Have you talked to an asshole today? no. Are you crushing? maybe i am. Do you use lyrics to express how you feel? sometimes, yeah. Are you ashamed of your past? sometimes i am. Anyone close to you ever died? yes. Who's always there for you unconditionally? i would love to say my mom. she always is. Who was the last person you yelled at? uh. dad. What was the last compliment you received? i don't know. Are you going on vacation in the summer? kind of. minnesota to mayo clinic count? When was the last time you saw your best friend(s)? last night! Are you happy right now? doing allright. not really though. Do you regret anything that you have done? no. everything happens for a reason. What's the time? 4:11 pm. Do you trust people? no. If you were someone else, would you be friends with you? HAH. probably not, no. What is something you say when you're mad? shit. What friend will be coming over to your house next? who knows. Have you ever cried from being so mad? YES. What is your favorite beverage? water and diet mt. dew. yum. Have you ever seen your best friend cry? yes. Are you friends with your neighbors? not really. What do you do before you sleep? listen to music, read, or watch tv. or write. Where have you lived throughout your life? michigan. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/brother's friend? yeah. when i was realllll young. What were you doing at 1am this morning? sleeping. Do you have any enemies? nah. Are you looking forward to something as of right now? GRADUATION. What color eye shadow do you wear? none. Have you ever worn false eyelashes? nope. What was the last job you applied for? hardees. At the moment, are you more warm or cold? COLD. i'm freezing actually. Do you find guys with facial piercings attractive? yes, i really do. When was the last time you saw snow? mmm. idk. Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down? mother. Have you ever crimped your hair? hah. long time ago. it was a fun time though. Who was the last person to insult you to your face? lindsay, for sure. Has anyone ever tried to shove their religion in your face? YES. please, stop. Who was the last person you sat next to? mom. How old will you be in 10 months? nineteen. uselss age. What did you do today? woke up, dressed, went out to eat. happy mother's day. What did you do yesterday? slept forever. Who was the last person who texted you? --- Who can you tell anything to? mom. What did your last text message say? --- What are you thinking about right now? music. and cat. Do you smile often? no. When was the last time you cried? last week. Why is your relationship status the way it is? because i choose it. How long is your hair? a little below my shoulder. Last thing you ate? peanut butter. Who told you they loved you last? mom. What color are your eyes? brown. ick. Last person you hugged? mom. Who do you dislike currently? boy who leads me on. blech. Are you wearing make-up? nope. :) If you could have something right now, what would it be? probably some good candy. haha. What is the last thing you thought about? boy. Have you kissed someone with braces? nope. If you could change your eye color what would it be? i would love to be blue eyes. brown hair and blue eyes. ahhh. What is the wallpaper on your phone? no phone. Is there someone you can't stop thinking about? shit, yes. Have you ever had a surprise birthday party? no. i gave one though! Whens the last time you cried? last sunday. Who was the last person that made you laugh? mom! Who do you make fun of the most? jane! or jody. haha. How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now? none. Where did you last go out to eat? tailwinds. Do you dance in the car? YES. Are your parents in love? HAH. How did you get your last bruise? no idea. sucks. Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over? i'd rather sleep over at a friends. Who is in your house right now? me, mom, and cat. Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong? yeah. What's your favorite season? in between summer and winter. nice. What is your favorite color? blue. Have you ever thought that your life was so bad you wanted to give up? Do you have any tattoos? nope. If you had to choose, would you rather be an alcoholic or a pothead? alcholic. Do you get along with guys or girls better? guys, defintely. Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? night. When is the last time you had pizza? yesterday. If you had the chance to have your face put on a quarter, would you? hell, no. Heard any really great quotes lately? no. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life? i hope so. What is the last movie you saw in a theater? stoploss i believe. Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? no. What do you think of people who have their name tattooed on them? well, if they like it. cool. What is the name of your siblings best friend? idk. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? yeah. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go? let them go. it's their choice. Last time you smiled? idk. Have you had the best night of your life? no. What are you doing tomorrow? school. blah. Do you know someone who likes you? yeah.

