"The Alcohol Diary"

All for the sake of healing.
She went back on everything
She stood for
Fell apart to the
Acts that she abhors
A night of regrets
Finish a lie with "I love You"
What a heartless thing to do
In the hands of another

Who have you Become?
Stranger
I taste the poison on your lips
eating through me it kills
Slowly
Breaking
Down months of strength
And memories
We built together
So high, so strong
You single handedly destroyed everything we ever were
Everything we were to become

A false commitment.
I so strongly believed
Pretending you were someone you
Never were meant to be
You've gone to far
There Is no going back...
Declare your independence
I should've listened

I was warned of the pain you'd
Cause
I knew what you were capable of
Blame me.
Blame me for trying

Who have you become?
Stranger
I taste their poison on your lips
Fucking through me it kills
Slowly
Breaking
Down my dick of strength
And memories
We built together
So high, so strong
You single handedly destroyed everything we ever were
Everything we were to become


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    this is the first song i heard by keepsake and i automaticly loved it! it has such a great meaning to it and these guys voices are killer! keep up the GREAT! work keepsake!

    drink_drank_punk01on June 03, 2002   Link
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    jesus i havent even heard the song just reading the lyrics that really hits home except i feel like the girl....

    yeahyouknowmeon June 18, 2002   Link
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    jesus i havent even heard the song just reading the lyrics that really hits home except i feel like the girl....

    yeahyouknowmeon June 18, 2002   Link
  • 0
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    this song owns me... i can totally relate to it and the words hit so hard.

    poisonous_screamson August 15, 2002   Link
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    to me this songs reminds me of this kid i go to school with and how he was friends with me while i had my licence and just used me for rides and pretended to care about me and shit and then when he got his licence jsut forgot to care and it jsut makes me think twice about who my real friends are

    xstarxbleedsxon August 28, 2002   Link
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    Does anyone have a CD cover of one of the 4 Keepsake records please? Please help!

    bjorkellinaon September 22, 2002   Link
  • 0
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    This song soo explains everything I felt tonight. Ah, thank god today is almost over. Keepsake is such an amazing band...I hope i get to see them live before I die.

    Broken And Bruisedon March 23, 2003   Link
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    wow. this is the first song i heard by them and l'm hooked. . My dad is an alcoholic so i can really relate to it. and as a matter of fact got kicked out of our house today. Really hits home for me.

    jess354on June 05, 2003   Link
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    This is a great song, and it gets better as you listen to it

    ILoveDopeon September 30, 2005   Link
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    i like this, my friend just sent it to me and i was immediately in love with it!

    greendy46on June 12, 2006   Link

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