Smile

This morning I cried a little
As I realized I had died a little
A funeral procession ran around my room
This morning I cried a little
As I realized I had died a little
I struggled to find a different point of view
I'm curled up at the bottom of a well
And I'm fucked up and done asking for help
All this bottled up sickness in me
Is leaking out and waste is all I see
I'm selfish
I guess I'll be okay
I'm not helpless
But all I feel is pain
I'm selfish
I guess I'll be okay
I'm not helpless
But all I feel is pain
This self obsessed mess that I am
Is not part of some bigger plan
I'm told I need to pray a little more
A broken record I don't play anymore
Tryna find a new perspective
Maybe not something so confusing and hectic
Tryna find some deeper meaning
Maybe then I could start believing
Oh
It's smile time
It's smile time
It's smile time
It's smile time
And they say
Come one, man, we wanna see those pearly whites
And don't you know that frowning hides your eyes
It's smile time
This morning I cried a little
As I realized I had died a little
A funeral procession ran around my room