This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
You tricked me
And you licked me
And you made me believe
That you cared
You'd be there
You only wanted the best for me
But you slipped
And you fell
You couldn't stop so you just let go
Yeah, you lied
Tried to hide
I found out and now I know that
Everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
I should have known
Not to trust
The one who taught, taught me to lie
You're a betrayer
And a destroyer
You never want to look inside
You're so proud
You say it aloud
But you deserve no credit here
And you brag
Look at what I made
Your love so insincere, now
Everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Ba, da, ba, ba, bow
Ba, da, ba, ba, bow
Every-time
The same line you say
"What was I doing? Something wrong?"
You even blew your one last chance, when you said
"I'm not the one who has a problem..."
"You're the one who has a problem!"
Ah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Your ignorance and your malice
You gave me that too
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Oh, and you don't even know
Are you ready
You ship-wrecker
Yeah, we gotta start war now
And you licked me
And you made me believe
That you cared
You'd be there
You only wanted the best for me
But you slipped
And you fell
You couldn't stop so you just let go
Yeah, you lied
Tried to hide
I found out and now I know that
Everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
I should have known
Not to trust
The one who taught, taught me to lie
You're a betrayer
And a destroyer
You never want to look inside
You're so proud
You say it aloud
But you deserve no credit here
And you brag
Look at what I made
Your love so insincere, now
Everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Ba, da, ba, ba, bow
Ba, da, ba, ba, bow
Every-time
The same line you say
"What was I doing? Something wrong?"
You even blew your one last chance, when you said
"I'm not the one who has a problem..."
"You're the one who has a problem!"
Ah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Your ignorance and your malice
You gave me that too
Yeah, everything I hate about myself
I got from you
Oh, and you don't even know
Are you ready
You ship-wrecker
Yeah, we gotta start war now
Lyrics submitted by Xusder
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