GOD i love this song.
especially when DRAKE so effortlessly transcends in with:
how we move from A to B it can't be up to me
Cause you don't know
who i was before you
basically to see a change in me
i'd be losing, so i just ignore you, yeah.
this part speaks to me as i am in this situation now.
i really like this guy, in fact hes my boyfriend, haha.
and hes a good guy, and i really am trying to break down those walls.
but its so hard for me to because of past experiences in both my life and from what i have experienced through my friends.
i feel as if, me showing or expressing emotion is a sign of weakness, and an outlet to be seen as vulnerable and i cant allow that. so instead of me, breaking down those walls completely i just continue to ignore the fact that its even taken place or that this person in my life cares that much about me.
ugh.
this feeling is definetely reinstated with:
i hope they never find out
what they already know, know, know
as soon as its official
we'll have to let it go, go, go
so we don't confirm the fling
keep avoiding all the questions
you'll get teased for many things
i'm just scared to learn a lesson
its so hard! im away at school, [far away from home]
he lives here. it took us a while to confirm the actuality of a relationship, and now its like avoiding all questions from my friends and family because i hatee to think of when i have to leave.
i believe that i can learn many things from him, and i have- its just so nerve racking.
so scared to learn these lessons in love and life.
love drake. LOVE LOVE LOVE him. finally his time is here.
misz504on March 02, 2009 Link
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