CREAMY.

Weirdest thing ever eaten?
Guinea pig. :x Tastes like the dark meat of turkey. Except extremely crispy.

What was your curfew growing up?
I was such a loser that I never went out. But I grew up in Esquimalt, so I had to be back in the house by 3PM.

Do you think your parents were too strict growing up?
In some ways, yeah.

How many friends do you have that you talk to at least once a year?
I'll go in reverse and answer as to how many friends I HAVEN'T talked to in a year: JT, MW,
AE, LC, RM, EN, RB.

Name your 5 movies your bring on an island with you:
Treasure Planet, 28 Weeks Later, Eagle vs. Shark, Shaun of the Dead, Trainspotting.

Worst fashion in your closet?
This velvet blouse-y thing. Can't believe I used to wear that.

Best feeling?
Um, not a shitty one? :x

How many languages do you speak?
I can speak French and a bit of Spanish. Learning Russian, as well.

What's your family like?
My mom's family doesn't talk to us for some reason. My grandmother is adopted, and her adoptive family is awesome, but the biological side really hates... my grandmother. My dad's side of the family is so spread out, but they're all pretty cool.

Do you read much?
Oh yeah.

What was the last compliment you received?
Uh, from Seewa. xD

Are you rude?
Well, I do like to screw with people's words, if you know what I mean. ;D

Do you hold grudges?
Not really.

Do you smile a lot?
I laugh and grin at alot of things.

Do you cry a lot?
Only if something is REALLY bad. And it has been lately, but I haven't REALLY cried since Cookie Monster died.

What is one thing that annoys you?
PEOPLE WHO REALLY NEED TO CALM THE FUCK DOWN. It's like "Holy shit dude, take a breather why don't you.."

What is one quality that you really appreciate in a person?
Humour and the ability to take a friggin' joke and hell, retaliate if you want. And having the ability to do the above.

Who is your oldest friend?
NO, known her since Grade Four.

How long have you known them?
I answered my own question. xD

Do you like to Kiss?
Why is kiss capitalized, first off, second the most intense I've gotten into that was a kiss on the cheek from a boy I was babysitting. He then asked me to marry him and I declined. xD GL snuck one on me once but I don't really mind because he's a sweet kid. <3 But that's all besides the point, basically what I'm saying is I'm not really experienced in that area, so...

Are you a good Kisser?
See above.

Do you sleep naked? 
Only when it's like, insanely hot. But I try not to anymore because my dad seems to feel obligated to wake me up ten minutes before the alarm goes off, or while I'm sitting up to turn it off. Yeah.

What do you wear to bed?
Pajamas; a night gown.

Whats your wallpaper on your cellphone?
Non-existant.

Favorite alcoholic drink?
Paralyzers.

Favorite flower?
Daisies.

If you could buy 5 of the things on your wishlist,what would they be?
Pokemon Platinum (lawl)
One of those new iPods
A Wii. xD
An XBox
A New HM: MM game. xD

An object you can't live without:
A house?

Whats your favourite literary character?
Like, fictional character. Erm, Gabriel Corrigan from the Fourth Realm Series.

Whats your favorite food?
Poutine. For those outside Canada, it's French Fries topped with gravy and cheese. Mmmm...

What is your favorite restaurant & where is it?
This Japanese place in Victoria.

Whats your favorite class in school?
Science. /nerd

Whos your favorite sports player?
Don't watch that much. xD

What's your favorite commercial?
The Molson Canadian one about Canadian 'mannerisms'. xD

What's your favorite store?
THE ONE DOWNTOWN WITH ALL THE YARN IN IT. :DDDDD

What name brand do you wear the most?
The one that makes things.

What's the most expensive thing you own?
My computer could probably fetch a couple hundred.

How many handbags do you own?
None.

How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Two. A pair of runners and some shoes I have to wear to cadets on occasion.

What shoes did you wear today?
The runners.

Your first crush?
My friend Eric in Grades One Two and Three. We were like best friends, we used to trade Yu-Gi-Oh cards. xD

Are you a member of the mile high club?
I'm a member of the fourteen year old virgins club. And I plan to keep it that way for a while kthnx.

Could you live without sex?
Virgin Mobile is my service provider.

Would you pretend to be someone's bf/gf?
Depends on the why's and WHY DID THEY PICK ME? xD

Did you ever tell someone you loved them and didn't really mean it?
I don't think so, no.

What’s the longest you’ve ever been single?
Fifteen Years.

What has been the longest that you went with out sex?
Fifteen Years, stopped getting it after I lost my last boyfriend... ):          xD

Age you lost your virginity?
WHY DO YOU CARE.

How long was your longest relationship?
.....

Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with?
Haven't had a mouth to mouth kiss.

Do you stay friends with your ex's?
This is getting quite personal dear.

What are 3 of the first things you notice about the opposite sex:?
Hair, Eyes, Weight.

Do you read the newspaper?
I deliver it.

Do you think tattoos are cool?
Depending on the design and were it is. If you get one for the hell of it n like, your shoulder or your ass cheek, then no, you're not cool.

