Both as a standalone and as part of the DSOTS album, you can take this lyric as read. As a matter of public record, Jourgensen's drug intake was legendary even in the 1980s. By the late 90s, in his own words, he was grappling with massive addiction issues and had lost almost everything: friends, spouse, money and had nearly died more than once. "Dark Side of the Spoon" is a both funny & sad title for an album made by a musical genius who was losing the plot; and this song is a message to his fans & friends saying he knows it. It's painful to listen to so I'm glad the "Keith Richards of industrial metals" wised up and cleaned up. Well done sir.
i want to sleep but im scared of my mind
and of tomorrow when i will find
myself in love again with a mystery
a beautiful lady who will never be
there is no use in constant pain
when it wont let you disappear in vain
i want to cut my head open to see whats inside
let it come out make it hide
cause im sick of being fooled everytime
sick of choking on cerebral slime
illusion takes over without an approval
it leaves me confused and medieval
waking up in my own sweat
a prisoner of my own damn bed
this has to stop this has to quit
mentally i wont survive this shit
Dreams are made of imagination
then why do they provide salvation
a memory i never had
is fucking up my entire head
and of tomorrow when i will find
myself in love again with a mystery
a beautiful lady who will never be
there is no use in constant pain
when it wont let you disappear in vain
i want to cut my head open to see whats inside
let it come out make it hide
cause im sick of being fooled everytime
sick of choking on cerebral slime
illusion takes over without an approval
it leaves me confused and medieval
waking up in my own sweat
a prisoner of my own damn bed
this has to stop this has to quit
mentally i wont survive this shit
Dreams are made of imagination
then why do they provide salvation
a memory i never had
is fucking up my entire head
Lyrics submitted by JozzyJosbourne
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