In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
Oh, well I woke up in hell today
I woke up depressed and drained
But that's OK 'cause I promised
Not to hurt you again
And apparently I'm to blame
But apparently I've been framed
By a memory that
Won't help me when its happening
Out of the mind
Out of the soul
Out of the light
Out of control
Standing in the middle of yesterday
Where it all went wrong
Where we made the mistakes
I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say
But it won't be long
Until it will be okay
Well, I promised you I would I change
But I'm an asshole and I'm ashamed
And I'm upset 'cause
I betrayed everything that you gave
Will you ever let me explain
Can I beg you to let me stay
Don't quit me 'cause ill never let this happen
Out of the mind
Out of the soul
Out the light
Out of control
Standing in the middle of yesterday
Where it all went wrong
Where we made the mistakes
I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say
But it won't be long
And it'll be okay
Standing in the middle of yesterday
Where it all went wrong
Where we made the mistakes
I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say
But it won't be long
And it'll be okay
Standing in the middle of yesterday
Where it all went wrong
Where we made the mistakes
I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say
But it won't be long
And it'll be okay
Oh, I want to make it up to you
Make it up to you
I'm gonna make it up to you
Oh, oh
Oh, I want to make it up to you
Make it up to you
I'm gonna make it up to you
Oh, oh
I woke up depressed and drained
But that's OK 'cause I promised
Not to hurt you again
And apparently I'm to blame
But apparently I've been framed
By a memory that
Won't help me when its happening
Out of the mind
Out of the soul
Out of the light
Out of control
Standing in the middle of yesterday
Where it all went wrong
Where we made the mistakes
I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say
But it won't be long
Until it will be okay
Well, I promised you I would I change
But I'm an asshole and I'm ashamed
And I'm upset 'cause
I betrayed everything that you gave
Will you ever let me explain
Can I beg you to let me stay
Don't quit me 'cause ill never let this happen
Out of the mind
Out of the soul
Out the light
Out of control
Standing in the middle of yesterday
Where it all went wrong
Where we made the mistakes
I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say
But it won't be long
And it'll be okay
Standing in the middle of yesterday
Where it all went wrong
Where we made the mistakes
I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say
But it won't be long
And it'll be okay
Standing in the middle of yesterday
Where it all went wrong
Where we made the mistakes
I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say
But it won't be long
And it'll be okay
Oh, I want to make it up to you
Make it up to you
I'm gonna make it up to you
Oh, oh
Oh, I want to make it up to you
Make it up to you
I'm gonna make it up to you
Oh, oh
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