bromptonXblend's Journal 015. good, neither do i kmsoj12s and kquedequalsvolvo - i love you guys. haaaaah. ^ man, you know that feeling that comes shortly after watching a really kinky, really freaky porn? that feeling that you just wish you could... wash off because you feel so icky? yeah. take that times ten and that's me right now. *tries to wipe the icky off her hands*

bromptonXblend, hi, hey there champ. how are you feeling tonight? well great. oh hey, p.s! i honestly hope you fucking fall into a pool of chainssaws. fucking worthless cunt. for those of you loyal readers who don't know who the hell bromptonXblend is, let's take a look, shall we? http://a119.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/3/l_649afcba4c95f3022cd889f0431f073e.jpg she's the one on the right, with the racoon-esque face. yes, this is what we are dealing with. now, what i'm about to post is not for the weak-stomach'd. nor for children under the age of ... well, it's not for any children. or anyone, really. CAUTION: continue reading at your own risk. haaaah fuck yes. i was his first hookup. that's one life goal accomplished. yay for me. except for he... is a dirty fucking liar. haha he said i shoved his hand down my pants. that little horndog it was all him. he nearly broke my zipper. on his fucking own. LOL! LOL! LOL! eh well let him think what he wants. i was fucking wasted who knows what really happened? haha i'm so great. and he was only one of six that night. fucking slag. ahhh i'm literally a hoe now. i made out with a kid for 20 dollars. he offered them too. haha wow i'm great. also the total last night was 6. six fucking guys. i went to 3rd with all of them. i know i would have gone further, but i kept getting bored with them and had to find a new guy. also i need to add to my list from last time. [these don't involve last night's guys] chris mycheal austin brendan darren blahh i think one of those guys from last night got me sick. i don't feel good aww, poor little poster child for AIDS! yes, sweetie. when you're feeling not-so-good after hooking up with not one, not two, but six guys in one night, that's called .... *dramatic pause* ...STDs. we'll look at the educational video later on that later, kids. If you're feeling as queasy as i am, i would suggest to stop reading. because everything gets worse before it gets better, right? well, in this cunt's case it basically just stays... well, terrible. jake ulyssys jake ben sean james colton clark steven eric adam jermaine danny ^everybody feel bad for these boys. and call me a dumbfuck for them too. i'm playing them all. i'm a W H O R E. and the worst part... i'm going to get more this weekend. (lol @ anyone who would fuck a guy named clark. more poor tasted bitch) errrr i feel like a slutty slut slut. this is gross. why did i do that? fuckkk. LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL. DUDE. LOL!!! but wait! there's more! ugg. why am i such a good person? i trust far too easily. *two lines later* well i think the only thing to fix this would be.... PANTS-OFF DANCE-OFF!!! okay, and now for this next one we the fifth word is basically what has been nullified throughout this whole journal, but apprently McSlutstein is still holding onto the fact that she could dare post shit like that and still get respect from us unlucky random readers. BEHOLD, i bring you.... YESSSSSS!! I'M STILL A VIRGIN!!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA AHAGHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHDHAHAHHAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHADHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHH HAHAHAHAHAHGAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA spare us all please. In a next entry she prays. Yes. she prays. to God. honey, everyone knows God hates whore. please, go fucking kill yourself. oh hey, brompton? You're also getting your ass fucking OWNED by the two fucking coolest broads on here. so anyways, this might be a little far-fetched of me and kinda.. you know.. "out there"... but -seriously- kill. your. self. thx. ~THE END~ p.s. Fallen Leaves, lol. cunt.

1. Get pen and paper 2. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4. SCROLL DOWN 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. 1. 3 2. 6943 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7, WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX. SAME SEX IF GAY 1. 3 2. 6943 3. Rory 4. 5. 6. 7. David 8. 9. 10. 11. 4. WRITE ANYONES NAME (like FRIENDS or FAMILY...) next to 4, 5, & 6. 1. 3 2. 6943 3. Rory 4. Kari 5. Steffy 6. Maggie 7. David 8. 9. 10. 11. 5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11 1. 32 2. 6943 3. Rory 4. Kari 5. Steffy 6. Maggie 7. David 8. What Kind of Love 9. Cursed 10.Hot Pants (I'm Comin') 11. Death is a Disease 1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOU is found in SPACE 2 lol, jesus christ. just call me the friggin Whore of Babylon now. 2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE awww, Rawry! 3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7 oh fuck... hahaah. well. this is awkward then... 4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4 it's kari. and it's true ♥ 5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL. also very true. no matter how much it works up to my disadvantage :P 6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR lol, great. my sister is my lucky star. i feel like i just got raped. 7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3 Rory, What Kind of Love. Awww! 8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7 David, Cursed. lol, goddamn you, quiz! be happy for us damnit! 9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND Hot Pants (I'm Comin') HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA. no comment. 10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE Death is a Disease... haha. well, yes, yes it is. 11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER aww :) well, it's my favourite number if that counts. well, that's it for now. P.S. GREATER OMAHA BY DESAPARECIDOS IS THE BEST SONG EVER. DOWNLOAD IT NOW. IT'S OLD SCHOOL BRIGHT EYES, DAMNIT. ... please download it? it's amazing. and i'm currently sexing myself to it. oh, i bet that just convinced like 5 people to get it. perverts. :P k. :) i'm leaving for realsies now. peace ya punk bitches.

