F's

by x_miss_red_head_x on November 30, 2004 November 29, 2004 Listening to: The Bombs Fall by Axes of Evil I got an F in Science on my progress report today. Now i'm just going to have to wait until i see dad so i can get slapped around and screamed at. i don't even understand science, so how am i supposed to do the work if i don't understand what the hell we're doing? the whole thought of it makes me sick. and scared. so this weekend i basically hung with ian and david and david. we played tag at ian's, then on sat. we went to david's and the guys played halo 2, and then on sunday david came over than we went to ian's again. wow. wish i could have hung with my bf but oh well. he was really sweet today, he said he missed me a bunch over these four days. what a sweetheart. its weird, with my last relationship distance was a bad thing, it just made him do stuff with other girls and get annoyed with me, but with this one, its kind of a good thing because we realize how much we miss each other over the weekend and all that....and....i don't know....it kind of builds up the anticipation. and it's way easier since we only don't see each other for 2-4 days instead of a week. thinking about the other guy makes me sad....what a waste it was when it all wound down. just two weeks of really liking each other, then i guess he got tired of me. i don't really know what happened. i wish i did. it would have probably made it alot easier. No Comments

Mom and money

by x_miss_red_head_x on November 28, 2004 November 27, 2004 listening to: Son et Lumiere by Mars Volta i'm mad. i did'nt work today, i can't see my boyfriend and for once my mom is really depressing when she talks about life for us. its always negative with her, and she says that i'm negative and wonders where i get it from. huh. she blows alot of stuff out of proportion, too. like that we are SO poor and can't afford much for x-mas. i don't think it's as bad as she's making it out to be but it still sucks. i've chosen not to go snowboarding because i can't afford it. i need to buy ppl stuff for christmas because i know they are buying stuff for me and i don't want to be ungrateful and selfish when i know that i have, even it's small, some spending money. just not enough for the stuff that counts. but everything happens for a reason, i guess. and i've been going through this because i know it will teach me something, no matter what that may be. No Comments