No, Never

I stumble when there's something hard to say
I needed time so I took it and got me some space
Oh, it isn't fair, I understand
You just wondering wherever I am
And the look you give is like I'm lost
But you don't see how you could be equally be turning me on/off WHICH ONE IS IT?
I guess there's some things, you should never have, never known about
We got a good thing, but you're better off not asking me how
Well is it so mean, just to let it pass, let it all go?
Because there's some things, you should never have,
Never known about, no never known about, no never known
I'd be lying if I told you it was just a kiss
I'd be lying if I said there wasn't more to it
So what do you think it's gonna help
When you worry about everyone else?
The options that I think you have
Are say goodbye or get over it, goodbye or get over it
Because there's some things, you should never have, never known about
We had a good thing, but you're better off not asking me how
Well is it so mean, just to let it pass, let it all go?
Because there's some things, you should never have,
Never known about, no never known about, no never known
You know I don't ever sleep
Just stare up at the ceiling
I would lay here and hate myself
Wishing I could be somewhere else
With someone just like me
Nothing complicated
All the feelings and fantasy
Can you trust, can you trust
That there's some things, you should never have, never known about
We had a good thing, but you're better off never asking how
Well is it so mean, just to let it pass, let it all go?
Because there's some things, you should never have,
Never known about, no never known about, no never known