nemurenai no wa naze? shizukesa ni yoishireteta
shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchuzusameba munashiku
nemurenai no wa naze? anata ga mieta kara
shiten wa nureta yuka atama wo kashigete nemutteru
shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de
koe mo desazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitoreteita
nemutteshimaitai nezame dake wo osorete
subete wo wasuretai migatte na tawakoto ne
anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru
yasete kata wo tsutsumi* sakenda kagososugita nukumori ni
shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni fukaku kokoro obore
kuchibiru wo kamitaeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta
tachi tsukusu boku no haigo no koe
hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta
tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishisou na kao de
nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda
namae wo kureta yuiitsu no anata e kono mama soba ni itekurenai ka
sou boku ni totte saisho de saigo no yasashiki "mama*"
shiroi kabe ni sotto makka na e no gu de anata wo fuchidotta
mada atatakai hoho wo suri yosete shizuka ni waratte miseyou
ootsubu no namida ga anata to kasanatte hitotsu ni nareta ki ga shita
mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de
shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchuzusameba munashiku
nemurenai no wa naze? anata ga mieta kara
shiten wa nureta yuka atama wo kashigete nemutteru
koe mo desazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitoreteita
subete wo wasuretai migatte na tawakoto ne
anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru
yasete kata wo tsutsumi* sakenda kagososugita nukumori ni
kuchibiru wo kamitaeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta
hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta
tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishisou na kao de
nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda
sou boku ni totte saisho de saigo no yasashiki "mama*"
mada atatakai hoho wo suri yosete shizuka ni waratte miseyou
ootsubu no namida ga anata to kasanatte hitotsu ni nareta ki ga shita
mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de
Add your song meanings, interpretations, facts, memories & more to the community.
To me, the lyrics tell the story of a depressed child that has witnessed the murder and/or suicide of his beloved mother. In my head, the mother is a frail, petite woman who is slumped with her head leaning down in an awkward position and her blood is splattered on the white tile wall behind her. The child has just found her dead body, and since she JUST died, her body hadn't had the chance to lose all of it's heat, so when he/she touches her, she's still warm. As soon as her warmth is gone, I guess the child is so upset/depressed, they kill themselves just to be with their mother...