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He stopped 5 blocks away from his house and gave up. He walked home and let himself go. I can't stand you, I thought to myself. I hate being this age and I hate the fact that I will never be content with being alone. I walked past the TV and the bookshelf and the neighborhood lights and knew somewhere there was something out there. Something more than this. This moment is all I have. We lit a fire that lasts forever in a house that no one owns. (It's not your fault) We lit a fire that lasts forever in a city that no one owns. __________________________________ Left alone in fields burned golden. And houses rusted to the dirt Sunsets moving in and out of our lives And I think that we miss them too often. We tear ourselves apart each day And every morning it is hard to find reasons to move. But I do it anyway aware each time of my choices, hopes, and fucking dreams. And so many times I am left with nothing at all, Fighting everything just to let myself sleep. I dream about so many things and I am so sure that I am free. For now, all I have is this choice. With so many living dead or dying slowly, I struggle to even stand. A lifetime together. A lifetime to watch the world end. Not a moment's without our faults, despairs, and passions. /theend.

- Die, Emperor! Die! DOWNLOAD THAT SONG NOW. DAMNIT, NOW! i'm crankycore, for realsies. there's no school tomorrow. and i miss my boyfriend, damnit! *sigh* p.s. i'm dating all the members of Die, Emperor! Die! now. yeah, we're in l-o-v-e. who needs a real boy. (meeeeee) :)

