Everywhere is stil
everything is restless in my heart
I hate the way this feels
suddenly I'm scared to be apart
the days are dark when you're not around
the air is getting hard the breath
I wish that you would just put me down
I wish that I could go to sleep
loving you is suicide
I don't know should I go or should I stay
I'm tryna to keep my self alive
knowing theres a chance its all too late
but I heard you say you loved me
thats the part I cant forget
and I wish that you'd come save me
cause I'm standing over the edge
I should let you go
tell myself the things I need to hear
but my brain is why you're wrong
that's why I'm loving you when you're not here
feels like I drown in your every word
and every breath thats in between
somehow you got me where it really hurts
its killing every part of me
loving you is suicide
I don't know should I go or should I stay
I'm trying to keep myself alive
knowing theres a chance its all too late
but i heard you say you love me
thats the part I cant forget
and I wished that you'd come save me boy
cause I'm standing over the edge
loving you is suicide
and my worlds about to break
and I had as much as I can take
and love is a long way down
loving you is suicide
and its getting harder everyday
I'm trying to keep myself alive
knowing there's a chance
its all to late
but i pray past every moment
and I'm still determined to fight
and I know its taking all my strength
to keep emotion alive
loving you is suicide
everything is restless in my heart
I hate the way this feels
suddenly I'm scared to be apart
the air is getting hard the breath
I wish that you would just put me down
I wish that I could go to sleep
I don't know should I go or should I stay
I'm tryna to keep my self alive
knowing theres a chance its all too late
but I heard you say you loved me
thats the part I cant forget
and I wish that you'd come save me
cause I'm standing over the edge
tell myself the things I need to hear
but my brain is why you're wrong
that's why I'm loving you when you're not here
and every breath thats in between
somehow you got me where it really hurts
its killing every part of me
I don't know should I go or should I stay
I'm trying to keep myself alive
knowing theres a chance its all too late
but i heard you say you love me
thats the part I cant forget
and I wished that you'd come save me boy
cause I'm standing over the edge
and my worlds about to break
and I had as much as I can take
and love is a long way down
and its getting harder everyday
I'm trying to keep myself alive
knowing there's a chance
its all to late
but i pray past every moment
and I'm still determined to fight
and I know its taking all my strength
to keep emotion alive