What are your plans for Friday? um. i'm skipping school for sure. i hate spring fling. Do you think you're old? no, i just feel old. Are you afraid of the dark? no. i love the dark. Do you like your life at the moment? it's allright. Ever talked to someone that was drunk? yeah. Have you ever lost a friend? yes. Did you have a dream last night? yeah. it was so weird. Have you ever crawled through a window? yepp. What should you really be doing right now? probably putting my sheets on my bed, but ah, who cares. Can you handle the truth? no. but i'd rather hear it. What was the most recent thing you bought? hot fudge sundae. What song are you listening to now? near to you-fine frenzy. Last person you were in the car with besides your family? lindsay. and renee. How often do you talk on the phone? not often. i really do not like talking on the phone much. Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl? i suppose. yeah. What did you do today? slept till one. layed around. read a book. ate food. showered. now this. Name something you can't live without? my mom. Have you made a prank phone call? yeah. Currently wanting anything? no. it's not like i know what i want anymore. When was the last time you cried? last sunday. Are you thinking about something right now? always. Do you like your hair? no. it's wet and messy right now. Do you miss anybody? of course i do. Have you ever broken your arm? nope. Last person you text messaged? don't text! Are you married? HAH. Do you have a friend that starts with the letter J? jane! Last time you hugged someone? um. today. Who was it? mother. And why? i love her. Last time you consumed alcohol? longgg time ago. Have you ever drank with your number one? yeah. Ever kissed someone who smokes? sure have. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it? no. Do you have any siblings? a sibling. Does the last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you? no. Do you kiss a lot of people? no. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? near the ocean. please. Do you think your last ex deserves to die? haha. no. he's a great guy. Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say: oh, well. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking? wayyy too often. i suck. Who do you trust the most in your life? myself. Who has hurt you the most? probably my dad. Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone? nahhh. How long ago did you hug someone? it's been since today. Do you find it easier to forgive or forget? forget. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? yeah. What gets you happy? music. always. the carpenters. Who was the last person you yelled at? mom. Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs? yeah. Last night, did you go to sleep smiling? no. who goes to sleep smiling? Where did you sleep last night? my bed. Did you have a good day yesterday? yeah. What was the highlight of today? reading my book. sad. Do you hate anyone? no. Do they know who they are? --- Do you have a best friend? yeah. Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor? no. When was the last time you bought something? yesterday. Have you ever told someone you love them? yeah. Do you play an instrument? i use to. What’s the reason behind your myspace display name? um. it's my name. Is there anyone you call baby? yes. In the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most? MOVING. Have you ever dated someone older than yourself? yes. Does a kiss make you feel better when you're angry? for about a second. What are you wearing? pajamas and shirt. What color is the thing you are sitting on right now? pinkish brown. Are you doing this just because you're bored? no. What is bothering you right now? uhh. so much. don't preach to me about religion. please. Was last New Year's enjoyable? no. it sucked. I'll bet you miss someone right now? of course. Are you high? HAH. no. What is your desktop picture? my mom and grandpa. Do you shop for clothes? yeah. Where do you think your best friend is right now? at home. Who else is in the room with you right now? no one. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? yeah. i do. How often do you get onto myspace/facebook? too much. Do you have any enemies? ahh. maybe. Ever fell in a hole? yeah, haha. What last made you sad? some commercial. Where did you last sleep other than your house? renees. Whens the last time you drove? yesterday. Any changes in your life? soon to be. do you like anyone? i shouldn't. Who did you talk to on the phone last? dad. List 2 facts about the last person you kissed? he sucks. and he's a good kisser. What are your plans for Friday? skipping school because i really hate spring fling. Do you think you're old? noo. Are you afraid of the dark? no. i love it. Do you like your life at the moment? at the moment? NO. i'm tired of it. and i'm only eighteen. Ever talked to someone that was drunk? yes. Have you ever lost a friend? yes. everything happens for a reason. Did you have a dream last night? crazy dream. Have you ever crawled through a window? yepp. my own, actually. What should you really be doing right now? NOTHING. Can you handle the truth? sometimes. but i'd rather hear it. What was the most recent thing you bought? hot fudge sundae. What song are you listening to now? me vs. maradona vs. elvis. -brand new. Last person you were in the car with besides your family? lindsay. and renee. How often do you talk on the phone? not much. Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl? ehh. whatever. What did you do today? slept till one. ate. read a book. showered. Name something you can't live without? a blanket. Have you made a prank phone call? yeah. Currently wanting anything? NO. When was the last time you cried? sunday. since then, i'm just going to hold it in. whatever. waste of my time. Are you thinking about something right now? yeah. Do you like your hair? no. Do you miss anybody? yeah. Have you ever broken your arm? no. Last person you text messaged? i don't text. Are you married? HAH. No. Do you have a friend that starts with the letter J? yeah. Last time you hugged someone? this morning. Who was it? mom. And why? 'cause i love her. Last time you consumed alcohol? longgg time ago. Have you ever drank with your number one? yeah. Ever kissed someone who smokes? yeah. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it? no. Do you have any siblings? yeah. sibling.

