The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
it is so hard
that i should have known
that it was doomed from the start
left a hand print on my heart
i can feel your hands at my throat
and i'm gasping, baby let me go
now everything's in slow-mo
all i wanted was just to be friends
all i want is to breathe again
and still i'm acting like it's okay
when nothing is okay
nothing is okay
and why you wanna have it your way
when i want it my way all the time
got myself in too deep
easier to push on then to retreat
i had no judgment
i let my guard down
'cause you made me feel so safe
didn't take advice i put stock in you
'cause you made me feel so safe
i didn't realize how much i needed you
now it's so much more than i wanted to
don't end the road here
a thousand scattered pieces to
the puzzle int he corner of my heart
i'm never sincere
photographs and cigarettes
empty throats for a chorus to my heart
that i should have known
that it was doomed from the start
left a hand print on my heart
i can feel your hands at my throat
and i'm gasping, baby let me go
now everything's in slow-mo
all i wanted was just to be friends
all i want is to breathe again
and still i'm acting like it's okay
when nothing is okay
nothing is okay
and why you wanna have it your way
when i want it my way all the time
got myself in too deep
easier to push on then to retreat
i had no judgment
i let my guard down
'cause you made me feel so safe
didn't take advice i put stock in you
'cause you made me feel so safe
i didn't realize how much i needed you
now it's so much more than i wanted to
don't end the road here
a thousand scattered pieces to
the puzzle int he corner of my heart
i'm never sincere
photographs and cigarettes
empty throats for a chorus to my heart
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