Both as a standalone and as part of the DSOTS album, you can take this lyric as read. As a matter of public record, Jourgensen's drug intake was legendary even in the 1980s. By the late 90s, in his own words, he was grappling with massive addiction issues and had lost almost everything: friends, spouse, money and had nearly died more than once. "Dark Side of the Spoon" is a both funny & sad title for an album made by a musical genius who was losing the plot; and this song is a message to his fans & friends saying he knows it. It's painful to listen to so I'm glad the "Keith Richards of industrial metals" wised up and cleaned up. Well done sir.
And she's a killer
And she's a keeper...
[Verse 1]
Am I blurry
In your vision
Was I just
A poor decision
Cut me open
With precision
& we'll finger
The incision
Tell me what have I done
(quid pro quo)
To watch you lose
Control
(tunnel)
I will give you sanctuary
In these hymns of Thanatos...
I will give you sanctuary!
[Verse 2]
You want to
See me burn
I am living fire!
You want to
See me burn
I am living fire!
You will know me
By the scars I bare
You will know me
By the hate I swear
You will know me
By the scars I bare
Shapeless vengeance!
(tunnel)
We are the 1000 children of death.
We're in-between, on the fence
Non-descript antagonists
I'm in-between, on the fence
Non-descript antagonist!
I'll split you open
& climb inside
Lose myself
Eaten alive
We are the 1000 children of death!
From seraphim!
To nephilim!
To exodus!
[Verse 3]
She's picking ghostflowers
From her soul
She's clipping the wings
Of fallen angels!
She's picking ghostflowers
From her soul
She's tonguing splinters
Of broken halos!
You will know me
By the scars I bare
You will know me
By the hate I swear
You will know me
By the scars I bare
You will know me
[Bridge]
From gelatin
To specimen
To emptiness
I will be avenged
I will be avenged
These are the secrets
That kill, that kill
That kill, that kill
That kill, that kill
That kill, that kill
We are the 1000 children of death
And she's a keeper...
[Verse 1]
Am I blurry
In your vision
Was I just
A poor decision
Cut me open
With precision
& we'll finger
The incision
Tell me what have I done
(quid pro quo)
To watch you lose
Control
(tunnel)
I will give you sanctuary
In these hymns of Thanatos...
I will give you sanctuary!
[Verse 2]
You want to
See me burn
I am living fire!
You want to
See me burn
I am living fire!
You will know me
By the scars I bare
You will know me
By the hate I swear
You will know me
By the scars I bare
Shapeless vengeance!
(tunnel)
We are the 1000 children of death.
We're in-between, on the fence
Non-descript antagonists
I'm in-between, on the fence
Non-descript antagonist!
I'll split you open
& climb inside
Lose myself
Eaten alive
We are the 1000 children of death!
From seraphim!
To nephilim!
To exodus!
[Verse 3]
She's picking ghostflowers
From her soul
She's clipping the wings
Of fallen angels!
She's picking ghostflowers
From her soul
She's tonguing splinters
Of broken halos!
You will know me
By the scars I bare
You will know me
By the hate I swear
You will know me
By the scars I bare
You will know me
[Bridge]
From gelatin
To specimen
To emptiness
I will be avenged
I will be avenged
These are the secrets
That kill, that kill
That kill, that kill
That kill, that kill
That kill, that kill
We are the 1000 children of death
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After reading what Thetafarm said I noticed a connection.. especially with "Cut me open with precision, and we'll finger the incision," "we are the 1000 children of death," as well as "From Gelatin, to specimen, to emptiness"
Other people have also made valid points. However, I am not in total agreement with anyone. (Even though I did back up thetafarm's interpretation)
This song is very figurative.. when I listen to it though I picture a ghost-like woman looking over her life as flowers in the garden. Picking away the ones that hold the most horrid of memories. I feel that she was in an abusive relationship of some sort, which eventually lead to her death. However, that doesn't explain the "Children of death" part.