'so reckless, so thoughtless, but i could care less' so i'm pretty sure my cat just farted on me. sweet. nothing better than a cat with gas right on my lap. it is thursday today and since i have nothing better to do until my bestest friend gets here, i'll go through what has been going on. (1) my mom is still sick beyond belief since sunday. she cannot handle going to work so she has doctor boyfriend write her a note. and i am trying to take care of her best i can. and found out that she is lying to everyone. i get to cover up for those lies. (2) i need to finish my rental application asap. my dad is getting pissed because the rental person keeps calling him. LADY! hello, i am a senior in high school. i have better things to do with my time than fill out your ridiculous forms. (3) trying to understand previous best friend. she called me, wrote me a note, ims me. she thinks i'm amazing and that we can be friends again, because i am more than that. honestly, i cannot promise her anything. i feel like i have changed so much this year. i speak what is on my mind more. i am not more than what she thinks. i am not anything. i cannot give her all of my time. my time is up. ugh. (4) boy who leads me on, lead me on. again. i guess anyone can promise someone anything in the heat of moment. and that is exactly what he did. he promised me something so he could get something. and i fell for it. i thought he actually cared about me. i wanted him to be able to care about me. i wanted to be different than other girls. but i'm no better. (5) so last night, i'm sitting in my room with renee talking and there is a golden cross just glowing on my wall. i turned off all lights and it was still there. it's just there. it's HUGE. it freaked me out so much. so i have no idea what it is suppose to be or mean, but i don't even want to think about it anymore. ugh. sick. (6) I watched across the universe again. best movie ever. i love it. it makes me feel awesome. it's just a movie where you can just let everything flow. it doesn't have to make some sort of sense. you just feel it. best kind of movies. (7) so i want to see iron man today. i wonder if anyone else does. i'll just take a shower and call up some people and see if they want to, it'd be sweet. i need some sweet action in my life right now. (8) so it is saturday. and i slept in until one. how depressing. because i have nothing better to do. i suppose i should savor it and just relax. but, ugh. i really suck at relaxing. i am always fidgeting and i know that bothers some people. so i'm pretty sure that is all that is happening, because i cannot imagine anything else happening. so, shit. i suppose it's time to take a shower.

A fact about the person you like? i shouldn't like him, but whatever. What happened at 10:00 am today? i was going to the nursing home. sweet. When did you last cry? sunday. dumb pervs. What do you want in your life right now? i have no idea what i want anymore. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? nope. Something you just don't understand? stupid boy. [s] What is the last thing someone bought you? uh. food. i'm a fatty. Where did you last eat? my bed. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "J ". jane. i miss her. outrageously. Who's the last person on your missed calls list? uh. renee. Who's the most annoying person in your neighborhood? my next door neighbor. always yelling. and the messiest person alive. Do you plan on moving in the next year? yeah. What were you doing at 8:30pm last Friday night? probably laying around. What are you thinking right now? how warm my cat is. Do you have a job? nope. What are your plans tomorrow? senior skip day. oh, yes. Who took your profile picture? uh. becky! What is your current problem? finishing my rental application. fuck. Slept in someone else's bed? sure have. What are you looking forward to in the next week? getting closer and closer to graduation. Have you ever had your heart broken? no. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? it happens. Who was the last person you saw? mother. Who is the last person you freaked out on? my cat, haha. Do you regret anything that you have done? i should, but i don't. Have you ever cried when you're mad? yes. Song your listening to? ..slowdance on the inside-tbs.