hahahaha, check it out guys I found an entry I had saved (and apparently had been working diligently on) that was totally funnycore. anyways, check it out. lol. i'm seriously not trying to bag on anyone or anything - i could rip you to shreds if i wanted. but i'm just saying. i can't remember anybody's usernames or anything, but there was one girl who was making fun of some kids on here, for like, being real and writing truth and what's really happening in their lives with great detail n being all 'oh ma lifez so pathetic, i love him gr8ly but he just duznt undastand 1' and, you know, i was like 'ha.' and then i fucking check out the rest of her entries and she LITERALLY says "my life is so pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" first of all, if you ever put that many exclamation marks in one sentence.. no.. anytime,EVER, you're gonna look like a fucking retard with a deadweight hand stuck on shift and 1.. second of all, what a fucking idiot. and then there's some other girl on here, who subtly hints that she does shitty stuff to herself and then tries to make it dynamic by adding obscure lyrics that she thinks know one is going to recognize. i think i've read one guy's journal. at least i hope it was a guy. or some lesbian chick. anyways, point is he/she was a complete fucking idiot. not only did we get one who put 1000 exclamation marks on the end of everything he/she typed, they were obsessing over terrible, terrible bands. i want to hug that kid. srsly. you know, just.. take him home and feed him. poor little retard. and last but not least, we come to my least favourite user on here. i was reading some random idiots journal the other day and they were completely obsessing over "Fallen Leaves." so i was like, awesome, hey, maybe i'll check this kid out. so after like, i dunno, 30 seconds of searching i got it. and holy shit. holy shit. here, don't let me try and conjure up words to tell you. check this out for yourself. Sorry, I'm showing off. But I'm so proud of myself. That sounds cocky. But one thing I want to be good in - lyric writing - I am. Finally! Don't I have an awesome teacher? She must have understood what I meant by my references to robbers and thieves that society couldn't catch. I'm talking about cancer. Anyways, now that THAT is out of the way, I might be doing something fun this weekend. Remember me talking about my sister's friend in her grade that I hang out with? I'll call her S. Well, S. is amazing and is... 16 I think. We might get together for the weekend, have a 'sleepover.' Good. That will be fun! Yay! Fallen gets to go to a sleepover! yay! fallen gets to go to a sleepover! LOL. more chick havin pathetic life. baaaaaaaahahahaha. that's priceless. here, have another. Grrr. I'm kind of mad at my dad right now. Just because of his nature. His over-protective fatherly instincts making his oblivious judgemental actions worse. You see, mom insisted I play something for her on my drums. I sat down, played a bit, and I saw Dad looking behind me, glaring and studying my posters. I have three posters on my wall: Billy Talent Billy Talent again and Good Charlotte. The Billy Talent ones aren't contreversial. No one is smoking, no one is giving the finger, no one has a shirt with an offensive slogan on it. In fact, they're probably as close to 'normal' as rockstars get in my dad's standards. As long as he doesn't study Aaron's fully tattooed arm, I'm good to go and free of once again pleading for Dad to understand that Billy Talent are good people and that, just because a person has a piercing, tattoo, or unnatural colour dyed into their hair doesn't mean that they are bad people. But the Good Charlotte poster is more 'contreversial.' And yes, hello to everyone, I like Good Charlotte. What's it to you? Some band members in Good Charlotte where eyeliner, or 'guyliner.' This is something new for Dad, we live in a small town with few colourings in stereotypes, meaning, no 'emo' or 'goth' boys wearing make up. So Dad probably studied this poster and immediately shunned the band from his good books. And this is the man that thinks Maroon 5 is 'respectable' after seeing them on the cups at Subway wearing suits. [Hey, old man, want to see their music video for 'Wake Up Call?'] He probably noted Good Charlotte's piercings. Earrings, nose rings, and lip rings (my personal favourite of the three.) He gestured towards Benji Madden and asked what was wrong with his lips. Because I had seen Dad studying the poster as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums (hi-hat, base, snare, yo.), I had been able to prepare myself to defend the band. "What's wrong with his lips?" "Don't start passing judgement on them because of their looks. They are, in fact, a Christian band, so just shhh." Alright, it wasn't the most profound and intelligent group of words that came out of my mouth, but still, it was a little better than a panicked, "Yeah, well, shut up." And some of you who still are bothering to read this dry entry may be frowning and groaning over the 'Christian band' thing. Dad's a Christian and I just assumed noting that a group of 'famous rock stars' believed in and tried to follow Christianity would rack up some brownie points. And ha-ha, don't be making any, "Christians are so judgemental" remarks either. Not all are. Apparently Christians are supposed to hate gay people too. A great chunk of the entire Christian pie probably do, but here's one little girl that doesn't. I don't have any problem with them. I mean, if you want to do that, then go hard, free world. It's a little weird from what I'm used to, but hey, if I was in that situation of an extreme minority against a supermassive society, then I'd be craving the respect too. Anyways, I'm going off topic, imagine that. In the end, Dad just frowned and we said a few more brief words and him and my mother departed from my sanctuary (also known as my 'bedroom.') Sigh. Dad, what to do with you? lol, WHAT?! what the fuck. first of all, she's already defended herself, but i can still have great lols at the fact she has a good charlotte poster on her wall. and billy talent. LOL. Because I had seen Dad studying the poster as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums (hi-hat, base, snare, yo.) lol. more frontin lil chick sayin she can play drums. and while she passed out too. coolies. "as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums as I was unconsciously playing an easy beat on the drums" unconsciously. hahahahaah. let us take a look at yet another one, shall we? _______________________________________________________ DAMN it, hahaha. I must've gotten interrupted, because that's where it ended. that's fucking awesome though, because i found her journal the other day as well. and STILL didn't like it. hahaha. anyways, no offense to Fallen. (i don't dislike her as much as before, honestly. I feel bad for posting this already, but I found this super funny.) I see now she has realised her immature and annoying ways, and is(althought she does talk about everything in super epic form as if she's writing a novel, which isn't bad once. but 450 times, is goddamn annoying. your life isn't that great or interesting, tbh.) getting better (still not GREAT, but better.) and, y'know, i've gotta respect her for that. Fallen, if you read this, know that i definitely would NOT make fun of you irl. (well, not alot. :)) sleepytime. bibi!!

I’ve got these lazy antibodies and pervasive headaches. What if I’m badly sick again? What about the frozen lakes? What about waltz and tap dancing and my homemade film noir? What about my old jukebox? What about the dashing guitar? I’ve got these lazy antibodies and pervasive headaches. What about getting closer to my younger brother? You live your life like a countdown and you wait for a milestone to happen. You think you dream in black and white. What if nothing ever comes along? What if you feel the need to haste? You think you dream in black and white. You live your life like a countdown and you wait for a milestone to happen You live your life like a countdown. That’s all right. That’s all right. What if you feel the need to hasten ? (Are you sure? I think it is Technicolor.) I’m afraid of middle-aged weariness and anxiety attacks. What if the dreary black-out comes? What about dreamy soundtracks? I’ve got these lazy antibodies and pervasive headaches What if I’m badly sick again? What about the frozen lakes?

