The drought was the very worst, ah ah
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
It was months, and months of back and forth, ah ah
You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore
Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean

There was nothing left to do, ah ah
When the butterflies turned to dust, they covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof, ah ah
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you
The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
I think I am finally clean, ah
Said, I think I am finally clean, ah

Ten months sober, I must admit
Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it
Ten months older I won't give in
Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it

The drought was the very worst, ah ah
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Finally clean, think I'm finally clean, ah ah
Think I'm finally clean


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Clean Lyrics as written by Taylor Swift Imogen Heap

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  • +7
    My Interpretation

    This song is the most raw on her new album. She employs a simple melody and uses vivid lyrics. I think this song is basically her moving on from an unhealthy relationship. In the beginning of the song she is so broken by the break up, or the 'drought', also known as the absence of that person. After a bad relationship, you feel dirty, "like a wine stained dress". The stain isn't easy to get off, just like the memories aren't easy to forget.

    And then, ultimately, you go through the storm, or the part where the emotions and pain take over. Suddenly, the storm eventually stops, and you come out of the heartbreak and sadness a new person.

    She compares a drug addiction to an addiction to a person. Eventually, after going cold turkey and embracing the storm, you come out anew from the situation. There's temptations to go back to that person because you miss what you thought you had or who they were at the beginning. You find that it's okay to be alone and therefore you're "free" of that person, and finally clean.

    olemisschickon December 03, 2014   Link
  • +5
    General Comment

    The entire album tells a story, starting with Welcome to New York and then ending with this song. The entire time she's been going back and forth with one guy, but then one day she lets him go. The "secret messages" or whatever for this one is SHE LOST HIM BUT FOUND HERSELF AND SOMEHOW THAT WAS EVERYTHING and I think that just adds to the power of the song. It's raw emotion and it's beautiful. It closes the album perfectly, and on a bittersweet note. Utterly flawless

    xoxofitzgeraldon February 16, 2015   Link
  • +3
    My Interpretation

    I know it's about a relationship but you could also could look at it like an internal battle. A form of depression.

    "Rain came down when i was drowning thats when i could finally breathe" Sometimes when you are in so deep you end up building everything up. You could finally breathe once you were drowned with an over flow of you emotions. The drought is you holding all you have in and then ending up breaking in end.

    The song is just a story through a tough time in someone's life. "You" in the song is like talking to the illness of depression. "Ten months older I won't give/ now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it" Once you get over such an awful time in your life you never want to go back. You are clean from sadness. "Wine stained dress" is also a metaphor to the fact that you will always be stained by it.

    You may not agree with me but that's why I love taylor and her music. No matter what you are going through or what your story is, there is always a way to relate to her songs in different aspects other than your love life. I will always love her music for that reason. Love the song too :)

    Audrey2113on January 07, 2015   Link
  • +2
    Song Fact

    Taylor said that in this song she compares the relationship gone bad to a stained dress. Just as the dress can be cleaned, she gets over the guy too and becomes "clean" again, but it takes time.

    "Ten months sober, I must admit, Just because you're clean doesn't mean you don't miss it. "

    creykon October 25, 2014   Link
  • +2
    General Comment

    Employing another water metaphor, “Clean” finds Swift after a breakup drowning in the stuff (tears, presumably), until she is “finally clean” and ready to move on. Written and recorded with Imogen Heap, the sad but ultimately hopeful song is in the vein of similarly-themed Swift album closers like “Begin Again.”

    amirbeon October 26, 2014   Link
  • +2
    My Interpretation

    This song means a lot to me personally. I've had a history of abuse and thought I'd share my interpretation. This is what it means to me.

    The drought was the very worst When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst (It's hard not being with you. You taught me everything.) It was months, and months of back and forth You're still all over me like I wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turn black like a perfect storm (For a long time I knew you were wrong, but I stayed anyway, out of hope. Everything I learned from y'all, it's stuck to me and I don't know how to get it off. I give up, I'm gonna do it. I need to cut)

    Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean (I thought it was helping me cope with what you did to me. Like a brand new slate. Forgive and forget, yeah?)

    [For after I left the abusive relationship] There was nothing left to do And the butterflies turned to dust they covered my whole room (I was scared and now I'm not. My eyes are open) So I punched a hole in the roof Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing (I can't believe I let that happen. I hate you for it. Screw you. I'm making my own path, you weren't there when I needed help. You rejected to accept I had problems.)

    Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean I think I am finally clean Said, I think I am finally clean (I'm getting better. I'll show you, bitch. I don't need y'all, or it.)

    10 months sober, I must admit Just because you're clean don't mean you miss it (I want to do it. I want to do it. I want to...) 10 months older I won't give in Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it (I won't do it. Not again, I'm stronger than that, I know I am.) The drought was the very worst When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst (I miss it. But, I don't miss you.)

    Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean (I did it. I'm clean of you. And you. And cutting.)

    LyricMufinon December 28, 2014   Link
  • +1
    My Opinion

    She said had to give it up and learn to live life being alone by herself, which was a decision she made herself for her own good. It's pretty obvious that's what this is about, at least part of it.

    "Ten months sober, I must admit Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it Ten months older I won't give in Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it."

    bigtakeshion November 19, 2014   Link
  • +1
    General Comment

    I think the majority of comments have covered the basis of it already but I read somewhere recently, might have been Buzzfeed, that Taylor said it's more about the fact that she'd been in a city where an ex lived for two weeks and hadn't even thought about it and when she did it was just coming to that realization that she was over him, didn't have any urge to call him or anything.

    Disclaimer: I can't confirm if it's specifically about anyone as I've heard it's about an ex in particular but also read that everything she writes is factual and more as a coping mechanism for those who need a song to relate to.

    lbguitariston May 28, 2015   Link
  • +1
    My Interpretation

    I think that this is about reflecting over a relationship that had ended in that person's life. And it was a relationship where the person reflecting was really into it. And the person just reflects over when she knew it was ending (the drought was the very worst when the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst) and once it ended and the heartbreak that she went through and how just because she is over that person does not mean that she doesn't miss the relationship. And eventually the song gets to the present where she is reflecting and she is okay with her life and not heartbroken and she knows that it's going to be okay

    lonely_and_confusedon August 26, 2015   Link
  • +1
    My Interpretation

    Okay... In my opinion, "clean" its not only about a relationship but it's about to get over a bad thing, some moment in your life that once made you feel like a shit but now you're finally ready to move on... You just don't let those moments, Terrible words and bad people affect you anymore! You know... Someday you'll get up and look at the mirror and You are gonna be finally clean

    namelessbiaon December 28, 2015   Link

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