so i cannot stand anything about where i am or who i am right about, now. i can't stand the fact that i know that subconsciously i am waiting for boy to lead me on, to talk to me. wasteful time. i cannot stand the fact that my room is a diaster and yet, i'm here, typing out this shit. i cannot stand the fact that i keep listening to the same songs. i cannot stand the fact that i want my laundry done, and it's not getting done the way i want it to. i cannot stand the fact that i did not bring my college lit homework home. i cannot stand the fact that boys lead girls on, constantly. i cannot stand the fact that i lead boys on, constantly. i don't even want to think about how sick i am of myself and everything right now. i would love to sleep on my bed, but i want to wash my sheets, they are gross. period all over. my stomach is cramped up and i have no appetite. i only have an appetite for about a bag a chips a day. how gross. hopefully i will lose some weight though. i am a complete fat ass. my back hurts outrageously. this must be depression and aggravation. i want to get up and do something so i get out a vaccuum cleaner. what the fuck is that going to do? piss me off even more clearly. i hope he knows what he does to me. i hope boy who leads me on knows. i deleted him from my b/l. i guess i really am bi-polar with him. but of course, he acts like he cares for about a week, and the next, we're strangers. it's sick. it's, just not right to treat me like shit. done. i'm going to be gone soon, true, but honestly, to come back and say that doesn't mean anything. you promised. but, like i said, promises lack the thought of time. they lack the thoughts you are going to think in the future. of how gross i am, apparently. i am digusting. i am a fat ass, after all. and sure enough, i come back with some cheesy popcorn. how many calories? probably about a billion. it's about six. and what have i done? nothing that counts as good. and how bad can i be that i still have feelings for an ex, but yet i am still waiting for boy who leads me on to talk to me. & now boy who asked me to sleep with him is online. gross. like i said, skank written all over me. life bombs. my moods really do change faster than the weather. one minute, i'm pissed, the next i'm in love, one minute i'm totally optimisitic about the future, the next, i'm totally insecure. 'exercising self-control' ahhhhhh! i need that. i don't know why i need that so much. stupid boy. you made me wait. you made me hope. i guess i'm through waiting. you made your choice. i just wish i could make mine.

Ever been in a car wreck? yeah. of course. Are looks important? i would love to say no. but i'd be lying. By what age would you like to be married? i don't want to get married. Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them? of course it does. Have you ever made a mistake? yes. Are you a good tipper? i think so. What's the most you have spent for a haircut? like twenty. Have you ever peed in public? yeah. What song do you want played at your funeral? i don't want a funeral. What would your last meal be before getting executed? um. pigs in the blanket. Beatles or Stones? the beatles. If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who? who wants to pick that? gross. Beer, wine or hard liquor? hard liquor. shittttt. :D Do you have any phobias? i guess. What are your plans for the future? college.live near the ocean with some cats near a library. If you were an animal what would you be? cat. Favorite hair color for the person you're dating? i realllyyyy like lighter hair color. little blondish brown. nice. Do you like horror or comedy? i looove horror. but comedy is awesome too. Are you missing anyone? obviously. Where do you want to live when you are old? near the ocean. Who is the person you can count on the most? my mom. Are you named after anyone? nope. What is your favorite alcoholic drink? pfftt. Non alcoholic drink? i love water. and diet mt. dew. What is your favorite holiday? xmas. Have you ever caught a fish? noooope.

"so sick, so sick of being tired, and oh so tired of being sick, we're both such magnificent liars, so crush me baby, i'm all ears. so obviously desperate, so desperately obvious." that is exactly how i feel right now. boy who leads me on, sucks. he cannot follow through with anything. "let's hangout tomorrow" i'm tired of you. i wish you would finally just say what you mean. say it. say you want me to go away. say you want me here. say something. anything. shit. i'm just here. i'm always here. just desperate. and it's so obvious. i need to forget him. i need to just stop thinking about him. just, whenever he wants to talk or hangout, be like allright, cool. be more relaxed about this. there are plenty of other boys who are fine with talking and hanging out with me. and why him? Why him? blah. i'm so messed up. and my mom just keeps falling over. and it's "don't worry." but everytime i think i hear a collaspe, my heart almost jumps out of my chest. i don't know what i'm going to do when i leave. i'm going to have a heart attack! ahhh. my life is more complicated than ever. i don't even know how to handle this. i think too much. stop thinking! stop! i need to just accept what's happening and take life with a grain of salt. 'whenever you feel like you are going to crash through the floor, just float' mr. bradley rocks. i think that's the best bit of advice i have gotten since leonard. before, i always use to tell myself to just breathe, but thinking that in my head is way better. i need to just learn how to float.

