Last night I felt my life burn my eyes
Falling asleep on fire I remembered you
And I'm trying
I'm trying
I'll wait here and wish for
A gorgeous disaster to happen
Because nothing fucking matters anymore
And I can't wish anymore

For angels with perfect skin
With halos that I always bend
Please don't watch me fall

And it's only a matter of time
And it's only life
My dreams are bleeding into lies
With no surprises
Bloodshot eyes
Matching all your sizes
And I can't wish anymore

For angels with perfect skin
With halos that I always bend
Please don't watch me fall

Why she looks amazing...
I wish I was amazing...
But it's fading...
Fading...


Lyrics submitted by rjbucs28

My Wishing Well Disease song meanings
Add Your Thoughts

9 Comments

sort form View by:
  • 0
    General Comment

    Fucking beautiful

    LulusXeon April 02, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    Fucking beautiful

    LulusXeon April 02, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    It's amazing how many tones, and how many feelings they can put into one song. so good. so many changes in music.

    Shelbzzon May 11, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    this... this is effin amazing. Northstar is the most awesome band in the world. Kudos to them, they rock my socks. I heart Northstar.

    xinxwinterxon June 18, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    Why she looks amazing... I wish I was amazing... But it's fading... Fading...

    i think thats sayin this girl looks so good in his eyes and he wishes that he would look that good to her but the feelings he has for her might be fading away....im not sure thats just what i think

    FellSoFar178on April 10, 2004   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    "Because nothing.. fucking MATTERS anymore.." gets me every time.

    BoysWithAsteriskson April 11, 2004   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    For angels with perfect skin With halos that I always bend

    very nice line

    KennyDubson February 19, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    gotta' back up BoysWithAsterisks 100%

    iluvmyfender129on May 24, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    I think this is about a guy who doesn't think his life can get better, so there isn't any use hoping for something better to happen "wait for a gorgeous disaster to happen, because nothing fucking matters anymore and I can't wish anymore" and he talks about how he seems to fail the people in his life, and he wishes things could be better for him, "I wish I was amazing, but it's fading" yeah.

    I love this, so much emotion, it's great.

    also, I'll have to third BoysWithAsterisks.

    musical_epiphanyon January 24, 2007   Link

Add your thoughts

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!

More Featured Meanings

Album art
The Night We Met
Lord Huron
This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines: "Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet" So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other: "I had all and then most of you" Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart "Some and now none of you" Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship. This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Album art
Bron-Y-Aur Stomp
Led Zeppelin
This is about bronies. They communicate by stomping.
Album art
Mountain Song
Jane's Addiction
Jane's Addiction vocalist Perry Farrell gives Adam Reader some heartfelt insight into Jane’s Addiction's hard rock manifesto "Mountain Song", which was the second single from their revolutionary album Nothing's Shocking. Mountain song was first recorded in 1986 and appeared on the soundtrack to the film Dudes starring Jon Cryer. The version on Nothing's Shocking was re-recorded in 1988. "'Mountain Song' was actually about... I hate to say it but... drugs. Climbing this mountain and getting as high as you can, and then coming down that mountain," reveals Farrell. "What it feels to descend from the mountain top... not easy at all. The ascension is tough but exhilarating. Getting down is... it's a real bummer. Drugs is not for everybody obviously. For me, I wanted to experience the heights, and the lows come along with it." "There's a part - 'Cash in now honey, cash in Miss Smith.' Miss Smith is my Mother; our last name was Smith. Cashing in when she cashed in her life. So... she decided that, to her... at that time, she was desperate. Life wasn't worth it for her, that was her opinion. Some people think, never take your life, and some people find that their life isn't worth living. She was in love with my Dad, and my Dad was not faithful to her, and it broke her heart. She was very desperate and she did something that I know she regrets."
Album art
American Town
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran shares a short story of reconnecting with an old flame on “American Town.” The track is about a holiday Ed Sheeran spends with his countrywoman who resides in America. The two are back together after a long period apart, and get around to enjoying a bunch of fun activities while rekindling the flames of their romance.
Album art
Plastic Bag
Ed Sheeran
“Plastic Bag” is a song about searching for an escape from personal problems and hoping to find it in the lively atmosphere of a Saturday night party. Ed Sheeran tells the story of his friend and the myriad of troubles he is going through. Unable to find any solutions, this friend seeks a last resort in a party and the vanity that comes with it. “I overthink and have trouble sleepin’ / All purpose gone and don’t have a reason / And there’s no doctor to stop this bleedin’ / So I left home and jumped in the deep end,” Ed Sheeran sings in verse one. He continues by adding that this person is feeling the weight of having disappointed his father and doesn’t have any friends to rely on in this difficult moment. In the second verse, Ed sings about the role of grief in his friend’s plight and his dwindling faith in prayer. “Saturday night is givin’ me a reason to rely on the strobe lights / The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass, and I’ll take that / If you’re givin’ out love from a plastic bag,” Ed sings on the chorus, as his friend turns to new vices in hopes of feeling better.