Suicide

Everywhere is stil
everything is restless in my heart
I hate the way this feels
suddenly I'm scared to be apart
the days are dark when you're not around
the air is getting hard the breath
I wish that you would just put me down
I wish that I could go to sleep
loving you is suicide
I don't know should I go or should I stay
I'm tryna to keep my self alive
knowing theres a chance its all too late
but I heard you say you loved me
thats the part I cant forget
and I wish that you'd come save me
cause I'm standing over the edge
I should let you go
tell myself the things I need to hear
but my brain is why you're wrong
that's why I'm loving you when you're not here
feels like I drown in your every word
and every breath thats in between
somehow you got me where it really hurts
its killing every part of me
loving you is suicide
I don't know should I go or should I stay
I'm trying to keep myself alive
knowing theres a chance its all too late
but i heard you say you love me
thats the part I cant forget
and I wished that you'd come save me boy
cause I'm standing over the edge
loving you is suicide
and my worlds about to break
and I had as much as I can take
and love is a long way down
loving you is suicide
and its getting harder everyday
I'm trying to keep myself alive
knowing there's a chance
its all to late
but i pray past every moment
and I'm still determined to fight
and I know its taking all my strength
to keep emotion alive
loving you is suicide