1: Who has your heart? someone who doesn't deserve it. 2: Do you like the last person you kissed? yeahhh. 3: Who was the last person to call you? missy! 4: What is the last thing you had to drink? coffee. 5: When was your last encounter with the police? uhhh august? maybe. 6: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? kinda. but not really. 7: Did you sing at all today? oh yes. 8: When is the last time you cried? um. this morning. 9: Last text from? i do not text. 10: Are you scared of spiders? daddy long legs creep me out. 11: Who were you with last night? myself. 12: What do you think of Fergie? her song fergilicious is creepy. and annoying. 13: Do you believe in love? not true love. 14: Summer or Winter? in between is always nice. 15: Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far? i think i have. 16: Do you miss anyone? yes. 17: Do you have a crush? yes. 18: Who was the last person in your bed? me, missy, and kelsey. 19: Where is the person you have feelings for right now? either: drunk, sleeping, or playing guitar hero. what a freak. 20: What color is your hair? brown. 22: Is there someone you wanna hug right now? my mother. 23: Who knows a secret or two about you? defintely renee. 24: Are you too forgiving? not at all. i seldomly forgive people. i hold grudges. 26: Olive Garden is? a sucky restaurant. 27: Are you closer to your mother or father? mother. 28: Do you have trust issues? yeah. 29: What does your second sent text say? i do not text. 30: Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them? yes, my dad. i've never been 'in' love. 31: Who do you like to spend your nights with? my mother. and my friends. 32: If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you? not right now, no. 35: Have you ever been to Florida? yes. 36: When did you last talk to your brother or sister? on the phone tonight. he's far away:[ 37: Do you ever wanna know who you're going to marry? i'm not going to get married. 38: Have you ever punched a guy? yeah. for good reason. 39: Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes. it happens. 40: Does anyone hate you for no reason? ehh, probably. 41: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? probably not. 1: Who has your heart? a guy who clearly doesn't care or deserve it. 2: How did you wake up this morning? with my cat in my face. 3: Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset? i would love to be able to see sunrise. but i would only be up to sunet. 4: Are you wearing any non-clothing? no. 5: What did you do yesterday? school.home.hung out with jody.slept. 6: Who was the last person to call you? misssyyy! 7: Would you take a bullet for anyone? depends on the person. 8: Did you meet anyone new today? yeah. very giggly people. i hate giggly people. 9: Have you ever been on the radio? no. 10: What did you drink today? water.coffee.mt dew. 11: Do you like honey? a little. it's allright. 12: What's the last bone you broke? i have never broken a bone. 13: Do you know the date? may third. 14: Where was the last place you went shopping? jubilee. i'm wild. 15: Did you sing at all today? yeah. with the radio. 16: When's the last time you cried? morning. i reaallyyy hate mornings. and sundays suck too. tomorrow is sunday:X 17: How many letters are in your last name? five. 18: When did you go swimming last? no idea. 19: Do you love anyone other than family? friends. 20: What book did you read last? someone like you. a big disappointment. 21: Is your top dirty? no. 22: Do you like animals? veryyyy much. 23: Are you scared of spiders? daddy long legs. ick. 24: Do you have any tattoos or piercing? no. 25: Can you play guitar hero? i suck. 26: How do you walk? weird. 27: What do you think of Fergie? she actually has a very good singing voice. she just doesn't show it. she's more for looks. 28: Do you read Rolling Stone? sometimes. it's a pretty sweet magazine. 29: Do you believe in love? not true love. 30: Do you want to get married? NO. 31: How old do you want to be when you have kids? twenties would be nice. 32: Who was the last person you rode in a car with? missy and kelsey. 34: What are you doing tonight? computer, probably. 35: Where were you five hours ago? hmm home maybe? 36: Are you wearing socks right now? no. i hate socks. 38: What are you wearing right now? shirt, pjs. 39: Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? uhhh no. 40: What is the last thing you purchased online? i don't purchase stuff online. 41: Do you miss anyone? always. duh. 42: Do you curse a lot? yeah. 43: Are you scared of the dark? no. i like the dark. 44: Who was the last person in your bed? missy and kelsey. and me. 45: What do you know about the future? if i'm near the ocean. 