Do you like being on time?
Better late than never. ;D

Do you collect anything?
hair

What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/ev
Two paralyzers, three Budweisers. xD Was camping with my dad.

Would you try to take over the world?
Same thing I do everyday, Pinky.

How is the single life for you?
FANtastic.

Who’s the last person you stayed up late talking to on the phone?
I'm not really a phone person. 10PM.

The last place you went to on a plane?
LA.

Do you cry at weddings?
No.

Are you nice to everyone no matter what their age, race or gender?
Uh, yeah. I'm in no position to judge.

Do you go hunting (deer, duck, etc.)?
No.

Do you know the lyrics to more than 50 songs?
Yeah. xD /loser

Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Oh hell yeah.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
Four. xD

How many times have you been dumped?
Zero.

How many times have you dumped someone?
Zero!

What country in the entire world would you most like to visit?
NEW ZEALAND.

What did the last text message you received say?
"I didn't know I had a phone!"

Do you own an iPod?
No. *sobs*

When did you last attend a party?
Whiiiiile ago.

When is the next one?
That I *may* be going to? Next week.

Do you have ADD?
No.

Can you sing the National Anthem all the way through?
Um, yeah. And the French one too, which is more of an accomplishment then you'd expect. Typically they'll throw the French lyrics up on the projector and throw everyone off just for the hell of it, they're all 'True, patriot love- uhh, auuu aaaa eeerrr aaa crwaaaaaaa?' xD

What is the last movie you saw?
Quantum of Solace. <3333

How many times are your ears pierced?:
Three.

Would you kill someone if you had to?
If someone's safety mattered, then...

Who's the one person you call when life just sucks that day?
No one. None of my friends seem to give a shit about my life, so I don't even bother with it.

What the most romantic night you've ever had?
UM. With a guy? WELL, when I was living with EG and GL for a bit their mother left us a note to clean up the house, so we all tidied up while singing Killer Queen. Good times.

Do you return calls when you say you will?
Depends on who's calling. xD

Do you take advice when it's given?
If it's GOOD advice.

Do you have anything on your mind right now?
Not *on* it. xD

If you could be doing anything right now what would it be?
Sleeping.

Good gravy it is early. But HAH, I did it! 8D YOU SAID I COULDN'T DO IT AND I DID!

You = my dad, by the way. Yeah, I'm only a tad crazy, eh? But maybe later they'll put me on medication for that. Good times.

And good god I've been complimented. Now you KNOW I'm gonna start to try too hard and the journal will start to suck. But like I ever really tried in the first place. xD

Should go so if my tea is ready, however, I am far too comfortable to leave my chair. That and my dad DIDN'T forget to close the sliding glass door last night so it's nice and toasty warm in my house. <3 Yeah, uh, dad? Canada + Novemeber + My Location + Suckly Weather + Shitty Immune Systems = BAD IDEA.

Seriously thought, the weather here does suck. It's either windy enough to blow, snowing, hailing, POURING RAINING warmer than holy hell or a... combination of the five. Somehow. But it is typhoon season so it could just be that... But only two typhoons this year so what gives.

And, OH, the irony. You look across the strait to see the justly called 'Sunshine Coast' where, SWEAR TO GOD, they have the EXACT REVERSE OF WHATEVER WE HAVE, IN A POSITIVE WAY. It'll be raining buckets here and over in... the town on the other side of the strait it'll be just sunshine and lollipops and pecan pie. Those bastards.

Also, there's this really whiney girl in my P.E. class (same one who thought I liked Fergie) who moved here from Toronto, and she's all "Ew ew ew, it's too cold and wet to go outsiiiide. D:" when it's MISTING, and I just laugh and say something to the affect of "Oh DARLIN', just you wait 'till May! ;D"
Silly Toronto kids, you guys and your acceptable weather. You're so cute. xD

"...my keyboard is doing that really stupid thing where you delete a space between words and it deletes part of one word as well, and deletes letters as you type, too.."

Don't worry, I hate that too. Just press Insert on your keyboard to get rid of it.

You'll thank me if/when you read this. :P

- Seewa

 THERE'S AN INSERT KEY ON MY KEYBOARD?

GOOD GOD. 

Shut up, I didn't see that before. This was in the stone age when there was no PM system, so, yeah. 

I have been officially reffered to a psychiatrist.

It wasn't so bad, I guess. 

Is there an article out there on how to calm the fuck down?

I'm just about to read a consultation from a family doctor as to if I have a mental illness/delusional disorder or not. And I really, really, really don't want to. I know I should because it would probably make life for me a lot better, but fuck, what if I do?

I need to calm down before I'm reading ANYTHING, that's for sure. Deep breaths, go to a calm place... none of it seems to work right now.

Fuuuuuuck I'm scared... even if it's a yes I still need to go see a psychiatrist for a verification, but holy shit man, I couldn't have detailed my explination any more then I did....

I think this entry just verifies the fact that I'm fucking insane, but... that's negative thinking, and we all know how much that doesn't help anyone.

I'll watch something funny for a bit, have some tea maybe... then I'll go read it.

Wish me luck?