I am caligula
Gluttun of gluttons
Men over women,
Man over woman,
The whore over man.
And I'm..
not ashamed to admit
I'ts not enough to say
"I love all of you"
And I'm aroused

You lie here, you lie here.

We are ok in a misguided sadist way
We are ok.
We are ok in a disabled veteran's way
We are ok.

Can I ever begin to imagine
The terrible
Itch in mine
It haunts your mind.
A family of five
The end of mine.

I died with wolves again.
I travel with thieves again
And I...
What did I teach you?
What did I teach you?
You're lying, you're lying

We are ok in a misguided sadist way
We are ok.
We are ok in a disabled veteran's way
We are ok.

So don't confuse why we put you here
Or your automation for individuality
A notch on my belt is how you shall exist
A notch on my bedpost is how you shall exist
And no more no less for the common good
That's you, American womanhood
That's you, American womanhood.

It haunts your mind
It haunts your mind.

We are ok in a misguided sadist way
We are ok.
We are ok in a disabled veteran way
We're so cold.


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    this song is great live

    chulavistaon June 17, 2002   Link

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