46: Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning? idk. it's not 3:02 a.m. yet. When was the last time you watched the Real World?: today. and it sucks. Do you often drink?: water, yes. How about smoke?: occasionally:X Who was the last person to text you?: i don't text. What did they say?: --- Do you not have texting?: yes. If you had a baby boy what would you name him?: jack. What color are the walls in your livingroom?: white. Have you ever made your own jewelry?: i tried. i am not creative at all. it was horrible. If you could play any instrument what would it be?: piano. Are you insane in the membrane?: i'm insane. yeahhhh. What's the highest science class you have taken?: advanced bio. i hate science classes. What grade will you be in next year?: freshman. in college:D Where's your phone right now?: room. How much do you love your parents?: so very, very much. Are you currently single?: yes:] When was the last time you drank water?: couple hours ago. How many pairs of sunglasses do you own?: zero. What are your favorite types of surveys? idk. Would you ever consider owning your own business?: no. Have you ever been on the track team?: no. How has the weather been lately?: shitty. When was the last time you got really angry?: uhhh. i don't really know. Do you often swear?: yes, i do. Does addiction of anything run in your family?: yeah. Are you an opinionated person?: not really. On a scale 1-10, how nice are you?: uh. six. Have you ever done community service?: yeah. Are you a giggly person?: at times, but not really. What is your favorite topping for pizza?: supreme. Is there anything that is bothering you?: yeah. boy. Do you own a shirt with dinosaurs on it?: no. What are your plans for this weekend? it's the weekend. no plans. Would you ever get colored contacts?: maybe. Do you wear contacts?: no. When was the last time you worked out?: shit, a long time ago. Do you check your horoscope daily?: i used to. What is your favorite necklace that you own?: i don't like jewelry. Did you wear jeans today?: yeah. Do you follow the Bible?: no. Have you ever swam in the ocean?: it's the best feeling in the world. Are you more optimistic, pessimistic, or realistic?: realisitic i would say. How many more hours until you go to bed?: too many.

How did your day start off? tiring. When's the next time you will see the person you like? probably never. he sucks at plans. When's the next time you will see the person who absolutely takes your breath away? takes my breath away? hmm. probably never. Are you waiting for something? yeah. Last text message you received? i do not text. Last myspace message you received? a dumb one. Does anyone hate you? ehh. i don't care. probably. Where are your siblings? my sibling, in wyoming. Who texted you the most today? i do not text, again. Are you happy with life? at times. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? for sure. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? some people. Could you cry right now? yeah. Are you a jealous person? no. If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be? maybe my dad. Do you miss anyone? of course. 17] Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday? i try. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? haha. no. i couldn't hate him. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status? i am single. it's a basic understanding. Is there something you always wear? nope. Have you ever thought about converting your religion? i don't have a religion. soooo. no. What are you going to do after this? idk. How's the weather today? blah. Is it spring break? nope. What time is it? around uhhh six? Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? no. When's the next time you'll see your closest friends? hopefully SOON. i miss them already:[ What were you doing this morning at 7am? sleeping. What radio station do you listen to the most? uhh 99.5, oldies! Where is your father? wyoming. What are you listening to? some awesome music. Is there anything that you are craving right now? water. In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence? nooope. What do you need to be doing right now? not a thing. Who do you hate? no one. What do you wear to bed? my pjs. Has anyone got on your nerves lately? i suppose. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? no. What were you doing at 6pm Saturday night? well. it is that now. and nothing. Do you know anyone with the same name as you? yeah. Do you text during class? ahhh. i don't text. Do you like your significant other's friends? i have no significant other. Who is the weirdest kid in your period 5 class? there's a few. How do you like your popcorn? very buttery and salty. Do you get along with your significant other's siblings? yeahhh. What about their parents? yeah. Do you shop at Hollister? nah. What about Spencer's? i look, but never buy. Has your significant other ever hit you? no. What feeling do you have right now? a little tired.

I'm trying to concentrate on writing my papers and not thinking so much. Not caring so much. I guess that really is my weakness. I worry too much. And where does worrying get me? Nowhere. It is not going to change anything. But I still do it. But that is a part of me. I worry. I think. I'm not going to change myself. Not just yet. I can't help it.