so why'd you lie to me? you always lie to me... you had to lie to me. so why'd you lie to... you always lie to me the bitch, she lies to me you always lie to me you had to lie to.... me. EDIT: i found this survey on someone else's journal and decided to do it. hahah. =] [Music Survey] [10 Favorite Bands] (in no particular order) 1) Exodus 2) Brand New 3) Death 4) Ordo Equilibrio Rosarius 5) Call Me Loretta 6) The Spill Canvas 7) Elliott Smith 8) Red Hot Chili Peppers 9) A Fine Boat, That Coffin! 10) Winds of Plague, Incredible Bongo Band,13 & God, Commander Venus, cLOUDDEAD, Toru Okada, VNV Nation, Kamelot, Thunderstone, Savatage, Index for Potential Suicide, Therion, PORTRAITS OF PAST!!, Saetia, You & I, Neil Perry, Journey, Wow,Owls!, The Postal Service, Pat Benatar, Palehorse, Down, I Hate Myself, The Honorary Title [10 Favorite Songs, also in no particular order] Fuck.. I dunno if I could narrow it down to ten songs hahah 1) Jasey Rae - All Time Low 2) Untitled 04/Jesus/Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades/The Quiet Things No One Ever Knows - Brand New 3) Helpless - Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young 4) Childred of a Worthless God - Exodus 5) Bury Me In Smoke - Down 6) My Girlfriend's Boyfriend - Her Space Holiday 7) My Other Car is a Space Ship/ Radio Announcer/ Do You Feel At Home? - Commander Venus 8) (Mercury Rising) Seduced By the Kisses of Cinnabar Sweet - Ordo Equilibrio Rosarius 9) Bang Yer Head - Portraits of Past 10) The District Sleeps Alone Tonight/ Such Great Heights/ This Place is a Prison - The Postal Service [Your Top 10 Most Played Songs] according to Last.Fm... 1) One Body Too Many - Winds of Plague This song is pretty heavy, with growling vocals, but even if that's "not what you're into", check it out. The guitars are fucking cool, and honestly, it's just an all around amazing song. Fucking love this one. 2) Passenger Seat - Death Cab For Cutie ..The only good song by them. =[ 3) My Girlfriend's Boyfriend - Her Space Holiday Catchy as hell... haha. It's a good song though, best one by them for sure. 4) All I Know - Rahzel This guy fucking rocks, hahah. Check this song out!! 5) Apologize - Timbaland ft. One Republic I know I know, it's mainstream and a ripoff of One Republic, but whatever, it's catchy as hell :p 6) This Place is a Prison - The Postal Service This song really tugs on my heartstrings. Ben Gibbard puts so much emotion into this band that it almost nullifies the fact that he's in Death Cab. 7) Respect - Aretha Franklin Ha! I fucking could listen to this song a million times in a row and make up a new dance everytime. 8) Jasey Rae - All Time Low The only song I like by them. They're not bad or anything.. Just..Yanno. You can only take so much gay in one day :P 9) Me - Nocturnal Rites UH-MAZING song. Download this now!!! It's by a band that's normally *heavy* but this song is just a piano ballad and Fredrik Mannberg singing (yes, singing!!) with some random chick coming in at the end. FUCKING BEAUTIFUL! 10) My Other Car is a Space Ship - Commander Venus It's a prepubscent Bright Eyes... Need I say more? Hahah. Check it out! I'm gonna go ahead and make this top 20 songs. 11) Beauty in the Breakdown (acoustic) - The Scene Aesthetic If you wanna check this song out, DO IT, it's fucking beautiful... But MAKE SURE you get the ACOUSTIC version. The regular one sucks, hahaah. 12) Delicate- Damien Rice Gah. I love this song. And so does my mom. I can pretty much guarantee that you'll like it then, haha. Seriously though, it's a super soft acoustic song without getting too mushy on the vocals. It's good. 13) Helpless - Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young Hahaha, it's old people music for sure, but this young coot loves it. Check it out if you like 14) Stay With Me Awhile - Savatage It starts out with piano, drums, and soft guitar... It gets heavier, but not THAT heavy. It truly is an amazing song, and his vocals are good. You should def. check this out. 15) Lindsay Quit Lollygagging - The Chiodos Bros. I'll admit it, they are getting to be a mainstream band, but I've liked them since day 1 and I've seen them live a billion times. This song is pretty and romantic and just rules. This band just fucking rules. No matter how popular/ much of a sell-out they'll be. 16) Kelsey - Metro Station This song really hits home for me, I lost a best friend named Kelsey almost two years ago in a tragic car accident and I was randomly surfing Songmeanings a few days later and I happened to come across this song in someone's journal. I was amazed when I heard the song, it's fucking good (of course), but the lyrics just really tugged on my heart-strings. I shed a few tears everytime I hear this song. Miss ya and love you Kels. Rest in peace.